I just got a call inviting me to interview for yet another job I have no recollection of applying for actually. I have sent out that many cv's in the past few months, I have forgotten totally what I have applied for. Anyways, this interview is on Monday, at my local hospital, but in the psychiatric secure unit, I ought to feel right at home there hey?? This tune, well just like it and its not bouncy and its short!! I just fancy a boogie....

So, I attend two interviews over the past week and to my surprise I am offered both positions. One is for twenty hours aweek, the other is for thirty five. Now I am in a real quandary here, do I accept the positions knowing I am already obligated with this other position starting in Nov? Or do I start the job and just leave....My conscious tells me I ought to let them know about the other job really, I wouldnt be in this position if I didnt have to jump through so many hoops to qualify for my social security/dole. I am wasting everyones time really attending these interviews in the first place, but I am required by law, to apply for and accept any job offered to me whilst I am still technically unemployed. Stupid bloody rules!! I have not yet given an answer to the offers and I would dearly love to earn some money for the next four weeks, but in the long run is it really worth it?? It would appear I need to send out some messages, they are long overdue, so to the folks that have written, I sincerely apologize for the delay and i shall make the time in between watching the Rugby to respond to you all.... Come on Wales!!!!....This tune is not a repost!! I hadnt noticed, I dont usually return to any blogs I have written, I just hit send as normal and dont read them back the past is the past. nice funky little number this one, chilled out and you dont need the bass for this one, trust me. Takecare guys

Reminded of this when Scoobyp said something in status, its an oldie...

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I have to tell you about yesterday....I left my house rather early at 6.35am. My eldest Son, he hasnt been sleeping too good, so he is awake rather early, we have been talking over in faceache for the past few mornings, until we decided, as he didnt live so far from me anyways, that I ought to just go round really. So as I set off, this time, wearing a raincoat, with a thick hoddie. It was dark still, wet, miserable actually, but the walk brought me round and then the rain stopped. I managed to get a lift to my daily mission, if I didnt do this daily mission, which I chose to undertake, I doubt I would ever leave this flat. Depression can take you to very dark places and you need to get outside, walk in the rain. I was on my way back, the sky was clear, the sun was hot and I was rather inappropriately dressed once again, but do I look bothered??

I have yet another interview lined up for tomorrow, like I said, it is good practice. Murphy's law I suppose, when your not really looking for something, many turn up and then when your really looking you get nothing, same with all these interviews of late I have arranged. this job even at full time, still pays me almost two grand less per annum than the one I am due to commence, so as if!

I must also mention if your new to my blogs, I have just been waffling on and on for years now. Not only that, quite afew people who would blog often have left sadly, pushing me further up the list. I have just been around for ages in my own little world thats all. I am some what restricted with my blogs, I know I have messed up with a few recent posts, but I can only delete not edit. Dont blame that on my cannabis smoking either, I know I am taking being lazy to the extreme but just as equally I also know my daily routine will have to change dramatically to accommodate my new position, so just allow me for now....

This tune is in no way connected to this blog, I simply like it and dont worry you can press play and leave the bass alone...

I am just having a bounce, its not rained now since my walk and even the Sun is breaking through ... Ps didnt do this right yesterday did I???

So, I dont start my four weeks of classroom training for this new job until the 4 or it could be the 9th of November. So in my eyes, that gives me carte blanch to be lazy and watch every game of the Rugby. That, despite the DWP/dole being on my case to find a part time job to fill the remain weeks and in actual fact, I have a further two interviews lined up, it will be good for the practice and good if offered any of the positions for future reference. I mean if this job I am starting, if this doesnt work out (although I see no reason at this point, why it should I know what is expected of me) I will then have something to fall back on in the future~ if!!. My walk to my mission first thing started as an 'if only' one....I was playing on status first thing, if I am up early enough I can catch friends across the pond, I am not an night Owl any more, I am more of an early morning Bird!! Anyways, Amps79 she mentioned in her status it was hammering down with rain and she lives, thats just a across the Irish Sea from me, so guaranteed the weather she had was heading towards me. but no, I sat there for another hour at least, I will just have this then, I will just do this then I will go, being lazy..I am full of good intentions me! I get my dry weather coat on with a hoodie, I then pass the three broken umbrellas (I have been meaning to get a new one) I pick up the best out of three, so I thought....I get out of the door onto the Street, tried in vain to get this umbrella erect, I managed to get a semi out of it, but it failed within minutes in a slight breeze we have. I know right? Cant even get an umbrella up ffs!! I contemplated going back to change my coat, but thought go on, laziness again really... It started raining about five minutes into my journey and hard, I thought you are so inappropriately dressed! I stomped onwards, turning left onto one of the main arteries into town, my only route...I walked for about fifteen minutes when I realized that I had a hole in my shoe, so I am there, hoodie wet through, trousers wet through, now my feet were getting wet too!! I really started to think deep then..I am walking in the rain, inappropriately dressed looking very destitute and they all know it (meaning the car drivers, it was busy) of course I have to go deeper than that with the 'if onlys'! So I am mentally banging my head against every garden wall, every lamp post and I finally throw myself under the wheels of a big artic truck screaming come on then!!! I wipe the rain off my glasses and see a student walking towards me,, reassuringly he is wearing just a hoodie and he was also rather is wet. I feel happier, I walk on I then past an old guy, who smiled at me with a toothless smile and bid me a 'good morning love' with glasses as wet as my own....I felt even happier then, get to my destination spend ten minutes and walk all the way back, with no rain on my face, just a smile and telling myself so what if I have holes in my shoes and I am inappropriately dressed its the now thats all and like I should give a fuck! I just remind myself I have a great deal to be thankful for in many many respects in comparison to others, a great deal.... I want to thank you guys, your always so supportive Now time for tea and it wont hurt you ,its more dub...... Takecare xx

Up my Street, its hip hop, the video is worth a watch though, I like these guys....

Must die....I must remain calm...Some Dub might help...

From the past for me, its dub you might like it....