As of yesterday at 5:30, I officially became an empty nester. This is really a lot harder than I thought it would be. Of course I'm proud of my one and only son for pursuing his academic ideals. He's brilliant, charming and exceedingly handsome....and I'm totally unbiased!

This change comes along with me having to move to take care of my mother. She is no longer safe when left alone for more than 24 hours. I do this because I love and respect the woman and the mom she was. But have to be honest and say she is no longer that person and that makes this move very difficult. I should be feeling a sense of freedom with my boy-man gone from the nest. Instead I am just exchanging one type of care-giving for another.

Yeah, I know none of this was sexy or erotic. Sorry, just needed to put it down someplace where it was 'safe' to do so.
Back to kinky, sexy fuckery!

xoxo

There are days I have so much to say, and no one to say it to. And there are days when I'm surrounded by many, but really have zilch to say to them - or maybe it's no desire to share what's inside. I generally love my own company and am rarely lonely, even when alone. But lately, lately I find myself wanting more. I want someone to share myself with. I want someone that wants not just my body, but my company and my attentions. I want someone who will let me share who I am without asking me to someone or something else. I want someone who will give back even half of what I have to give.....

Gentlemen, I know it's hard to know what to get your ladies. So I am providing here a very important message about what some (i.e ME ME ME) women might enjoy for that special evening. Here you see an idea.


And of course, if you get it right, she will have lasting memories that look something like this.


So you see gentlemen, there are things that can and should be enjoyed this Valentine's Day that are of minimal cost but maximum pleasure.

Y'all have fun and play safe now, ya hear! xoxox

Been a rough week, and doesn't seem that much will improve in the very near future. I am so grateful I have amazing friends and family for support. Without "over-sharing" let's just say as an only kid (yes, even at 45, i'm her kid) for a single mom, it's my job to take care of things when her life goes awry. Doctors won't share and I'm just tired of playing catch-up. Meanwhile my own child needs me and this being pulled in two, three and more places just sucks! Not even in a good way of sucking either. Ok, more coffee and maybe I'll be able to put my thinking cap on....or at least fake it for a little longer.

Sorry about last night, I really needed to be on a real computer rather than my phone trying to cut and past. So here we go one more time!

The first two pics have the same title, but with different themes and thoughts....I think you'll see my point.




The last pic is for a special gentleman who is helping me remember that just because I don't like something about me, others do and will...



Thanks again for your patience...and if you weren't patient with my fumbling, that's ok too. Please be sure and check out these others who also did some amazing flesh cards: hernhim1996, lovemybabygirl, MrCoverYou, Whispermyname, BuxomXhunter, guitartxn, MissOwl, MieleGattina, bighoss2, Hillbillys_Pride, Howlin, Bigtex0087, amancalledpony, bound_sighs, needsithard, curious48, ali_dee, 12gaugefan, nudiebare, unicornsam, Cotton_balls, Catastrophic, Safire13, Northern Star, nickey69, masterstoy91, milfmuffin, Army_brat_uk, Oceangirl, kricket187, arabella_topaz, Wrigley, fluffydawg, peachy keen, angelindisguise, sidders73, rockhard6isback, onib28, BBWBrook, petiteprincess, redvs4u, celticone, Uschi7337, ThicknHard1forU and tight_wet_lips

Ok, so this is kind of long, so feel free to pass by. If, however, you like to push the envelope, or even rip it to shreds, take a few and give it a read....

Ingredients:
•A length of chrome plated ¼” proof coil chain
•Rubbing alcohol
•Dish soap
•Personal selection of Lube (results may vary)
•Willing and sexually adventurous woman
•SERVES TWO (Or more if you play well with others.)
- Prepare length of chain: Wash it in dish soap and rinsing it in alcohol. Wash off the alcohol in warm water. You want it clean and sterile. Wrap it in a towel as you’ll need the towel later. Set the wrapped chain aside.

Prepare consentual woman of legal age.
_Note: Personal tastes and techniques vary. Do what works best for you. Subject should be happy and secure. She should be excited and feeling playful. She likely has NO IDEA how strong this will be. Neither do you. Have fun with that! Warm her up. Build her up with the type of foreplay she enjoys the most. To heighten this effect, avoid her pussy and clit. There's nothing like denial to make the very place you denied more sensitive. Kiss her and tease her. Get her wet. After 15 minutes of this (and if she’s multi-orgasmic) let her cum a few times. Little orgasms at this point are perfect._

- Now combine previously prepared chain, warmed, willing woman & serve.
- Use lube. Use more lube. In this situation, too much lube is rare.
- Possitioning: Spread her, knees up, ankles at her sides, lying on her back.(prone possition) Place a pillow under her ass. It helps to open her and spread her hips. Have her slowly massage herself as you go to warm the chain in a bowl of very warm water. (anything below 90 degrees will chill her) If she comes in the meentime, don't worry.
When you return with the warmed chain, squirt lube into your palm and coat the chain generously to completion.
- Slowly insert the chain link by link.

