Belief. Funny word, funny idea. I don't get it, even the concept is strange.

So, yeah, I had an education. Got outta school when I was 26.

Sometimes, in my own terms, I enjoy explaining stuff, imparting knowledge, in a way.

Many times, I'm dumbfounded by the response to my explanation of some minutia.

They'll say, "Well is that good or bad?" And I have to weakly explain, neither. It just is.

Most of my philosophy of life came from, no kidding, sex, drugs, and rock'n'roll.

Little bits & pieces. The music was a part of my life, still is. I'm a product of that time.

"Cryin' won't help ya, and prayin'll do you no good." (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/When_the_Levee_Breaks) ('twas a wiki to When the Levee Breaks)

Smoking weed with friends. Playing those records. Finding out about sex with Jenny.

Saw this photo of Britney today, she's 39. Wearing Daisy Dukes, topless, cupping, covering her tits with her hands.

It's like a deep memory, that stance, that come-on, reminded me of my sexual youth.

(I bought that Polaroid camera the month after I turned 19.)

With Jenny, I'd wanna pull down her pants, bend her over, and get my face in her ass.

Primal, a lizard brain thing, I don't know, Oral vs anal. Where does the fetish come from?

Cute ladies asses, bent over and spread a little. Hard cocks on the edge, giving in, and letting loose the flying jizz.

She's sound asleep, aside me. She's a morning person. I come alive as she is fading.

The night time. I like to read, catch up, perv, spend some time on NN chat. Then jack off.

It's hard to find a really good j/o clip on here. Yeah there's some.

I guess there's a technique I really appreciate. We all do what works, we do what we've learned to do.

Had a "Who's Online" chat with someone tonite, who said they enjoyed looking at my dick.

See, that private little thing we do can give pleasure to others, too. Thanks NN for this place to share.

Don't have any photos for this story.

When we were 29 we took a month to travel cross country in a VW camper. It had a pop-up, with a mattress up there and a forward facing screened "window" you could open up for some breeze. We only slept up there once. Decided the mattress down below was so much better. Then for sleeping arrangements we would pop the top and put all the luggage and other assorted stuff up there.

The camper had a cloth privacy screen that snapped on, to cover the windshield and the side windows, then there were curtains to cover the other windows. The front seats would pivot, so you could have them face backwards. It had a propane tank with a two burner stove, and a gas powered fridge, and a little sink. It also had water storage, so even if you didn't have a campsite with a water hook-up, the sink still worked. All we needed was an electric hook up and we had a pretty nice place to stay at the KOAs and other campsites we found along the way.

You'd have to climb up to the upper level to arrange the luggage and then to retrieve stuff that you needed. So I noticed that when Jenny had climbed up there to get something that her ass was kinda hanging out over the ledge of the top compartment. Hmm.

So part of our fun after we had cooked dinner, and relaxed by the fire, was to get the Vanagon all private with the curtains in place, find the showers and scamper back to our little camper. She'd climb up there naked, hang her ass out over the edge, and I could stand down below and have this spectacular view and eat her pussy. It was a crazy, amazing position. Her ass looked so big and spread and open, and she was so fucking tasty.

I could eat her and tongue fuck her and gaze at her wonderful ass, slurp at her cute little asshole and have a high old time, all the while standing there, sporting a quality erection. She'd get impatient for some dick, so before long she'd climb back down, sit in the pivoted passenger seat, just devouring my cock, fondling my balls, lubing it up for the pounding she was gonna get with that ass in the air, on the much more comfy lower mattress.

In those close quarters, I probably couldn't have gotten and good photos anyway, and the thing is, there's no good way to relive that position with any regular furniture here at home. Seems it was exclusive to that pop up VW camper. Standing up, head tilted back ravishing her spread pussy, with a raging hard-on pointing up at the ceiling, aching for her to climb down and have even more fun.

Got a lot of video of Jenny sucking my dick. None of it's posted here. Sorry.

There's nothing better than jerking off watching video of your cock getting sucked.

Noticed on many of the older clips, I'd give a warning, a heads-up, "I'm gonna cum, babe." Or similar.

On the newer clips, it's more of a surprise, unless you pay close attention to my grunts and groans.



Might be a left over from the days when you couldn't have gobs of cum all over the place.

Because she was sucking my cock in the car or the rec room, or the hallway, or where ever.

And the warning was a clue to wrap her lips tight and prepare to swallow my load.

There's no video of the real early fellatio, when I would moan, "Oh, just take me."

Plenty though, of the once a month production, when she was having her period.

I'd get the camera and she'd give me a wonderful blow job, and I'd cum all over the place.

Much more exciting when you can watch her suck your cock until the jizz goes flying.

Really great to watch my cum blasting onto her lips and face, as I'm jerking off and cumming.

