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Looks like I stopped 1 day to soon. MitchandDaisy, thank you. The comment helps. The diary idea prevents gaslighting as long as I am honest with what I describe.

4 months and a day, I didn’t realize I was gone that long. Everytime I thought of writing, the hopelessness of it prevented follow through. But I need to communicate somewhere.

I changed the background on my phone 3 days ago. A photo of her when we were dating a lifetime ago. She saw it tonight and asked what it was. I said a picture of my girlfriend. She blew it off. I didn’t say “it’s like in the movie Lucy, when Lucy asks the detective to come with her, so she remembers”. I know neither of us is the same person we were in the photo.

But I can dream

Subject Report: Male, Age 48 – 12 Days Without Ejaculation

Background:
The subject is a 48-year-old male engaging in a 14-day period of abstinence from masturbation and ejaculation. This period is either self-imposed or part of a structured challenge (e.g., for personal, mental, physical, or spiritual reasons). At the time of this report, he is on Day 12 and is experiencing a significant increase in sexual arousal.


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Physical and Psychological Observations on Day 12:

1. Physical State:

Increased Libido: The subject reports a high level of sexual arousal and a strong desire to ejaculate. This is consistent with the typical male hormonal cycle during periods of abstinence. Testosterone levels may temporarily rise, leading to heightened sexual desire.

Testicular Heaviness/Pressure: Common after extended periods of abstinence, particularly if nocturnal emissions have not occurred.

Possible Spontaneous Erections: Especially during moments of arousal or visual/mental stimulation.

Energy Levels: Some men report higher energy during abstinence, while others experience restlessness or agitation, depending on their personal response to prolonged arousal.


2. Psychological State:

Heightened Urges: By Day 12, many individuals in a similar scenario experience strong intrusive thoughts related to sexual activity.

Mental Tension: The subject may experience difficulty concentrating or increased irritability due to sexual frustration.

Anticipation and Impulse Control: The knowledge that relief is just two days away can lead to an inner conflict between resisting the urge and giving in early.

Trying to be happy by accumulating possessions

is like trying to satisfy hunger

by taping sandwiches all over your body.

- George Carlin

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I position her T-square so I can play with her tits, pussy and ass while watching her suck my cock. My other hand is on the top of her head, help her take it all even if she gags. We can watch porn other too. She like the big dicks, lol.

Originally my idea but my cheating neighbor Pam and I talk about how we're going to blow our loads into her friend Cindi. Pam is now 50, Cindi is now 31. When the opportunity arises we call Cindi over and start her up by my doggy fucking her while her head is buried in Pams pussy. Pam cums all over her face. Afterwards she catches what's in my balls. This girl runs when we call so we love using her. We use her all up. Pam is so happy that I thought of this. Pam reverse cowgirls me while her friend Cindi licks her clit. When we cum we stop, watch and even coach her while she slurps up all our fuck juices. We have the cleanest pussy and cock when she's done and she's talking about swallowing more cum next time already. What would you do? We tell her on the phone what we're going to do to her and her pussy is dripping when she gets here. She ends up sucking three or four loads out of my dick. She looks so cute but what girl doesn't sucking on a blasting cock, both cheeks sunk in, eyes locked with mine as I stare at her mouth and cheeks.

Been meaning to do this for a bit, with it being Men's Mental Health Awareness Month...as many of you know, I deal with anxiety/depression; and also that music is a big part of who I am. That being said, I wanted to share a band that has gotten me through a lot the last few years. The vocalist/songwriter is actually a licensed therapist, and their songs focus on mental health issues. I'm hoping by sharing that it might help someone else (that means you too, ladies) that might be struggling. The band is called Citizen Soldier, and although I love all their music, this is probably my favorite song from them (and the one I identify with the closest)...

I decided to put in more effort lat night to see if things would get started. It worked. We had a decent fuck she was quite reactive when I ate her and she blew me quite nicely. Lasted about 60 minutes total and we both slept well following.

