keeps the doctor away.

Being an older man seems to keep the women away.

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Steak
Chocolate
A new car
More hair on my head
To stay in good shape
All of my sports teams to win all of the time
A new house
To be rich
A woman who is kind and a great lover and looks like a young Natalie Wood
Time to do everything I want to do

Wanting too much, maybe?

It's amazing how much of a routine there is every day before one goes to work...

... and how much of it one can forget after four days off.

... when the whiskey talks, you want to grab her roughly and rip her panties off, ramming your cock home from behind while you pull on her hair like it was the reins of a horse trying to buck you off their back.

I don't drink much whiskey any more.

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... deep breath. Relax. It's been raining constantly for two days now. The temperature has dropped from warm to chilly outdoors.

I'm having one of my rare instances of being lonely, craving the touch of a woman... to feel the warmth of her skin against mine. To just lay in bed and hold/be held.

Take a deep breath. Relax. This emotion will fade away in the wee small hours when you go to sleep... to dream of times when you were not alone.

Remember... you like yourself. You like your solitude.

Take a breath. Relax. No tears! Don't be a fool. The past is the past. You live in the here and now. Distract yourself. Have a drink. Smoke 'em if you've got 'em. Oh, look... there's a meaningless ballgame on the television.

Take a breath. Relax. Feel the sensation of numbness grow and overwhelm you. All will soon be well again.

Take a shuddering breath. Relax.

You have all the time in the world to regain your mind.

I watched this concert on t.v. today. Both bands came out and played solo sets, then joined together for the last set. I've seen Chicago live 6 times, and saw REO Speedwagon in concert in the early 70's. They sounded fantastic together!


The finale... a grand show-stopper!




Enjoy.

Going out in a few. Shopping? If the grocery is considered shopping, then yes. Otherwise, I do my shopping for Christmas online.

I hate frantic crowds... unless I'm at a ballgame.

Lazy day...

Watched a little of the frnch supernatural show "The Returned", some football (boring, my team doesn't play until tonight... Da Bears!), posted on FB and now answering messages from my favorite NN friend.

Should I play?

Hmmm...

Just unfolding for me, evening in Europe and Great Britain.

My day is fine so far... how's it been for those of you to my east?

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Our first cold night, Sunday. An extra blanket and I was toasty all night long.

Back up into the 30's today, expecting 50's by Thanksgiving!

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