Caution:
You can pinch delicate folds between the links if you are not careful. (Even with caution, you probably will anyway) If you go slow it will only be a tiny pinch. To avoid as much as possible use lots of lube and slip each link into the one that preceded it (it will become obvious quickly how that’s done.). Have fun with it. Insert the first few links as far as you can easily reach, using one finger to guide beneath each link. It will ease as more links follow once the weight of the first few chains begin to pull those behind it. The chain slowly fills and stretches her vagina. There are few nerves ending in the muscular walls of the vagina. These are rarely stimulated even during sex. This stretching introduces new sensations which can be quite powerful.

USE LUBE. Liberally.
- That’s why you brought the chain in a towel. Use the towel under her. Some lubes stain – especially on satin. Don’t ask why, simply trust me on this.)
The sensations you are creating are very much like those induced by ‘fisting’. The advantage of the chain is that you don’t have to pass a large fist through the vaginal opening. There are some other advantages; she can move around more. That can be fun too. Try different positions when the chain is inside her. Let her roll on her side or on to her tummy. She may be able to walk with the chain inside her; that’s very interesting!

_Note on how much chain to use. You won’t know in advance how much she can take. Buy a couple of different lengths; 2’, 3’ and 4’. They’re cheap (about $1.50/foot) and you’ll find lots of ways to play with the different lengths. Some women can’t take more than 2 feet. Some can. A four foot chain makes an interesting toy for two women to share._
- Be playful. Lick her clit as you’re inserting the chain. Rub her g-spot as the link goes in. Stop every now and then and insert your finger alongside the chain.(if possible) Rub her g-spot repeatedly. Milk it. Lick her clit, massage her G-spot, insert… find your own rhythm. Build her slowly.

She will want to cum
Don’t let her. Make her to wait. It gets better. Much better.
When you’ve got all the chain that feels comfortable to you both folded and molded inside her begin to bring her closer to the peak. Don’t rush it. Take your time. Enjoy it. She will. Let her fall back from the edge. And help her climb up again. Encourage her to tighten down against the chain.
- Finally, lick her and play with her g-spot until you believe that she cannot stand it any more. When she's at the very edge of orgasm, PULL THE CHAIN OUT. Do it in one continuous and rapid motion. But ensure it's not too fast. You're not starting a lawn mower. Be prepared for her to squirt. (Towel beneath her will assist here)
- Lay the chain on her tummy where she can feel the weight against her uterus. (Isn’t it astonishing how hot it is?!)
- Move immediately to where you can hold her. Hold her through the shaking after quakes. (Don’t worry if she won’t talk for a while; some women faint.) Keep cuddling her for about 10 minutes. If you touch her clit she may explode. Wait.

•*
Suggested variations
- Two Willing Women: Prepare each separately. Then place them in the serving position, buttocks about 12” apart. Insert opposite ends of longer chain into each Wench. (Be playful but be careful of butting heads if there are two chefs each preparing a woman) Pull the chain from each one at the same time. You can do a similar variation with the two women spooned together or kneeling.

- Magic Number. Think of a number. Tell her to start counting. Keep stimulating her but insist that she may not cum until you allow it. Remind her to keep counting. When she reaches the number pull her chain. If you play well with others it’s interesting to have someone else count for her; she may end up begging them to hurry. That can be fun.

- Hurry up and Fuck ME!: Don’t cuddle her after wards. Fuck her.

Caution: Chrome plated chain. Not galvanized. New; not old. Run your fingers over each link and look for welds that are not smooth. Reject any length with flaws.
Rinse off the residue of the manufacturers oil with dish soap. Sterilize with alcohol but rinse it off before it comes into contact with her delicate membranes.

I got this from another site, can't give the info on the poet or anything, as I didn't make notation when I copied for my own pleasure....


I want you to hurt me, make me scream.
I need you to help my spirit heal.

I want you to break me, make me cry.
I need you to be there to put me back together again.

I want you to pull me by my hair and remind me what a slut I am.
I need you to show me that I am beautiful.

I want you to terrify me.
I need you to push me to be brave and live.

I want you to punish me when I am bad.
I need you to help me grow into the woman I wish to be.

I want you to take my body and use it as you will.
I need you to nurture my heart and mind.

I want to please you in every way possible.
I need you to show me who you are.

Saw this today and just chuckled. It just means I must be kissed lots today.

So I have been thinking for a while that there are definite changes that I need to make in my world. Mostly with ppl in said world who are taking a lot but giving diddly-squat! I have decided that within this quarter (assuming all goes as planned) those ppl will no longer be sucking the life out of me.

of course this is easier said than done, but I hope that by writing it here, it will take root a little bit better. Wish me luck, I'm going to need it!

xoxo