For years and I do mean years I've have sex not with just one or two men. It really started when I was 17, married then, yes I know young, and he was my husband's best friend who was black and 27 yo. My husband I found out was running around to strip clubs. I had no idea as I thought he was working. There were evenings/nights he best friend would visit. It sort of started alright. We had a few drinks, my favorite vodka and tonic. One thing as you might guess led to another. He was spectacular every time. He would visit 3 or 4 times a week. Then his friends would come with him a few times. They started smoke pot and there were drinks all the time. I went to bed, fucked them all, several times. It became regular. Hense, my life of sex, almost any kind or way, began. All through the years my need/want/desire for sex fucking continued on. Ive tried to stop a few times, even going to church, but then I see myself with some man, or some man flirts with me and I melt, back fucking again.