ache so bad...need a thigh massage ...?

also membership is through wa hoooooooooo

so you lot got to put up with me for another whole year !!!!!!!!

i ask myself why
lol
cheers m8

and you know who you are ok no im gonna say it md guy you are one genuine fella like no one else on here bud ...and i mean that ty....
and i promise one thing i want to do before my time is up is to come shake your hand and share a few drinks ....and that i do mean ....
ther aint many out ther like him people !!!
trust me
so heres to you md ...cheers

i sent money 3 weeks ago and now im not a member.......
not sure what to do....

may jsut have to delete my account and renew in a new name.......
only time will tell!

ok so doing better ! went down the studio on monday night and supprising enough it went really well considering we havnt had a jam together in years!!
went through a few tracks and all didnt seem to far off .so that is a good thing bit of practice and we will be gigging live woooooo....getting back in to my training aswell this week ive been letting it slip due to work ya know and i hate myself for not training....errr
however made a point of starting a fresh new outlook on life so yall have a good day !!!and thanks for reading xxx

i Always end up going back to this that my mum gave me when i was around 9 hope you all enjoy !!
called ,IF, by rudyard kipling

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:

If you can dream -- and not make dreams your master;
If you can think -- and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two imposters just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!"

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings -- nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run --
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And -- which is more -- you'll be a Man, my son!

damn i love this gonna frame it and hang it on my sons wall like me ma did mine happy tuesday you lot!!!!!!!!

i dont know why i have this feelin just nn feels like it some what going down hill maybe its me but in chat the light of conversation seems to be gone ya know may be everything thats going on around me at moment but i just feel pissed so forgive me all for not posting any pics..well good ones i just have lost a little faith at the minute and waiting for the spark to start again!!!
slagging off people to stop ....
people to stop complaining...
and just be yaself and enjoy this comunity together
arrrrrrrrrrggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh thats how i feel
down down down
oh well i suppose i could go do some pervin that may liven me up lol take care you lot!!!!

Happy today back from work early so aways a good sighn...

just rejoined the nn site for another year as membership is up in 16days.. dam that year flew bye so fast..

anyway on with me blog ..
i want to tell you all a little about myself so you know who you are listening to. ok first thing among all what you see im a buisness man who runs a well established company all over the city of london who would of thought that aye....lol

Secondly im a father i have 2 beutifull childeren a boy 5 called vinnie a girl who will be 3 in nov called charllotte
they are my life ! mean every thing to me i do every thing i can t make sure these are HAPPY...you might even say i spoil em and yeah so what i do ....im proud my boy is now getting in to motor cross he just started riding on teack and is coming on emmensly... standing over jumps ...fooot out on thee bends i mean i cant stop smiling when they are out on that track ..and ya know what i think he knows how much it means to me to see him happpy because he always says in his little voice...did i make ya proud did i dad... kids aye Tears me hart out every time i think of em !!! was gonna upload a pic of him with his bike but wasnt sure if aloud or good idea?? or how to do it some advice please all....
ok well we r out on the weekend for a race ill let ya all know how he gets on so untill the next time you allhave fun ! and i promise more pics coming soon!!!!!!!

I get going Ther will be no stopping me..lol
So just wanted to say hi to all who Take the time out of ther day to stop and look in on this for now it will be boring but trust me it will be exciting very soon so keep ya eye out and dont be affraid to say hi so i know ya ther or else no point me writing to myself.....
just remember i love all of ya what a family aye....
wouldnt be the same with out you who ever you are!!!