clickmenudie's blog post - Porn is evil; that's why it's so good

It's been a while since I decided to quit porn; I've relapsed a couple of times since then, but I've been good. There are scars, though, my self-esteem is low; (and get this cartesian sentence my mental libido is through the roof, but my phyisical libido is almost non-existent, whatever that means. In actual fact, it probably means that, as I've said previously on this blog, my sexuality is vicarious. So much so, that yesterday I had to sit on the steps of the State Library, breathe deeply and explain to myself why it was not a good idea to go to the porn shop and pay to see a naked woman through a glass window. Fortunately, I didn't.

Hours later, at night, I didn't feel in the right place to foreplay and have sex with my partner. I feel awkward. Anyway, enough of the old self-pity, who wants to read about that? Do all the other folk who write about it on NN?