| Saturday, October 30, 2010, 8:54:21 AM |
Went for coffee with my real aunt and then went back to her house to look at photos and to talk about everything. It was nice but felt weird and uncomfortable like I being disrespectful to my step dad. But I know I have made her happy. Promised to keep her updated on every thing and include her in our family with regular photos and I know she will pass it on to the rest of the family. She gave me a pearl left to me by my gran and a chrystal vase that my dad bougth my mum and its nice to have them And I learnt a lot of family medical history that I didnt know before and thats good too but I think that is it for awhile. Parents are there for all the stuff like bloody knees and snotty noses and my dad did that. My real dad was a sperm donor thats all. Hope that doesnt upset any one but thats how I feel. Family is in the heart and my stepdad has filled mine. He is not perfect but he was there and now I have laid demons at rest I am able to go forward head held high and heart full of love. |
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