Scott _65's blog post - long time

it's been a long time since I updated my blog..

So where to begin. I guess about my Mom (God rest her soul)
Last Oct. the Vets home sent her to the Vets hospital in Albuquerque. She was very sick, her stomach was getting big. The doctors says her bowels was getting tangle, so she wasn't going to the bathroom. That's why her stomach was getting big. They did untangle the bowels w/out surgery, it help for about a week. Then they tangled again. the doctors found a tumor that was probably making her bowels tangles. She needs surgery to probably save her life. Unfortunately with her age (83) & having Alzheimer's. The doctors says, she probably wont survive the surgery. So they wont operate. So we had her moved to Fort bayard home near us, under the hospice care. I my dad & my brother visit her everyday. it was hard to see her in that condition. She couldn't really talk. I know she could understand us, she still knew who we really are till she past-away, on Nov. 14th a week before Thanksgiving.

Life, just has not been the same w/out Mom. My Dad hasn't been his self. We took him to see his sister's in AZ. He's also been getting out with the widows group. it's just so hard. She was always been the gun-hoe of the family.

For me, I'm still single, no girlfriend. I just cannot talk to the ladies. I don't know it I will ever get women. I'm spending my time working, gardening & on the web. The site I'm usually on is fling.com . it's kind of a dating site for adults. The site has a vidoechat room, so I can see who I'm chatting too. I have not meant anyone on that site, there usually too young or not close to me. I will not travel. My dad needs me.