Now this is GOOD 😂

I'm in the UK, based in Essex and I'm looking for my first 3some with a couple who i can please and pleasure them, and to be used as you both see fit to 😜

It’s my wedding anniversary quite soon and I always give my husband a sexy treat. This time, I’m planning on a very dirty treat and I need your help with deciding on the outcome! The plan is to give him a mind-blowing hot-wife experience he’ll never forget. I’ll be getting a guy called Martin who I work with (and fucked before), quite a bit younger than my husband and very fit and muscley, to join us in the bedroom. My husband will be tied naked to a chair, facing the bed, in his tiny cock-cage. I’ll be dressed in my usual stockings and suspenders, high heels, and red lipstick. My husband will then be made to watch Martin fucking me very hard from behind, while I face my husband. Martin will be pulling my hair back hard (or possibly pulling on a leash attached to my collar?) and my husband will be left straining in his cage while he listens to me shouting out in pleasure while I cum on Martin’s very big thick dick. What I need help with is deciding what happens after Martin fills my pussy up with hot cum! My choices are 1) I untie my husband and lay on my back (our I sit on his face) while my husband licks every last drop of cum out of my pussy while Martin films it all on my go-pro (he’ll be filming whatever the outcome anyway), then I’d take the camera and film him cleaning up Martin’s cock. Or 2) I walk over to my husband who is still tied to the chair, unlock his cage and then straddle his cock, and ride him giving him ‘sloppy seconds’, letting all of Martin’s hot cum slowly trickle out of my cunt onto his cock and balls. Or 3) I have Martin cum over my tits instead, then I’d ride my husband’s

I have said it 100s of times and will say it again - nothing beats the feeling of my totally nude body, and I mean TOTALLY nude, one with nature. Yes, good rubbing with VEET - arms, chest, underarms, back, dick, everything. Just touching my bare, smooth skin electrifies me. You can say that I am so much addicted to VEET, that they should mail me a triple pack every couple of months to keep myself smooth and soft! Then, as usual an equally generous rubdown with Johnson and Johnson's baby oil, of course with special attention to my already smooth and shaven dick. Oh, this time it was adorned with a tight red cockring. The usual 5-km barefooted, bareskinned walk under the sun, feet enjoying the hot sand and crunchy pine needles, sun caressing my whole body. And yes, all of my negative energy being drained, with tons of positive energy coming from every possible direction. As usual, left-right hand, squeezing, stroking, shaking, balls swinging, squeezing - the usual, along the always strange paths. With the temperature around 30C and a slight wind, perfect time for a solitary walk in the park. So, after a few stops along the way, I am finally reaching the sea - a bit choppy and water - initially cool, once you get inside - can't easily go out. Forgot to mention that being a Monday, most of the hot spots for random sex were empty - guess folks were working. I was getting desperate for lack of 'attentive audience' and walked back to the pine thicket behind the dune. So here am I, again, totally nude, except for the sunshades and the cockring, walking, wanking - nothing unusual. Gradually a few guys came in, and seeing me, started stroking. We had about 5-6 guys - tall, slim, smooth,

cock when it is hard. Every bit of 3-1/2 inches!

Anyone wanna have some fun in Albuquerque NM will be passing through there in the next couple hrs heading to airzona

In the last month I’ve purchased a couple of new toys that I thought people might be considering trying themselves and would value my initial experience to help make a decision.

Ball stretcher:

I’ve always enjoyed wearing a cock ring around my ball sack when masturbating or having sex. I like that it feels like your balls are being cupped and it makes them hang slightly lower aiding them to swing more which again feels nice. Up until recently I’d always used an elasticated cock ring, but recently I bought a metal ball stretcher weight. The weight of my ball stretcher is a baby weight (296g). It is a little tricky to place on my sack, more so if my balls are cold. I’ve found I have to grab my balls and tug them down for a minute to get them to hang a little lower before threading my sack through the gap in the ball weight. It has a magnetic closure which is great as it negates the need for tools. But by heck you better be sure you don’t trap any skin in there as the magnets close with some force! Ouch ??.

Once on it feels really nice. It is quite comfortable to wear for long periods. I wear mine for 3 hours in the morning, have a break in the middle and then again for another 3 hours in the afternoon. I don’t experience any discomfort. The difference to the elastic cock ring is the weight. This makes your balls swing much more whilst walking around, I love it. It’s also kinda kinky to cross paths with people who have no idea I’m wearing the weight. The only downside I’ve noticed is, that being made of metal it retains heat. Of course your balls descend and ascend to control temperature normally so I

How can I convince my sister in law to shave me downstairs ?

