WendySilvia's blog post - Thy pit of despair

Isn't it crazy how you can be perfectly fine for days and days and days and then all of a sudden, something really small and stupid knocks you off balance.. Then you just keep falling over and the fall just keeps happening. You don't hit the ground you just are in perpetual falling.. deeper and deeper thinking that eventually you will land.. that way you can finally get up again . But I am not landing.. just falling.
I am bored but have zero interest in doing anything.. I can't seem to get excited about much..
Today I celebrated Christmas with my Son and his GF.. And now.. I have little to no happiness within me.
I am starting to think it's this time of year.. This time of year makes me sad. So.. come on January!! I am ready for you. It's probably best that I can't afford to drink.. cause if I could.. glug glug glug.. ha

Hugs for your day.