think im done blogging. Ya don't have to read em. I just thought that maybe with me being a member for quite some time...I would've gotten a tad of support in the forms of Goodluck or whatever or even just a positive thought.

Wrong place I guess I wrote my blog. It took alot for me to share that and yes I do write it for me but....

But if I were to ask who wants breakfast in bed...
Yeah then ya would comment

Please don't get me wrong I'm not "begging" for comments nor am I begging for friends. And lets Forget the fact that I was very unwelcomed in the passion pit last night....

Feeling bitchy today

Off to court.... I can't believe my Grampa and his P.o.A ( my Aunt) are doing this to me and my family.

25+ years, they couldn't have left it at how it was when she came down and told us the deal. Back stabbing bitch favorite Aunt my ass and to think she's my GodMother too. Pfffttt

I understand the situation but to go this route? I haven't fought them at all. Let us buy our house with out this added bullshit. Ya told us 12 months...We want this to be complete and moved into our house before School starts up again in Sept. We wont need 12 months.

Why's this house have to be sooo damn expensive?? It's not the house it's been mickey moused and is basically in shables but has beautiful potential. It's all the land. My yard is HUGE for where we're located. And the kitchen still has tin celing tiles, scrollwork and medallions on the domed living room ceiling. Yes needs lots of work sweat and money but dammit this wasnt just a house it was/is my home.
I feel like I did my family wrong, my Husband and my Son by making us stay here. Yes I told Hubby way back when that I wouldnt leave here til it was Gramps time. It caused many of fights over the years after Hubby moved in, especially after becoming Parents. I was the only one left to take care of Gramps...just lets leave it at he's eccentric and set in his ways. He has 9 kids and they dont visit/contact him besides Holidays.
Shopping cooking cleaning taking him to the Dr.s,taking care of his Dog. 14 years it's been since my Grandmother told me she knew Gramp would be ok because I would take care of him and stay living down stairs....

I wasn't looking for anything but a little more time and respect. For years I did have the crazy notion that someday the house would be offered to me at fair market value but I was told differently two years ago that they ,my Mom and her siblings would prefer we didn't try to buy this house.
Can't afford it anyways (laugh or cry)

Sorry for the details maybe share more maybe not

So Sad.....

I've been missing this place...

Mooooooooo

remember to notice the time before you start taking pics and masterbating...Have I really been doing it since lunch?? hahaha

Schools out in 15 minutes! shit! lol

Out the door and my puss is pulsing

Mooooooo

Wishing I was back in Florida. Sucks ass big time coming home planning a funeral. Its so surreal, happened so fast but my Mom and the family are taking comfort in the fact that my StepFather didnt suffer. what the fuck though he was absolutely fine on Saturday morning but as the day went on he told his coworkers he was going down to the E.R.(he works in a hospital)and within two hours they were transferring him to another hospital. We still don't understand it, its like something out of a movie. Less than 48 hours... He was young only 57.May he Rest in Peace.

My heart is aching for my Mother. We haven't left her side since I came home Monday, Til today I had to come back my way for the arrangments and such. I just hope I made the correct decisions at the Funeral home it was hard doing it alone.

Sorry for sharing this but this is who I am.I write what I feel I need/want to. I try not to give many details when certain things are personal and of this nature.

I couldn't wait to come home and blog endlessly about my trip and share pics. And blog about my welcome home night... But that is for another time. Not to mention I feel outta the loop from not reading everyone else's blogs!

Life is too short. Don't wait until tomorrow to make that phone call or say I love you...

Had an incredible time!5 glorious days of sunshine and ocean. but coming home was worse than I could've of imagined.HATE bad phonecalls in the middle of the night. blog later cant atm

It's 5 am and I'm on my way!! Im gonna miss my family bigtime!
Miss you all and I'm so gonna miss blogging and pics it's only 5 days but....

Ohhh I don't know if I wanna go its 42 degrees here...and 80 in Florida....
2 one piece bathing suits and a bikini...doubt I'll wear the bikini! lmao

Moooooo

How did I forget to schedule a manicure and pedicure and not to mention cover up me greys that are sneaking out again!! lol
Too late to fit it in today other errands to do. Not that five days is a long time but I want to make sure everything is set for the family while I'm gone. Food shopping and dinners prepared. Laundry and ironing. Oh yeah and I have to pack too. Still searching for my bathing suit....

The hotel is right on the beach wooohooo. It's going to be great seeing my family on my Dad's side, they all followed him down after he retired. SO happy for my Cousin, he is more like my older Brother, He has so many events planned leading up to the wedding. They are already at the hotel right now! Many of his friends from Boston are down, its gonna be awesome seeing them! Thursday night we're going on a cruise! Friday night is a luau on the beach (permit was needed) Saturday is the spa all day and then the Wedding at 5:30. Sunday is needed to recuperate after the open bar!! Monday I come home.

I know my Hubby and Son are going to miss me but at the same time I'm sure they are going to have a blast!Video games, pizza and electric guitars and drums(( Yeap My Son got a drumset we didn't have the room but our best friend Uncle SMooth made room for them in his basement!! So cool of him)) This is only my 2nd time going away with out my Family. Im gonna miss them like crazy! lol
I gotta get cracking, Post office and shopping.

Maybe later tonight I'll take a pic of my dress and post it here.
Moooooooooo

Going out to dinner with Family&Friends is awesome....

Coming home for dessert....

mmmmmm yumm, more dessert please!

Woke up nice and refreshed this morning! Heading to the mall I have a giftcard for Victoria's Secret that I forgot all about!

Moooooo

Been stuck in the house all day, doesn't quite count going out in the yard! lol Wouldn't be so bad if I had planned a lazy relaxing day but nooo had to call the gas company. They are worse than the cable company!! As of 8:13am I was added to a service route, because it's not a gas leak they said when someone is available they will be here. Couldn't give me an estimated time only saying their Techs work from 8 to 8. I called them at 3:35 just to see if they forgot about me lol they said someone will be there shortly. pffft It's now 6:00 pm. My Son was cool about it though we did have plans.

Waiting impatiently...
Tonight will be fun though my auctions end on Ebay so I'll relax with a few drinks and watch the last minute bids and chat around see what's happening...

Mooooooo