Day 4 -Greetings from beautiful beaches of Gulf Coast Alabama.
Beautiful sand, sun and warmth.
Have a good week, I will.

Happiness is a choice.
You can't be happy until you choose to be.

Are you ready?
Let's go!
Less than 3 weeks to go til beach vacation.
We have a had rain and flooding here, luckily I live on top if a hill.
Feel sorry for the Farmers.

Have a great day, I will.

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Beautiful sunrise this morning.
Have a great day.

The birds are singing with the sunrise.
The daffodils are blooming in the yard.
The rivers are flooding.
Mother Nature is having mood swings, some days its 32 degrees, the next day its 80 degrees.

I got the motorcycle out and after a few tweaks and a new battery she is ready to ride.

I am ready for this!!

We made it to Saturday!
Have a great day!

Crisis is over, life goes on without our loved ones.
I realize its Ok not to be ok.
They will always be missed, we just adjust and keep living.

I am looking forward to my vacation in May and motorcycle season.
My vision will limit my riding, but I will give it my best.

Have a good week, I will!

Sorry for the previous blog.
But I needed to get it out.
Tuesday morning my other sister called, her husband just died from a heart attack. It was while he was at work and he went quickly.

So today is my sisters funeral and my brother-in-law's funeral is tommorrow.

I know I will get through this, but darn its hard.

Thanks for reading.
Peace.

Hubby went into hospital fir Bariatric Surgery on Wednesday.
Wednesday night I get a call from my niece, my sister was in an ambulance going to the hospital. An hour later she calls again that my sister has had a massive stroke and they give her 30 minutes to a few hours to live. (The hospital is an hour away) Rush to the hospital about 8:30pm. She is still in the ER, after an MRI the Dr said there is nothing they can do. Just make comfortable, asked my BIL if he needed clergy to come in. He said no. He also did not wanted nothing done to resuscitate her.
About 10pm he and the kids announce they are tired and going home, they are tired? My other sister and I are shocked and a but angry. His wife is going to die any minute and he is leaving??? WTF
the kids are all adults as well. So the other sister and I stay at the hospital all night, watching over her. We didnt want her to die without people who loved her close. I saw a Clergyman walk by the room I went out and asked him to say a prayer with us. He did but the BIL would be mad if found out. It was a long night and the nurseswere angels taking care of her. The BIL didn't show back up til 10am the next morning. Once he showed I left, i had been awake over 24 hours by then, my husband was supposed to be released from the hospital, on my way to the hospital my phone rings, my sister has passed and I get to the hospital to find husband had issues and wasnt being released. At that point I lost it.
I stayed at the hospital with him for a few hours, then went home and crashed. I slept 12 hours straight, woke up feeling better.

Ok I am done feeling sorry for myself. Thank you for reading my ramblings. Have a good night.

Hubby went into hospital fir Bariatric Surgery on Wednesday.
Wednesday night I get a call from my niece, my sister was in an ambulance going to the hospital. An hour later she calls again that my sister has had a massive stroke and they give her 30 minutes to a few hours to live. (The hospital is an hour away) Rush to the hospital about 8:30pm. She is still in the ER, after an MRI the Dr said there is nothing they can do. Just make comfortable, asked my BIL if he needed clergy to come in. He said no. He also did not wanted nothing done to resuscitate her.
About 10pm he and the kids announce they are tired and going home, they are tired? My other sister and I are shocked and a but angry. His wife is going to die any minute and he is leaving??? WTF
the kids are all adults as well. So the other sister and I stay at the hospital all night, watching over her. We didnt want her to die without people who loved her close. I saw a Clergyman walk by the room I went out and asked him to say a prayer with us. He did but the BIL would be mad if found out. It was a long night and the nurseswere angels taking care of her. The BIL didn't show back up til 10am the next morning. Once he showed I left, i had been awake over 24 hours by then, my husband was supposed to be released from the hospital, on my way to the hospital my phone rings, my sister has passed and I get to the hospital to find husband had issues and wasnt being released. At that point I lost it.
I stayed at the hospital with him for a few hours, then went home and crashed. I slept 12 hours straight, woke up feeling better.

Ok I am done feeling sorry for myself. Thank you for reading my ramblings. Have a good night.