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LauraLovesYou's blog post - Musings

Friday, February 24, 2012, 1:46:29 AM

I keep thinking about how society views sites like this and the people that fill it, and my place in it all. I love showing myself off, I love the attention, and I love getting my fantasies fulfilled. But what am I really doing? Will the pics I post up here haunt me forever through misuse elsewhere? Will people who know me ever find out that I am here, how will that affect my day to day life? How does it affect the lives on others on here?

Still, I always come back here. It fulfills my thrill seeking and my need for attention. The feeling that I get total strangers off with my body is thrilling, and I love mastrubating to it. As well as getting my thoughts about being taken by force out there. Granted, I never want to be taken by force in real life outside of roleplaying, but reading stories guys on here send me about it feels thrilling. Thinking about how it would be, even though it never will be. As well as getting appreciation through tributes. This site delivers all I want from it, and more. I do feel bad as well though, as I have no chance of responding to every one of you. Still I have plenty of unread messages I need to go through. So if you don't get a response, I'm really sorry. As I've mentioned before, the best way to get one is to have an inventine message title as well as either a tribute or a story, but even then I don't have time to reply to all. So again, I'm sorry.

All that said, how do you guys use this site? What do you use it for? Are you afraid of what you're doing here might affect your real life? Do you get your fantasies fulfilled here? I want to interact more with you guys, and perhaps through the blog feature on here is the best way to do it.

Until later, happy wanking!

xoxo,
Lauren Loves You!

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thedude4886	24-Feb-12 2:56:32 As for people seeing you and knowing its you bfd. Thousands of people see me every week and no one says anything. As for interacting you might try the.cam part of the.sight .

Max_Devlinn	24-Feb-12 6:23:02 I was raised Roman Catholic as conservative as you can imagine. What society would think of me used to way very heavy on my thoughts. I attended "posh" private schools. Then in High School had a personal tragedy happen lost my beloved and four of my friends to a drunk driver. I realized then that our human lives are so Greek Tragedy like short. We can live to 80 plus or we could snap of the fingers be gone tomorrow. .. And then I thought which is more tragic to live ones life in mortal fear of some invisible gods laws and what society deems accept able for me OR live each moment of my life to the fullest and richest life I could. So that when that time comes for that eternal sleep. At least I can say I lived life, loved life, and did everything possible to find total happiness within it. .. And yes apart of that includes flashing myself on Newbienudes. An well screw what society thinks or someone I might know discovering it! At least I have the courage to flaunt it.. Where they do not and bury their lives as well as their bodies upon inhibitions imposed upon them by their own fears to live at all.

BROOKLYNROB	24-Feb-12 15:54:28 i am a happily married guy,,,,way way older than you,,,,i know in the society we live in that matters alot,,,but of course if we landed on a deserted island, it wouldn't matter at all,,,,adult people, being adult people,,,i enjoy women of all ages,,,sizes,,,and colors,,,just visually i mean,,,and when i was single,,,,never cheated on my wife,,,ever,,,,i use this site to fantasize and write my stories,,,things that i have done,,,like to do,,,or just fantasize about doing,,,,i understand you being on the site,,,,because you are curious as to what it all means,,,,an 18 girl showing herself is incredibly beautiful,,,it has guys gasping for air,,,any 18 year old gal,,,a very smart and very cute red head,,,well forget about it,,,you are their CLEOPATRA,,,i try and only write to older ladies,,,,since i know we can always get in trouble on these sites,,,with BIG BROTHER listening in,,,,but occationally i break my rules,,,,plus i never meet anyone,,,so i guess i am in the clear,,,,i have a daughter who is 27,,,but what does that have to do with anything???,,,well i know that emotionally we are in different countries,,,but physically there is no difference,,,except you are still beautiful,,,i am no longer a hot young guy,,,,i write this to give you some insight in the mix,,,,have fun on the site,,,,be careful,,,don't give out where you live,,,show your pictures,,,and know that many of us are jerking off to your pictures,,,as men do,,,,and many are writing stories to them,,,as i do,,[i do both]

sidders73	24-Feb-12 18:35:25 I'm an accountant by trade and obviously considered a respectable member of the community. It would be embarrassing if someone said they'd seen me on here, some clients may not like it. I've been on here for about 6 years now though and noone has ever told me they've seen me on here. Like you, I masturbate to the pictures on here. Mostly to the girls on my friends list (you included), but not exclusively. I've made some very good friends on here and thoroughly enjoy the pictures, videos and just sometimes chatting to friends online (not necessarily in a sexual way).

Cameraplay	27-Feb-12 23:47:49 I love the fact that this site gives you such a thrill. Like you I'm happy to show my face on here coz I know i have nothing to be ashamed off. I'm proud of my cock and it's the comments on here that make me proud. If you get pleasure from this and you give us pleasure then there is nothing wrong with it. Seeing your face and that gorgeous smile of yours makes a massive difference to my enjoyment because I know you enjoy and that I'm not taking advantage of you in any way.....if that makes sense. Only the small minded or very jealous can complain about how you get your pleasure or how you give it, as long as you are not hurting anyone, and I can't imagine such a sweet gorgeous creature like yourself hurting anyone deliberately. Unfortunately society seems to have small minded jealous people pulling all the strings. Don't ever feel ashamed, and if anyone ever does upset you over this, then i for one will be here to make you feel better. Be yourself......always Ant xxx

gringoire_illove	29-Feb-12 21:48:46 thank you so much to share the deep feeling of be on NN for you! I think most of us have the same strange shokking feeling over there..at least at the very begin, then you know there are a lot of beautiful person here, and it become still better :) and a sort of Naked body comunity could begin also a sort of naked soul comunity, without the restrition imposed by 'dress' in any sense of this word. And the big feeling still increase, so much that you felt on your skin, you start to feel everywhere...much more sexy and deep ;)* see you around little woman!

