i was just drifting off to sleep last night
when the idiot guitar god started to play
his bass. stupid little man.

so needy and so useless! he sounds so lonely
and desperate for attention.

i know how boring this is to read, but i do
feel better if i just let it out.

the moron guitar god has been concertizing for
us for the past 30 minutes. it is so fucking
disrespectful and tasteless. why does he not just
stick to playing in his studio? he is trying to
take up as much acoustic space as he can.

how can somebody be that useless and needy?

i had a great run on the mountain of love today.
it is getting harder to see where to step on the
back, twisting, rocky trails, because the leaf
litter is getting rather thick now. step carefully.

right now the idiot psycho neighbour is giving us
a concert plenty loud on his bass. he is not playing
inside his studio.

so needy and so useless.

i just came back half an hour ago from a
hard-bopping 90 minute run on the mountain
of love. chilly and damp, but not yet cold.
the colours are changing quicker now.

i stripped off all my wet running gear, put a
towel on the carpet and got down to do my
abdominals naked and sweaty.

right away, the idiot psycho guitar guy starts
to give us a concert on his bass. definitely not
playing in his soundproof studio. needy & useless.

earlier today i went to see my herbalist in china
town. come december we will have been together for
18 years. i will take him a bottle of cognac, even
though i know that he drinks too much. he is a lonely
old man.

i also took the time to put the low table back in
front of the window, and put this computer up on
to a rolling computer desk. sit in straight back
chair again. no more sitting on the floor until
next springtime.

soon be time to caulk the big window and put up the
plastic bubble.

ridiculous beauty on the mountain of love.

pathetic, psychotic, needy little shit of a man
is giving us a concert on his bass right now.

he is definitely not playing within his soundproof
studio. he sounds so lost and friendless.

i was out for a hard run in the woods today,
in the big sprawling park right beside my shack.
the autumn colours are just beginning to show now.

it is a big privilege to live beside this big forest
and to know it so intimately. i did my usual pushups
workout during the run, and in the final exhaustion
set i was down in the muddy grass in a heavy downpour
of cold rain.

it brings out the focus and desire that i need.

i just now had a conversation with my new upstairs
neighbour. the young piano virtuoso who was more
seriously bothered by the idiot guitar god finally
decided that he had had enough. he moved out a few
weeks ago.

anyway, the new guy was asking me about the imbecile
in the next building. he has been playing loud, off
and on all day today.

like i said before, he one time left me a voicemail
message saying that if we called the police it would
be war with him. "if you want to go to war with me,
then go ahead and call the police".

so obviously, he still wants to make war.

stupid little shit of a man is playing his bass
again. he is not playing in his soundproof studio.
so lonely and so desperate to be heard. how can
somebody be so useless and so needy?

the psychotic imbecile neighbour who thinks that he is a
guitar god is playing bass right now again.

have i ever mentioned before how much i dislike wealthy
selfish needy and useless glamour people?

the idiot guitar god neighbour is playing a concert for
us on his bass right now and 10:50 a.m.

pathetic little shit of a man. so needy and so useless.