A very rare or unusual tripod arrived and I decided to order two more... It is a small metal lightweight tripod with a hook under one leg... I can hang it on door hinges, over the door, horizontally on certain furniture and other places... Only my top three heavy camera`s can`t be used with it... My Sony F717, Nikon 8800 and the Olympus 7070... I can even hang it on my TV and a door handle with a S70 camera attached That`s how light the S70 by Canon is. I was surprised that a Powershot G1 and the Panasonic FZ 150 could be attached to it. Supposedly and hopefully, my next toy play will be in early fall. My new purple lube has arrived. A new portable USB powered light with no remote is arriving this week. Plus I decided to order two packs of Tong Balm to stock up on. I ended up ordering a eight inch hollow strap on...

Must have been years since I was last on here properly, what've I missed?

So far a lot of fun and a huge sexual thrill, I am learning a lot about how the site works. Struggling with the one pm a day ration as I am a chatty sort

Had a crazy fun date last Friday. it was a couple and one single guy. the couple were experienced swingers and wanted to swap with the single guy but his GF wasnt into it so, they booked me for their foursome.

I got to the hotel and when they opened the door, I guess I couldnt hide my pleasure. the couple were cute and she was dressed super sexy (slutty) but the single guy, was absolutely gorgeous! dark skinned, dark eyes and perfect hair, his body tall and lean like the college athlete he was. just looking at his face made me wet!
told me his name was Charles, he took my hand and led me in to the room, where I gave him my usual "lets get this started" kiss. But this time, man I really wanted it! The other couple were watching and they started some heavy kissing too, so I kept it going with my hands finding this young stud's ass, squeezing it hard while my lips and tongue explored his chest through his unbuttoned shirt.

The other girl, Stephanie, came over and joined me, and we unzipped his pants and took turns sucking his awesome cock. everything about this guy was like a fucking supermodel. I could not wait to fuck him! Stephanie's husband came over to me and led me to the bed, where he took off his clothes, laid down, and I started sucking his cock. it was average, not as big as Charles but it was rock hard. He said, "edge me, edge me!" so I slowed my mouth and tongue so I could feel his cock throb, but not cumming yet. Charles laid down on the bed, and Stephanie mounted his cock. She rode him slow and easy, taking that cock nice and deep. I watched and encouraged her, "fuck that cock nice and deep in your wet hole

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Being called a slut isn't something I particularly enjoy, and that's because it's so context dependent. If someone calls me a slut during sex in a revered and admiring tone then I find it arousing. If I'm spreading my legs and choosing to flash my cunt at the camera then sharing that picture, you are absolutely seeing my slutty side. That's probably even in the caption on at least one of my NN photos or videos. But in almost any other context I hate being called a slut, and here's why.

It links closely to my dislike for degradation and humiliation, and it's because of how women's sexuality is policed in almost every society. My intellectual brain cannot separate from my sexual brain on this. Just think of the prolific shame that is imposed on women all across the world for having a sex drive and seeking pleasure. In the most patriarchal societies and by the most misogynistic of people, women are seen as baby making machines and nothing more. The trad wife trend currently taking hold speaks to this, as do the peeling back of reproductive rights in many countries, not just the US. Sexist people expect women to stay a virgin until marriage, pop out a lot of heirs, and then sexually serve her husband until the menopause at which point her vagina will 'dry up' and he'll seek pleasure elsewhere. In its extreme form, this policing of women's pleasure leads to FGM. The breeding kink that has taken hold in recent years also strikes me as intensely misogynistic for these same reasons and so gives me a massive ick. Of course, that's my opinion, and you don't need to convince me of other reasons why it could be a turn-on for you. Women as babymakers, taking risks on their sexual

This is my motto, just keep waking up.. just keep moving forward even if you have no damn idea where you are headed. Just know no one can rent space in your head unless you let them. Breath... breath... you got this... don't you... errrr I mean I.. yes I got this. I've done it.. should I feel better now? I guess not. Am I more hypersensitive... why yes, I know I am. So now not only do I feel like a freaking idiot I also feel like I walk around on eggshells. Everything I say and think gets taken and questioned looking for some other meaning. Sigh. I'm damned if I do and damned if I don't. My give a damn is about damned up.

Why exhibitionism and not voyeuristic appetites? For me at least it's not "showing off." I'm no braggart in any other field of life. Maybe it's a healthy appetite of porn, and I'm trying to be like them? But I distinctly remember even as a child just randomly getting naked in secret, always in secret, for no reason at all. Because I like the fact that I'm "not allowed?" The only time I ever came from road head was when a minivan pulled up along side me on the highway full of people. No idea if they were aware of what was happening, but it worked anyway. 80mph while filling my girlfriend's mouth with 45 minutes of built up cum... took multitasking to a whole nother level.

