I have an idea that I can't get out of my head - sucking a cock.

During my frequent solo pleasure sessions, I will often fantasize about what it might feel like to touch another man, to pleasure him, and to taste him in my mouth.

There is a real element of being submissive in me and that is something that I enjoy with my partner when she pegs me. I love the feeling of role reversal as she takes control and fucks me, and I love the idea of being on my knees in front of a man and taking him in my mouth.

I have thought about going to gay saunas and gay bars, but it never felt right. I'd even got as far as the front door of a place in London and got cold feet.

A little while ago, I was working in Brussels. When I first got there, I took a walk and nestled amongst the sex shops I found a porn cinema. One night during my stay, I had a couple of beers and got up the courage to go in (after a couple of aborted tries).

It was quite cheap and there were 2 screens. I went into screen no1 and sat down. The chair was sort of reclined and the floor was every bit as sticky as you might imagine. Seedy!

I watched the porno and started to stroke my already hard cock through my shorts. I looked around and I couldn't see if there was anyone else there. I had it in my mind that I'd like to watch and be watched wanking my cock. No luck here.

After a little while, I thought I'd give screen 2 a go and I climbed the stairs. This was a smaller screen and when I walked in, I was excited to see another man standing on the other side of the seats. I looked over and he was looking at me. The butterflies rose in my stomach and my cock got even harder in my shorts.

I sat down and looked over at him again. I thought I could see that he had his cock out but I wasn't sure. After a few more furtive meetings of our eyes, he started walking around the seats and came to a stop near me.

I knelt straight down in front of him. I took his hard cock in my hand and saw that it was a little bigger than mine and very hard. I started wanking him, luxuriating in the feel of another man's cock in my hand, how sort of rubbery it was, how hot it was, how good it felt!

I wanked him for a few minutes and then I gently took him into my mouth. There I was, in a public place with a stranger's cock in my mouth. I had one hand on his shaft and I stroked him as I sucked and licked the end of his cock. The feeling was exquisite: his cock sliding in and out of my mouth, feeling the veins sliding past my lips and the end of his cock popping in and out of my mouth.

He started thrusting his hips and little and his hand went to the back of my head and his cock slid deep into my mouth and into my throat as he pushed my head forward. This was amazing. He was taking control and fucking my throat!

I slid my hand to his balls and caressed them as I took him in my mouth.

(Small aside, how strange another man's cock feels. It feels like my cock and balls, and so very familiar, but it feels very different).

I undid my shorts and allowed them to drop, my own cock standing proud, pre-cum dribbling out of the end. I caressed my own cock as I pleasured him and it felt quite wonderful.

He sat down on one of the chairs and laid back and I took up my position as cock sucker and I took him deep into my mouth again and upped the tempo. He started to moan as the pace picked up and, once again, his hand pushed my head so his cock went into my throat and held it there and fucked my throat. My hand also picked up the tempo on my cock as I built up the excitement.

For some reason, I decided to take him out of my mouth and wank him off and before long, with a loud moan, he came into the darkness. I'm not sure where most of it went, but I later found some on my clothes. The back of the seat in front must have looked like a plasterer's radio.

After a moment, he muttered "merci, merci" breathlessly and said something else in French and he went to the bathroom to clean up. I followed a few minutes later in time to see him awkwardly making a French exit.

I went back to screen 1, my mouth, full of another man's taste, and I brazenly finished myself off in front of no one in particular, wishing for an audience.

I went back to the hotel, cleaned my teeth, gargled mouthwash and replaced my soiled clothes. I must admit, I felt a little ashamed of myself but I also have to admit that I have enjoyed thinking back to that brief liaison while masturbating and it never fails to get me going.

I'd love to have a longer time with another man. I'd love to have a Bi 3 some with my partner and include her in my fantasy (she knows all of the others), and I hope we can explore our fantasies together.

This was one of my most exciting sexual adventures and I hope for more with my partner.

I hope you enjoyed it. I'd love to hear your feedback! xx