Tues nite while watching Victoria'zSecret fashion show at 10p, i was sitting low to the ground on my little makeshift chair (upturned 2 gallon ice chest, topped by blanket, towel, spankT):

Inspired by the opening model run, as well as by KatyPerry's 1st song (or i should say 1st outfit, as i had the sound off) i was jacking off while sitting low with my cheeks pulled wide apart and my tackle rigged with those wide rubberbands. My fantasy, on seeing all those jiggling young smooth thigh muscles and that bouncing breastmeat, was me nude on a kingsize bed, bound spreadeagle, prone over some apparatus (vague, in my fantasy) that had enuf room underneath for my cock to hang so Mel --my fall '01 playmate that i met at the nude beach-- could suck me.

Then, straddling my spine while facing my feet is Lisa (gf '87-92...'97-. She's nude, too, like the rest of us, and her pussy is leaking all over my back, on which she slips & slides as she struggles for the leverage to pump my hole with the thick silicate knobby dildo lubed with Albolene. It must be close to 2" thick, the biggest i've ever had up me. She takes her time opening me up, encouraging me with "I'm gonna make yr hole wide, u slut" & "Push out, u little bitch ... i'm gonna fuck all of this up you"

Mel sucking my cock & Lisa working my hole, we are centered on the bed. My face is right near the edge tho, just the right height for that guy i saw sum'98 at the nude beach to stand there & feed me his massive erection. ((I only saw him from across the creek, probably 30 yards away, as he walked nude from the creekbend to the river junction, but it was close enough to note his 8-9 inches as it bobbed & jerked, bouncing with his every step. It bounced so noticeably because he was FLACCID, and his length whipped around like a cooked spaghetti noodle dangling from a bike handlebar. I was intrigued but, trying to be cool --or not yet in touch with my gay leanings at the time-- i only stared at it for an instant, every 10 seconds or so, when i'd look up from the book i was pretending to read. I was nude, lying supine in the midday sun, as much on display for him as he was for me. When he walked the return route 5 minutes later, having shown himself at the river junction where 15-20 people were gathered, i again did my little glance-dance of seeming dis-interest. I noticed this time tho, that as i looked away & back again, he was looking at me, and with a scowl on his face. I read it as anger at me for playing it so cool. He wanted my full attention, not for me to pussyfoot around & pretend his dangling monster wasn't the foremost thought in my head. He was walking back along the sand to more deeply wooded area along the creekbend, where random anonymous sex can more easily happen. I'd learn this gradually, over years.))

So, here i am 12 years later, and he's still part of my fantasies, tho i only saw him those 2 times, for 15-20 seconds each. Mel is sucking me, Lisa is pumping my clean&enema'd&partly-Naired bunghole, and TheDangler is presenting me with his monster. I imagine it to be 15 inches erect, and slightly thicker than my own, or how about 2+a half inches THICK, yeah let's try that. Anyway he's feeding it into my mouth, pushing it slo-owly, with his thumbs across the back of my neck and his fingers on the sides. He's halfway in & his knob reaches the back of my throat & i start to gag a little. He pulls out and i say U can keep going just remember i have to breathe.

Mel is throating me, L is slowly pumping my hole with 6" of the knobby xxxxx. TD re-introduces his erection down my throat and this time when his knob reaches my epiglottis he pushes past it as i gag only slightly. He pushes his full length in and holds it there, my anal sphincter tightens and stops Lisa's pumping momentarily, Mel continues to suckle on my rockhard piece. Then TD pulls out til the knob is between my lips, allowing me to draw a few deep breaths after coughing drool & phlegm out my mouth & nose. In a few seconds he resumes pumping his full length down my hatch, Lisa pushes hard to work the dildo past my sphincter's protest & i unload a full liquid meal down Mel's throat


Thank u Anastasia
& Kim
& Allessandra
& Katy

&Mel &Lisa &a stranger who some enchanted afternoon i spied across an (uncrowded) beach&creek ... the exhibition was lovely, i'm just sorry i was too shy to fully indulge in taking-in the display ... 3-4 years later i would've been more inclined to wave, then when u wandered over have a brief conversation while u lightly stroked It inches from my face, then followed u into the woods to suck u off

... so i said hello or something, gave his bod a quick glance, then kept walking on by. I went about 5 minutes down the creek, saw two other guys walking by, clothed. Conversed with one [[to be continued tomorrow, i gotta shower & get to work]]