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Tuesday, March 26, 2024, 1:08:39 PM-
I have decided to take a break from here, it has been coming for a long time and well, a status last week, was the final straw for me. Life is just too short.
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Sunday, March 24, 2024, 9:59:10 AM-
I am not sure, if I have even logged in before writing this blog, I did have a look on the status page and just seen the usual and shut the page down. So a week really since my last visit.

I took a picture of someone and there dog the other week, I got a message showing me it, all printed now and hanging on the wall and it does look very good. Printed all nice and big. She was telling me, that 3 people that have seen it, have asked who took it and one was interested in me taking a picture of there dog. But I guess being hundreds of miles away might be a hurdle lol.

5 weeks till I order my new camera. Why wait, why not. For me waiting means it means even more to me. I am kind of still waiting to see, if Canon do come out with something new like rumoured, but that might just mean buying another camera in a year or two.

I have started another little saving fund now, for what, not got a clue.

I had just finished taking a picture this morning, was putting the gear away and I got one sent with Speedy in it, She has her own page and a picture of her is posted most days, sometimes more, that old dog. has more followers than me lol this morning, all stretched out in front of the stove.

In the grand scheme of things, it has been a good week, a hospital visit with my Mum went great, she never goes further than the garden, but as long as she is happy, so am I.

I have 3 days off now, hospital tomorrow, so till next week or maybe the week after.. enjoy life.


This is a blend of 4 pictures and still I just missed what, I was after, does it make it a bad picture, no. It still looks good. one that I would even print for myself, if I had a nice printer, guess what the saving fund is now going to be used for.
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Sunday, March 17, 2024, 7:00:53 PM-
Sunday's are a busy day for me, I never even got a walk today, as I was doing other things and then when I was going to go this afternoon, it rained, but it never really mattered.

I sat last night and was just staring at one of the ice pictures for ages, I have 6, one will be posted at the end of this blog. for me it is one of the pictures that means an awful lot to me, probably to no one else.

I am wishing for another morning of frost to try again at these pictures. Maybe I will never get the same again.

I go next week for injection number 4 to the eye next week, only one more after that and maybe that will be it.

minimum of 12hrs of daylight now, things will start growing even quicker, was maybe around 12c here today as well , time for some sun.


My ice abstact, the ice was covering a muddy puddle, I treat it with the same care as any I take and was straddling the puddle with the tripod spread over it to preserve the ice, The more you look at some of these, the more you see. My favourite is a black and white edit and it is very close to being my most favourite view, I have ever taken. yes it really does mean that much to me.
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"The shapes in them are truly amazing Mellie."
- Dignitea


Saturday, March 16, 2024, 7:12:19 PM-
With it now being light around 6-30am here, this morning was back into a routine, a habit call it what you like. I wake around 4am, take my first lot of tablets. I read for a little while and then got up and washed and shaved, was down stairs for around 4-50am and then I can eat breakfast , so that I can take another 6 tablets, then just a case of drink my tea and put some extra layers on and out I go.

I was planning on shooting some fungi, I saw yesterday , but was still to dark, so I walked on and ended up shooting ice patterns in a frozen puddle and it was the most amazing thing. One little mistake in not have a filter with me to polarize the glare away, but I am already hoping that I get another chance to do this. These abstract images are so amazing. Mother nature she knew, I needed this and I was grateful . I think I got some of the most important pictures, that I have ever taken and it taught me a lot as well. I kept 11 images and have started to edit one.

Putting it full screen is , well I am not even sure if I have words to describe such beauty, such amazing shapes and patterns, how it is even able to happen is way beyond my knowledge, that is for sure.

Not even really looked at the frost covered fungi yet and I was excited in what I saw on the back of the camera, when I took a few. I made mistakes , but I am learning all time. today was just the start of a new path, I was going to start on anyway. My new camera will make this easier as well. Exciting times.


I got this picture yesterday, was hard to believe that it was tipping it down with rain 1hr before. That it had been heavy rain for close to 2 days and then this. I called this one Two becomes One. The two trees have grown together.
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"What nature creates and shares with us is wonderful, glad you appreciated what you saw. I love the small detail in things like that."
- Dignitea


Friday, March 15, 2024, 7:57:13 AM-
For the last year or so, a routine changed. This morning, I think I finally saw it and well, I need to act on it. Since I had to start shaving I shaved every day, sometimes twice, if I was going out at night, but then as I said a year or so ago, I might got a day or two, but it has been a week now and looking in the mirror last night. I saw it for what it was. A form of giving up. I think the last year has been a tough one for me, but that is not an excuse. The depression and stress has got me in another of its way's that sneak attack. Before Christmas I had the very darkest of thoughts. Made another of my plans. No one would ever know it was coming. In my day to day life, I act the same on the outside, help everyone, but never ever give anything away. I think it is why I still write here, an anonymous person, getting it out. Once I write it, it is real.

I lift the camera and take a picture, why I have been getting out more than I had been, I did take a picture every single day for a few months. Now I am back to when I want to rather than need too.

No one else has the answer's but yourself, seeing the signs and still being able to act on them, thankfully I am still there. Now I am off to cut my hair and most important of all, have a shave.
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"After reading your blog entry I’m glad you moved back from the ledge. Even though th8ngs may seem dark and helpless that is not the answer. Tomorrow is another day and hopefully things can only get better.
Have you sought out a professional to speak with? I have dark times, but thankfully not to the extent that you have expressed here.
You have a real talent so please use it to lift your spirits and move on from the treaded black dog.
I know we don’t really know each other but feel free to reach out anytime."
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Sunday, March 10, 2024, 9:01:32 AM-
I am now getting to the stage, where a little sun would be really nice and maybe around 15c or so, not really ask for much,, but still you can see how things are growing and greening up. Looking towards the woods and you can see the canopy showing change, each time I go there just now, it is like looking for old friends.

