esoterica's blog post - Here today ....

... for as long as I enjoy myself. I've been out ot sorts for a while but blooging is a way out of it.

I've given up on pics and I thought it would be a strange feeling and it is. There were plenty of lovely comments, much more than I ever would have anticipated. As a femiinist (yes, truly one of those dinosaurs) it was an altogether wierd experience. I've spent well over thirty years asking not to be judged by my body and then .. woo hoo... I come here and find it really liberating. And undeniably exhilerating and exciting. But there was a downisde ...

It's shown me to be vain - posting my pics made me feel vain, Bad comments didn't put me off ... they were few enough you see, and they weren't the reason I took my pics down. You see I have the confidence to ride them out ... I can do confidence in great big buckets most of the time. But vanity doesn't sit at all well with me and leaves me feeling uncomfortable....

So this pics have gone, the name's gone, the old blogs have gone. But I can't do without bloggin.......