Jenny was away, visiting the grandkids, for 3 nights. I was left to my own devices. One of the devices is a fingertip vibe I bought at Sharper Image maybe 40 years ago. I was chatting with some guy here at NN (you know who you are, LOL), he's like I want one of those. I gave him the name of the thing, he looked on eBay, and found one for $31.00. And bought it. Now to wait about 7 days to find out if it'll do for him what it does for me. I call it the No Jerk Jerk™. Just hold it there, wait a bit, cum.



(photo taken Saturday, September 26, 2020) (Not an oldie. A new one!)

Someone's status the other day was:
Trying to find today's special man or woman that is gonna make me shoot my load.

Apparently looking around for just the right porn, eh? A comment was needed.

Started with this, but at 369 characters, it was way over the 200 character limit.

The porn gets it hard, really rigid, then it’s just your dick, and it feels so good, really responsive, you hardly have to touch it, gentle rubbing to edge it along, cock head all swollen and taut, wonderful sensations as the endorphins begin to dump, you want the world to watch, hold on, ohhhh, soon the poor thing can take it anymore and boom. Then upload the video.

Began to trim it down, keeping the essence, the porn just starts you up, then you're off on your own.

Really rigid, you are just your dick, so good, responsive, gently edge it along, hardly have to touch it, so nice as the endorphins dump, watch, hold on, ohhh, the poor thing can take it anymore, BOOM

Exactly 200 characters, basically masturbation with text about masturbation.



ohhh... the poor thing can take it anymore, BOOM

Once we started posting photos on the internet, taking those pictures became part of getting away.

We always shower at night, and wake up clean and horny.

And what we do about it would just be a memory, except for the camera, and this time, the tripod.

We woke to the bright sunlight at the B&B nearby Seneca Lake that morning.

After some messing around, lying beside each other, it was time for my favorite position.

She didn't mind my few moments to fool around with the camera, as she knelt there ass in the air.



You know my face is in there, and there's a few shots of moistening her up with my tongue.

Position camera, adjust tripod, trip 10 second timer, tongue in pussy, hold still a moment. Click.

Repeat, tongue in asshole, she's not too impatient, she gets a good licking between photos.

Then I had this idea to put the tripod between us, to capture the view of her fantastic ass.



Yep, she looked exactly like that, just fuckin' wonderful, real, live porn, right there in front of me.

Wanted to try for a few more shots, because the lighting was perfect, her ass delicious.



OK, I'll admit, those two shots look almost identical, but they are slightly different.

She's starting to get impatient with me, fooling around with the equipment back there.

And all this time I'm sporting a raging hard-on, but the perv in me wants more photos.

Pretty sure I paused a bit to tongue fuck her some more, cause, well, she's irresistible.

Pressing my luck, I'm almost begging to get one more shot of her amazing bottom.



The last photo is the one posted here at NN, couple thousand views, bookmarks, too.

The only photo in our top five that's not one of those old Polaroids.

Both my hands on her ass, spreading her gorgeous moistened pink parts.

How did he trip the shutter? Who took the photo? How'd he do that?

No one looks at that photo and wonders how it happened. But now you know. LOL

Why bother with this? Wait, I remember, it's because I wanna cum.



Check the chat. 30 some people? or upwards of 80? Always something going on.

Self-pimpers, photo posters, bits & pieces, noobs, pvt chats. It rolls on.

Status for a laugh, for some snark, advice, the regulars who keep it all going.

The front page for the hot stuff and the newest vid clips.

But every day I'm here for the porn, the visual stimulation. I wanna cum.

Most of the gifs scattered thru the blog got broken, when the urls were modified by the host.

But there was a little spare time (understatement) so I went thru and repaired them all.

They're worth a perv, if you can get the gumption to click to the next page, and have the energy to scroll.

As far as I can tell, I'm blocked by only one member here at NN. I am sure that what ever I said or did or typed was misunderstood. Likely was a misguided attempt at humor. But I don't know. You can't find out, and there's no appeal.

Officially I'm one of the old farts here, my 15 badge will show up June 10. If you mouse over the 10 badge now, it says 15, one week out. The internet being what it is, it's almost incredible. Magical.

I try to not be an asshole here. I'm pretty genuine, like the real thing. Not fake. Not mean. So it's hurtful to be blocked.

Really my appeal is for a do-over. I'm sorry for what ever I said or did or alluded to that made you block me. Truly sorry.

Please unblock me so I can see you in chat. So my rare status comments don't just invisibly float the status to the top.

But there's a dilemma. She can't see a thing I write. I need someone's help.

Update (4-19-2020): The member I was talking about here has left NN. Hardly matters, now. She's gone.

In chat over the weekend, it came up about the wide-eyed look of a cock that's ready to cum.



She liked to stick the tip of her tongue in there, or so she said.

And I'm thinking, wait, I have a picture of that behavior.