This week at work, we started 3 people and by Thursday all gone, plus 2 others. One left from my dept, had been here for close to 20yrs. The place just got to him in the end.

Life is a funny old thing we all, have a different one of course. Over the last week, I got filled in on someone's life. Parts I had known, but other bits as well, we had history from over 45yrs ago, my first kiss and my first hand job. Tomorrow she heads back over the border to her home, She has a house in a wood, really nice looking place, by the pictures she showed me. She is a major taker of pictures on her phone. Never seen so many pictures of things on a phone, I treat mine like a camera , where I delete most after I kept with what I want, she thought it was so funny. She does want one of my pictures and I gave her the file. I have always wondered what this one will look printed and one day I might.

But as we talked last Sunday, it was when I got one of my favourites of all time. She asked me if, I had gotten any pictures and I just smiled.

I had another good week, for I did get another view, that has now been added to my favourites or all time as, the folder is named, The Ancients, as I call them is the subject, daffodils I have one too post at the end of todays blog.

Part of the challenge is that it is a climb to get there, very steep slope that I have slid down a few times over the years. I can shoot it from below, but getting close is what it is all about, I think this year, they are the best I have ever seen, I was lying here, taking the views in and I did think is Mother Nature sending me a message here in what she is sharing with me.

I then just walked further along the slope, until I eventually rise to the top of the gorge, walk on the path and then head down to the river to cross. I sat for a while sheltered from the bitter wind. Then it is a case of cross the river and climb back up the gorge, I did think, I am the only person, who actually even goes down or up here .

But one thing about this wind it sure does dry the land up quick.


Here is my Ancient's , I am thinking one day a little book maybe around 12 pictures only. The only thing with this one forgot to add my white border, that I have been adding I think that it makes the picture pop more, what does anyone think on that one.
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Friday, March 8, 2024, 10:20:37 AM-
I have always gotten more pleasure seeing others happy. My being different from the normal, is what makes me normal. I have never went with the flow, done what most others do. Being a loner makes it easier, as you never really feel the need to fit in, I have tried that, but it just makes me feel lonely.

I posted a picture and it got a negative comment, I just thanked them for the comment and well moved on. I always try to thank everyone and just move on. You see all over the internet people just posting a comment just to get a rise from the person or just to see if anyone does bite.

I could play the game, if I wanted too, I know the pictures, that would get the numbers, views, likes, comments, call them what you want. But I am in a place, where I am in lucky in that I really have no interest in doing so.

I am now down to all the extra premium, that I have gotten when I renewed each time, always waited for a deal and bought it. I have a plan in place now.

I met a dog called Speedy last weekend, I was standing taking pictures and she came running up, stopped and just looked, I went to clap her and she came over , that lovely coat a Greyhound has, not a dog, I had seen before. But I recognised the voice shouting on her. By all account Speedy has never let a man clap her before. I ended up sitting talking for a while.

I also got what is one of my favourite pictures of all time, that morning. It has to be top 3.

I never blogged my usual Sunday, to be honest, I was only going to blog every other month, weaning myself away from NN only blog on even number months.

I was looking at my naked self in the mirror this morning and thought, not too bad for my age, my butt has quite a nice shape about it lol and my legs with all the cycling and walking I do. I have always been a body confident person, even when it was closer to twice the size.


The best I have ever seen her this year, weather must have been right, but 6 days later, the flowers, were past there best and a sadder looking sight. But I have that memory in a vison now. My little area of woods, give me so much and I always grateful and say a little thanks to her and mother nature..



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Saturday, March 2, 2024, 9:45:58 AM-


Some of us, will just always fall through the cracks.
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Friday, March 1, 2024, 6:00:19 PM-
Daylight before 7am now, my time of day now, I enjoy being out early and the earlier the better. I was only going to check some things, but took all the gear, in the end, used the phone as I walked, then found a nice little spot to just sit and listen to the woods coming alive.

After the week, I had at work, this soon just makes the world better.

But I stay positive.

Just smile and think, one day.


The sky popped a little bit this morning, but the light catching on the water running down the road, is what it was all about for me, just noticing the things, that most never see.



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Sunday, February 25, 2024, 8:04:35 AM-
I The nights are drawing out now and the dawn is just getting earlier, cycle of life.

Do all you do, is take pictures pretty much, I replied. I was down at an old favourite again, third time in 2 days, twice on my own and once, with the apprentice. What do I take a picture of, she asked, whatever you want. In the end, I set a shot up for her, let her see, what I would have done, how sometimes, before doing so, just take out your camera and phone and wander about, higher lower, closer further away, It is all different.

What do you do with all your pictures, she asked me, not a lot, I replied, I did tell her, that I have ones sitting aside in project folders, that one day, I will make into little books for myself, that I had just started another new one. But that it was like taking the picture, sitting at the computer, trying to work out, how, you want it too look. It calms me , I have started spending a little bit more time.

When we walk to where we are going she talks all the time, I think, I know her life now, she said to me, a few weeks ago, why are you so easy to talk too, why does she share what she does with me. her two sisters tease her about her new boyfriend and she just plays along, before anyone thinks anything, there is nothing like that going on. But a bit like me, a camera is changing her life and it is giving her a life again. happiness through a viewfinder.

I am in a place in life, where it changes with the seasons now, that is the meaning of life too me.

I have been sitting typing this and only wearing a pair of Star War themed loungers and fun fact for the day, I have never seen any Star War films ..


Next step in the change, first Daffodil, I have seen in flower in the woods, I lay on the ground looking up and for that time, nothing else happening in the world mattered.

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