I hope they saw. And talked about us for weeks.

I was very fortunate that my first ‘naughty’ fuck, (when I was 32), was with 21 year old Gail, whose husband had a massive dick - fully ten inches and as thick as my wrist. The first time the four of us got naked his huge erection made my little six inches look puny - but I was as hard as a rock and his was a tad rubbery it seems - plus he was used to letting his size impress his partners, and his young wife, thinking just putting it inside their eager cunts was all he had to do - whereas although my wife was always hot to go since we got together in our teens, I had learnt to use my stiff little dick for maximum effect, timing my ejaculation to coincide with my wife’s first orgasmic shudder every time we fucked - and then she was off - shudder after shudder with my still stiff dick getting her off over and over again with me often spurting again before we collapsed naked and spent.
Gail, on the other hand had only been fucked by her husbands big rubbery cock that went slack after spurting, often leaving her underwhelmed.
So there we were, Gail and I - our very first fucks with ‘another - and my stiff little dick was getting her off with orgasm after orgasm,.
Meanwhile, my wife was enjoying the novelty of being stretched, even if he didn’t know how to use it to best effect - she was teaching ways too please a woman he had never considered.
So, when Gail told mehkw much she enjoyed my fucking, feeling for the first time like she had really been fucked, and I knew that big Ten incher was what she had to pompare me with, I never felt inadequate again, with any of the 13 other pussies I woukd get to fuck - and they all came back fir more,

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any ladies in the des moines, iowa metro area wanna have lots of fun

You probably noticed in our pictures, that Suzanne got a boob job some years ago. When you see those, you know they are newer photos and videos. Also her scars are from getting run over by a drunk driver when she was a teenager.

In metro Detroit looking to meet trans shemales bi couples wanna suck cock with a woman to

If you haven't read my other post about Talia, it's short, it's sexy and It's just below this one.

I travel for work and make a point of reaching out to people I know when in town.
A couple years back I texted Talia , an ex, I would be in her area. Talia texted back before I put the phone down. I felt a surge of excitement.

A week later I was in a bar across from Talia and that excitement was full on lust. Talia is "the whole package" If I had met her later in life we'd probably be married. She had all the life to her I loved back when we dated and we talked like we'd been close friends through the years that had gone by.

IMHO Talia was more beautiful today. Her comfort in her own skin and refreshing simple seduced me. Her dark curly hair was pulled back, lighting up her deep brown eyes. Her curvy body was breathtaking. She wore a tight pair of jeans that turned heads as she passed and a thin, loose blouse that wasn't revealing, yet made it hard not to look at her.

Conversation flowed and when it was time to go we both hesitated. Then Talia grabbed her phone and said. "Lemme Just text my husband." Five words that swell with possibility.

Over dinner I asked how things were at home and she said great. We talked about her kids all the way through appetizers.
Then with our drinks getting light, and our plates cleared it was almost time to leave again. Her husband texted. She put the phone down and looked at me. Her smile said volumes. I just said "so... good?"
Talia said yes firmly. then added "After twenty-ish years of marriage.... yeah."
I asked "So did you give him the rules?"

I am new here. Curious still, not sure if it will last but we’ll see. Curious enough to enquire about Swinging clubs and Nudist resorts etc. Enquire. Nothing more.
I want a real partner. Not British suburban boredom. I want an alternative type girl except they’re all usually a bit messed up in their mind. At my age everyone is divorced and angry. Not many want a tattooed surfer whose ambition is Vans, traveling to weird surfing places and doing yoga etc. Maybe in their 20’s they did before the safety of suburbia got them. Still looking in all the wrong places for the wrong people.
So, yes. I am a hypocritical asshole.
Am I fair though?

I have always considered it to be one of my strengths was my ability to see both sides.

I told myself I was only going to try this site for a month. Looking back over the last six weeks, I can safely say that the experience was much less than my widest expectations, but it has been unpleasant either, with a couple of really nice moments..

I was committed to shutting it down and quitting forever last week. Then, this week a posted yet another pic, just so I can go through the cycle all over again ..

Is it really the ability to see both sides, or just the lack of ability to make a sound decision?