jt1stcav	1-Mar-12 15:57:52 Like you, Laura, I've always been a bit of an exhibitionist and get such a thrill showing myself off completely to total strangers. My family would totally take a dim view of me if they ever found out about my activities here, but I do have a few personal friends (male and female) who know of the tributes I produce for appreciative ladies, and they're totally fine with it as long as it's mutually acceptable and no one's hurt by it. This site has been a wonderful avenue for me to actually correspond to genuine women I enjoy masturbating to, as about 90% of my tribute videos are actual requests from like-minded women who enjoy watching me complement their feminine beauty this way! Since I'm single, I'm not hurting a girlfriend or wife by my sexual fetish, and aside from my family, I'm not too concerned how being here on NN will affect my personal life...but that's just me. If you ever feel being here and sharing your most intimate aspects of yourself with us is detrimental to your own private life, then I would totally understand if you deleted your account and disassociated yourself with all of us for your own privacy and protection...after all, it's your total welfare that supersedes everything (and everyone) else, and if your fantasies are no longer fulfilled, then by all means step away! I also understand you not always having the time to respond to all your messages (I'm in the same boat with all the tribute requests I receive almost daily)...just being here and interacting with us as best you can is completely acceptable to me! Thanks for allowing us to share in your absolute sexiness, Laura, and I look forward to video tributing you again real soon! :)

bonzo9x	6-Mar-12 1:19:15 Hi Lauren That's one of the most open and intelligent blog entries I've read here (or anywhere, really). I will try and make a corresponding response. There will be a large part of the adult population who will disapprove of sites like NN, at least outwardly, and most will probably find it difficult to understand the great pleasure that the likes of you and I derive from it. However it is, I think, not uncivilized or amoral in the sense that participation is voluntary and for the most part not exploitative (I get fed up with fake and vengeful male posters, though). I too enjoy showing myself; I like the fact that there will be some girls and ladies who get some pleasure from seeing the male form displayed intimately, erotically and artistically (well that's what I aim for!). I think I also like to record myself publically at possibly the peak of my fairly unathletic fitness. I rarely have a chance to take self-pics and I don't show my face in general except to a few trusted "friends", so there's little fear of being recognized, though frankly I think in my case there's little chance of that anyway, owing to the kind of people that I associate with socially - who really knows? Who would admit to your face that they have seen you on an amateur porn site? Yes, I keep coming back: it's a habit that does affect my real sex life, but here (and using other porn sites) I can have a very extended phase of arousal and masturbation that I cannot otherwise enjoy, culminating on a good day in a series of near orgasms with attendant pre-cumming, leading to even higher arousal, my cock wet with that delicious juice. and then after several hours a final nerve-shattering ejaculation. Yes, I use your pictures amonsgt others to achieve these sensations, and part of this is a worshipful appreciation of the wonderful female sexuality using my erect penis and cum to express this: sadly most commonly without it being seen. Occasionally, actually quite rarely, I have wanked and cum on cam, but it is so exciting for me that I tend to cum without the full hardness that produces the richest pleasure for both parties. I tend not to do tributes because I find the mechanics of it just a little too depersonalized. If I had been better schooled in the way of chat and seduction, then I wouldn't be on here at all: my life in fact would have been completely different. I have sent you messages but with no real epectation of reply; I am, after all, very much your senior in years, in this respect I hope you still derive excitement from knowing that blokes like me so enjoy your candid and sexy postings. I have suggested a scenario where I would take you against your will, but I would never do such a thing in real life: I regard xxxx as a crime principally of violence rather than of sex. You are indeed a very sexy young lady and my curiosity leads me to wonder if you have one or more real lovers and if not, why not? Do you, like me, gain a greater thrill from the naughtiness of NN? I'd be happy to discuss further if you'd like. John

jt-total10	7-Mar-12 22:48:01 Hi dont know if your aware but your pics arent showing up anymore! :(

mowie71	11-Mar-12 1:44:30 yeah the pics arent showing n would prefer t odo things in person if ur up 4 it!

snoopaloop22	31-Mar-12 21:02:20 I think we have to learn to be ourselves. Society says it wants us to do that, but really it wants us to conform to the norm and be quiet, and that includes avoiding things like this that are considered taboo or overly sexual. We avoid our sexuality and sexual nature (we are all animals after all) like it's some sort of curse or disease, when in reality we should be celebrating it and accepting it as a normal fact of life. That being said, I think people like us love to show off and embrace our sexuality, but if we were ever found out by society as a whole, they wouldn't accept us. I hesitate to post face pics because I'm afraid someone I know would see them and it would ruin my job or something like that. And I can tell you, your pictures affect a lot of peoples' lives on here hahaha. Like Helen of Troy style. I would totally fly my ass to England to see you in person, THAT'S HOW SEXY YOU ARE :p Just come knock on your door and bust in and make you do whatever I want (arranged of course cutie, I don't want to xxxx anyone) ;) I mean I use this site just to look at beautiful women that I would otherwise never get to see, and of course to get off and enjoy what they are sharing with me. I try to share myself a little bit too, as it's exciting to me (and only fair). Always nice to get some cam love :) Anyway, thanks for the awesome, thought-provoking post!! Hope you send some more our way soon!

Max_Devlinn	7-Feb-13 10:36:50 You have a strong and rich fantasy life to be sure. Yet, privacy is big concern in today's cybermedia. You might check out Fetlife.com. Remember don't share anything your not comfortable about. Even don't show your face you don't want to.

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