Unfortunately, I am much older and have a body not very attractive and live in the US with no way to easily visit

Every guys 1st bisexual experience is different. Some times it happens by accident, other times it happens because we are very curious and the pleasure of being with another guy. Either way, I have found that a guy should just go with his feelings!
Paul

I had my firsy Bi Experience 3 yrs ago when I answered a post of a guy looking to suck a older man. I had never had a guy suck me but had always wondered what it would be like to be sucked by a man. He answered my reply with location of his motel and what day and time to show up. On the day he chose I went to his motel room and knocked on the door, he opened the door in his underware and told me to undress and lay on the bed. I quickly done as told and within seconds he had my cock in his mouth. I guess I was a little nervous as I didn't get hard immediately...I guess he understood as he said just relax...it will get better...and he was right.. I got hard as a rock...he worked my cock...sometimes fast..then he would slow down... take me all the way in and swirl his tongue around my cock...this went on for a couple of minutes ...I felt it coming to the point where I was going to have to cum....he realized it also from my movements and heavy breathing...so he really started working my cock...up and down making slurping sounds as he got faster....I finally exploded in his mouth.. he swalloped every drop....he stood up and layed a towel across my cock and said clean up and get going as I have a meeting in 45 minutes. So I quick did as he said got my clothes on and left. I met him 3 more times in a 6 month span with the same scenario each time, then he just went away...don't know why...but I totally enjoyed him draining my balls.... and I know he enjoyed it also as he said my cum tasted fantastic the second time we met.