LauraLovesYou's blog post - First blog post

Hi guys! Thought I'd try out the blog feature on here I've been having some thoughts lately, mostly about my being here and showing myself for you guys. I mean, as I see it most people would find me weird and perverted for getting horny by thinking of you guys looking at my body and jerking off. Some might say I'm even quite mad for including my face in my pictures. But to me the face is an important part, I want to make you guys get hard dicks, and I can't really think that you would stiffen by looking at a blurry face or something like that. But that's not my point, really. My point is that I've been thinking about what makes me who I am and what makes me do what I do. I'm only 18, so I'm sure many will say I'll regret what I'm doing later in life. But I enjoy it. I really do. I'm a bit of a freak, and on here is where I can be freaky without actually freaking people out.

I've always been a bit of an exhibitionist, enjoying flashing at gigs and the likes. Posting here though, after a long day of lectures and reading up on subjects, getting on here and seeing you guys comment my pics and sending me messages (I read them all, I just can't reply to everybody, I get A LOT of them!) it makes me feel appreciated and nice. It makes me feel horny, and it most often leads to me having some fun with my vibrator. All people are sexual beings though, I just think I get off on some strange things compared to others. For one, I enjoy seeing tribute shots of my pics. It makes the fact someone, somewhere, is cumming to my naked body all the more real, and all the more exciting. I also have some xxxxxxxxxx fantasies. Now, these I know pretty much are screwed up, and I honestly can't imagine how horrible it would be to actually be sexually assaulted in reality. But it's the fantasy of it that makes me hot. Being taken against my will by some stranger who just can't help himself when he looks at me. It just makes me tickle inside. The feeling of not being in control excites me.

Now this is where it gets strange, as I'm really, really, certain I'd never want to be assaulted no matter how hot the THOUGHT makes me, why do I still fantasize about it? I mean, it wouldn't be the same if it was some roleplay, as you'd still have control in a sense. It sort of frightens me at the same time as it excites me. And it's what I've been thinking of lately, just how good this site is to get your fantasies "come true". By this I mean how you guys are nice enough to write stories of how you'd take me against my will. These cater to my deepest darkest desire at the same time as not being "real" and, well, horryfing. And for that I thank you, and I think that is the reason I keep coming back. I can get off on what I can't get off on in real life. I can talk dirty with you guys in a way you can't do to people in your ordinary life. This community is exciting, and I'm looking forward to staying a part of it for many years to come.

Laura Loves You
xxxxx


P.S: You guys know your desperation for me spreading my legs in a pic is just making me horny, right? I'll spread them soon enough, though! And then you better give me your cum!