Looking to hookup hopefully a regular thing in Nevada. I'm recently sperated and just need a partner for regular fun. Open to any age/race and attached/married is ok.
420 friendly, like to drink and love to pnp.im in my md 50s white male, average looks, good build and in shape. Told I'm well endowed.
Open to many kinks and fetishes and non judgemental.
May consider a very possible and feminine t.s. or c.d as a playmate.
Only limitation is please no chubs or fatties. No offense just my personal taste.
In Central Nevada btwn Vegas and Reno.
Hmu if interested.

In the Vatican Museums in Rome, a group of tourists stands in front of one of the showpieces: The statue of Laocoön and His Sons (also known as the Laocoön Group).

The roughly 2,000-year-old sculpture stands at a little over two meters in height, and depicts the Trojan priest Laocoön and his sons. He is said to have advised his compatriots against bringing the Greeks' wooden horse into the city because he suspected it was a trick.

And it was. Warriors were hiding in the horse, which sealed the downfall of Troy. That was the plan of the gods, and because Laocoön wanted to interfere with them with his warning, they had him and his children killed by snakes.

An exciting story from an ancient period, but one detail in particular catches the eye of the tourists: Laocoön's penis is extremely small — and his is not the only one. Throughout the museum, there are statues of muscular men with tiny genitals.
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In the Vatican Museums in Rome, a group of tourists stands in front of one of the showpieces: The statue of Laocoön and His Sons (also known as the Laocoön Group).

The roughly 2,000-year-old sculpture stands at a little over two meters in height, and depicts the Trojan priest Laocoön and his sons. He is said to have advised his compatriots against bringing the Greeks' wooden horse into the city because he suspected it was a trick.

And it was. Warriors were

It's been a while since I've written anything here. With my ADHD, I'm pretty lousy at keeping consistent with anything. C'est la vie.

I removed a number of posts, so this is kind-of a fresh start.

Since I last blogged, I met a woman, married her, and we moved from Texas to New England (where we're both much happier). I've been through job changes, lost my mother, gained a niece and nephew, and lost about 75 lbs.

Nothing is ever perfect, but life is pretty good.

My wife is amazing. In July we'll have been together 10 years, and married for 5 in December. In all that time, we've never had a real fight or argument. Disagreements, yes, not seeing eye to eye on everything, yes, but never a real fight. We both know when to back down and nothing has ever been a big enough problem to cause any kind of impasse. For a while I worried that it was unhealthy, that all couples fight. But I've come to realize it's actually healthy. It's not that we are not facing any difficulties or disagreements we may have, we are just handling them without a need to turn it into anything dramatic. We don't agree on everything, but we do on the things that are important to us as a couple. This is the best and most healthy relationship I've ever had, and the same goes for her.

We actually met through an adult party on the beach near Galveston, Texas. A friend of mine had a FetLife group and threw parties a few times each summer for a while. At one party, in July 2025, I was standing around with a group of people and just talking. One guy in the group made a comment about needing to pour himself a dram of scotch to feed his Scottish blood. In an incredibly

sat there stroking for a while. Steve had gotten dressed and was watching us. I asked him if he was done and he said ,not at all. I was enjoying jerking off in front of everyone and watching the movie for a change. It was two guys sucking each other and fucking each other. That is something I want to cross off my bucket list,getting my ass fucked. I kept stroking and felt like I wanted to cum since I was there for about 2 hours stroking and hadn't cum yet. I told the guys I wanted to cum and they cheered me on and came closer to watch me. that really turned me on,being watched! I rubbed faster and Steve said he wanted me to cum on his face. I jerked faster and started to cum on Steve's face and in his mouth. The guys were cheering me on and my balls were twitching as I came all over his bald head.and forehead. He licked my dick clean as I recovered from my orgasm. I startedgetting dressed as the guys were stroking themselves and each other. This was definitely the best time I ever had at Cupid's and had to wait a while to stand up after that cumming. I got dressed and thanked the guys and grabbed their cocks and said see you again sometime. So am I officially gay now that I've tounge kissed a guy? I don't know, but I liked it alot and I'll do it again I'm sure. I would still love to eat your pussy and feel my cock pumping you full of my cum someday. I would love to be in a group orgy with you and watch you fuck and suck and eat your cream pie glady. I need pussy so bad sweetheart but right now cock is my only relief and eaier to get. I hope you enjoyed this long story and it was a wild and crazy experience and I can't believe it myself, but I couldn't make this shit up!!!

Sugar baby hit me up

Board on a Friday night who’s gona send sexy pics to keep me up lomike1102@gmail.com