if y'all had noticed it on my schedule then your prob wonderin what it is?? and I'll tellya.
today is the day that I have gone eight years without this>>>>

pic...


link to .gif video...
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ummmmmm the wife that is. indeed... lol.



sooo now y'all know the "special" anniversary on my schedule/calendar. )

aaand so this is from our video. now this video is prob about thirteen to fourteen years old and so I have figured that I am about thirtyfive years old when we took this video. and so it is from a VHS and th quality sucks badly. but after just downloading a .gif program I will be able to share more from this video here in my blog. ) 'course it takes lots of time and stuff to copy edit and create. but I have been sitting on this video for about a year now after getting what I needed to copy the vid to my putor. this video is about roughly one hour long with a couple of other vids I took solo for th wife.
I'm excited to get this long awaited gif imaging software and I hope to bring all that I am willing to share here in my blog with y'all to enjoy. )
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though this day is for me an anniversary of "rebirth" and complete freedom from this marrage on which I have come to learn that my life is worth more to myself as a complete and happy person without th continuous trying of hoping and praying that it would get better...and so after 12 long years of this I left never to return to this way of living. and so if I should only find peace and happiness with just myself then so be it, for I've come to understand my life as the way I so choose to live it.
never have I been alone in all my years as an adult and I actually had to learn from scratch how to live as a single person. heh at fourty years of age. lol
now I'm not gonna explain why I left on the eve of Thanksgiving other than to say that the time had come.
I tend to enjoy watching my video of what I have of her and I for this is the few remaining pleasures that I had expierienced from th beginning of this marrage til the time came to leave.
soo no I am not tryin to remember her or us of days gone past...just the thoughts of what I had briefly enjoyed for myself.

so tomorrow I will celebrate a Thanksgiving that has new meaning to me and has been for the past eight years now. and that is a thankyou for my sanity...a thankyou for my happiness...a thankyou for my self assurance...and most of all a thankyou for my awakening.
ooh ann the cream of th crop...a thankyou for my health. amen

sooo "y'all have a happy Thankgiving ya-hear?"
from the heart of Dixie...David.

ummm dave? pls pass th cornbread thnx.....

tfvmb.
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>click th link to see the gif images/video as it became a prob to leave the vid in my blog. thnx to dailup<

this is my days off and work days fer the next month or so includin th holidays.
now remember I work a swing shift, meanin 12 hour days for 36hrs one week and 48hrs the next. sooo maybe I'll catcha on th net.

cheers!!! y'all ))
btw...BE SAFE!! I want to see all ofya back here after the holidays soo please drive carefully! if you must. and watch out for the drunk drivers. ok?ok.






wink. )


tfvmb. 3 David. )
>edited<

I entered the chatroom the other night and found that I wuz all alone so I took this screen capture.
but nobody warned me about th new MOD!! that I had th mis fortune to meet. (

sooo see fer yrself what happened while I wuz there. >>>

























sooo who wuz that masked man errr pacman?? does anybody know? lol...

tfvmb. 3 David. )

kk, the other day I found that the memory on my putor was getting very low. and this why>>>





this is my photo/image section. lol

and so after doin th math I saw that I had about 460mb+/- of memory left. (

soo I went out yesterday and got me a BIG FAT JUICY USDA GRADE A PRIME EXTERNAL HARDDRIVE. )

and so here it its>>>



lol ok, ok I got it at Walmart th cheapest that they had and not much storage. lol
but! they did have one that holds a whappin 1tb of memory! thats 1000gb folks. hmmmm I wonder if Santa will think of me this year? )

and so after I had finished installing it I wound up with just 85mb of memory left. phwew that wuz a close one. )
soo now I have begun to transfer all my pics onto the new harddrive and if my math is right then it should take me about ten hours or so to complete. grrrr...
srsly though its NOT all porn... wink. )

tfvmb. 3 David. )

I wish to say a warm happy Loy Krathong to all th people of Thailand and to all of those who enjoys this time of celebration no matter their own nationality.
though this is th last day and I had waited 'til today to make my Krathong and goto the river and celebrate just like lastyear and I had been eagerly awaiting to enjoy it again.
but I am sorry to say that I wont be able to do it this year, and so I offer this pic from lastyear and that my thoughts are with the one who had brought me this wonderful cultural event because if it wasnt for you Benj. then my willingness to explore the Thailand culture and its colorful events would have never happened.
sooo this is th pic from last year, thats the reflection of the bridge above. incase y'all are wonderin...
















aaand this why I could not this year.
'cause when I got up today I felt bad all over...


so now y'all know why. this has been going on now for the past several months and so after a visit to the hospital I got me a BP monitor and the doc at the hospital prescribed me some meds for thirty days. but I am tryin to control it with a change of diet [w/o th meds] and so every once and awhile it goes through the roof like today. so I have taken a BP med and now I feel like crap. so I can do but one thing and that is to rest.

but hey!! look on the bright side ladies!! y'all got to see my belly. )

but no peeking allowed!!

ok,ok y'all win mebe just a quick one...













uuuummmm...uuuhhhh....sorry ladies...geeze I guess mr happy dont feel so happy right now...sooo y'all come back later ok?? ok. ^-^

Happy Loy Krathong people!! )

lol...ummm david? you dont feel like crap....awww thnx dave how thoughtful of you...but you do look like SHIT though...tee,he,he whoops my bad...hey!! who friggin asked you dave??? you moron...here leme put this around yr neck and pump it up rrreeal hard like ok?.
my nerves.

tfvmb. 3 David. )

and to all the many many others>>> xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
^-^...the pleasure wuz mine indeed.

grrrr typos. sorry


tfvmb. 3 David. )

sooo y'all have a great weekend!!!
aaand dance th night away!!!
CHEERS!!



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tfvmb. 3 David.

lol heh, the advertisement said that...it can produce a size so big that we will call it the "monitor buster"!!...

and so...I bought the cam. )
soo take a peek at what I have taken with this new cam of mine, as it can produce a whappin[we dont say or write whoopin here in th south,sounds too much like a visit to the woodshed ] size of 3072x2304 pixels and 2mb's of memory size! say wut?? ohhhhhh yea!! uhh huh!! dats right!! oooooo canyafeelit?? mmmmmm!! lol ok, soo I'm just a little excited
so now I say to myself, "whats an idiot like me gonna do wif dis powerful cam"?? who knows? meebee oneday I'll figger it all out...yea, right dave. )
I had to reduce the size of these by half and hope for the best in posting them here.
/me lights fuse and runs for cover while he hits the "add this entry to my blog" button.
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a "Thunderhead" while goin home from work last week...







checkout this zoom feature very nice indeed ...
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Magnolia bloom...


tfvmb. David.

my only true neighbor here at NN...
ohhh where hath thou gone??!!
(
/me wanders over to the NN exit sign and bids her a warm salutations and a hope that all will remain pleasant and "peachy keen" on her side of th town...
I'll miss you my friend and neighbor.
David.

tfvmb.

and I thankyou. )
though after this holiday weekend, I will be "returning back to the basics" of why I am here.
mmmm such a sweet return...
...better when not forgotten
tfvmb. 3 David.