I live in an churchie sort of area and quite often (more often than I'm happy about)people will come to my door from various faiths trying to interest me in 'the truth'. Now I think it is wonderful that people have a set of values that they live by etc. but I am not happy with people coming to my door to try and persuade me change my long distance phone carrier let alone my entire outlook on life.

I was looking at NN when the woman came to my door a few minutes ago and as she gave me the spiele I could see it's pink and mauve decadence out of the corner of my eye, glowing in the other room. I was SOO tempted to invite her in and show her the site and try and interest HER in another way. Tell HER how there is a real sense of community and that we share things and make friends and that it helps alot of people to have a place that they can relax and be themselves. That was afterall exactly what she was trying to do with me. Somehow though I knew she wouldn't be interested just as she knew that I wouldn't be either.......

It has made me smile though

When I found NN I was looking for porn and I like my porn realistic, the plastic just doesn't do it for me. I didn't think I would do anything more than look at pictures and send the occasional PM. I had no desire at all to post my own pics, I am no exhibitionist, yet I have posted lots of them (for those that don't know me well I deleted 2 pages of pics).
I was wrong too when I thought this place for me would just be about annonymous sex.....I have made friends here.

If you look at my profile and my pics nowhere does it say that I can chat at length about relationships, that I listen or that I even care...but I do and I can. It amazes me that some women can detect this about me even through the giant filter of cyberspace. Please don't think I am being boastful-I'm not, the persona I wanted at NN was someone who was all about fucking not talking, I always wanted to be 'that guy' but I guess in the end our real personalities come forward.
At first I was disappointed that I wasn't inundated with no strings attached cybersex but I have realised something that has been dawning on me for most of my adult life and that is that there is no such thing as no strings attached. Sex is an emotional experience and I think most women here would take love and affection from someone that they care about over all night sex with a handsome man that they will never be close to.

There are some of you who I am very close to and that I care about a great deal and I just wanted to let you know how much I am enjoying the experience even if it is not what I first thought it would be...............it's better.

I want to send out a couple of tunes (I sound like a D.J!) firstly to a very "cool chick" I hope things work out well and not messy for you. I hope you like
[url]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IJ1c9ErCn7w[/url]

The next track is for my queen of "ugh" I hope your favourite boy will sing this to you one day soon.
[url]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t3IpUldlLuU[/url]

I hope everyone will forgive the introspective rantings and enjoy the songs too, cos we all like love songs.

Paul xxxxxxx

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
Yes an uncle of sorts
2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
a couple of months ago at a funeral

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Not at all I write like a 2 year old that has had a serious accident.
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
Ham, double smoked...mmmmmmm

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
no, but I can be childish.

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Maybe, if I could get past the childish sense of humour

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT?
Yeah probably too much.

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS ?
yes.

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
Not a chance, my chiropractor won't let me.

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
Museli without milk straight from the packet.

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
Nah I just kick them off so I can trip over them later.

12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG?
Physically I can actually lift the heaviest stuff even though I am not muscular.

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
I will have to say vanilla.

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
Their mannerisms and smile...or lack of it, depends where you see them.

15. RED OR PINK?
Oh pink please

16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
I can never really let fly and tell someone off even if they are really out of line, except when I'm drunk. I am getting better than I used to be...maybe when I am 40.

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
My paternal grandmother and my friend who died in a stup, stupid war.

18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO SEND THIS BACK TO YOU?
If they like, otherwise I can read it in their blog.

19. WHAT COLOUR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
No shoes and red tartan boxers.

20. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
A crisp new season apple.

21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
Salif Keita, a wonderful singer from Mali, west Africa.

22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
Orange.

23. FAVORITE SMELLS?
Onions frying, orange zest, cut grass, sheets that have dried in the sun, the ocean and my goodness do I love the smell of pussy!

24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
My sister.

25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS?
I stole it from trucksnfucks and yes I like her lots!

26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
Cycling (road races) and surfing.

27. HAIR COLOR?
Boring brown.

28. EYE COLOR?
Ha ha see above.

29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
Nope.

30. FAVORITE FOOD?
There are so many, but for now I will say cake because I would love some.

31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
Happy endings I can't watch scary movies I don't know why people do.....just turn on the world news that'll scare the shit out of you.

32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
Amelie, I love that film.

33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
Navy blue.

34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Summer I like to swim twice a day and eat berries.

35. HUGS OR KISSES?
Both and lots of them.

36. FAVORITE DESSERT?
Cake, gelato, chocolate............I can eat them all in the one night too...I have a sweet tooth.

37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
I don't know??.

38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND
My dog, he doesn't even come when I call him.

39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
Lake Wobegon days by Garrison Keillor.

40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
I haven't got one the dog ate it.....he eats everything!

41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON T.V. LAST NIGHT?
I watched Amelie and the news.

42. FAVORITE SOUND?
Birds singing in the morning.

43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
I will have to go Stones but it is close.

44. FARTHEST YOU'VE BEEN FROM HOME?
Europe.

45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
Yes I forget things really quickly.

46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
Sydney.

47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
All of my friends.............oh and the dog's too, when he is ready!

48. WHAT TIME IS IT NOW?
1:05 pm, luch is needed.