I am a conundrum even to myself
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Tuesday, November 25, 2008, 9:23:18 PM- Ya know | ||||||
Hanging out with a guy is so much easier than hanging out with a woman. I got a phone call today. Found out Ron had to be at the same place I do but he will be there at 9:30 and I will be there at 11. We both have to go to another place and decided to meet up. The conversation went. "I have to be there at 9:30 it will prolly take half an hr then I am heading to the next place." So I said "Ok, I will take the 9:55 bus and will prolly meet you there if not I will see you after 11." That is it, plans made, not big deal. If I was meeting a woman it would have all been discussed in great detail down to "what will you be wearing?" All of my life it has made me wonder why making plans can be so damn difficult? If you are going to do it, just do it. No point in making things more complicated than they have to be. ju | ||||||
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Tuesday, November 25, 2008, 12:13:05 AM- so I have been thinking about it for awhile | ||||||
Fierce and I went searching awhile ago cause we had no idea if they were available or not. I believe we found one somewhere. The subject came up again tonight (ok I was the instigator) I want a chrome vibe/dildo. The sleek metal chill mmmmmmm I also think it would make for some amazing pics with the reflections. Dear Santa, I have been a very good bad girl this year. ju | ||||||
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Sunday, November 23, 2008, 9:06:38 PM- I suppose it was inevitable | ||||||
After all everyone else is doing it, it was bound to be my turn sooner or later. It started with a slight headache late this morning. It has now progressed to sinus pain and my lungs hurt. The snot factory seems to be working overtime and I am tired as hell. I am kicking my self because I looked at chicken in the store today and briefly thought of making chicken soup but of course didn't. Now that I feel like total crap and all I want is chicken soup I am having to make due with Liptons. feeling very sorry for myself, ju | ||||||
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Friday, November 21, 2008, 2:40:49 AM- Mom | ||||||
From the day we were born my Mom's goal was to raise independant, thinking women. With a few glitches she has succeeded. So at 45 years old when my Mom saw a need to warn me, I had to listen. I am confident, independant and afraid of, well, not much but her warning got me thinking. Perhaps I should excersise a little more caution. I may not be as impervious as I have always thought. There is no way to controll anothers actions. Wary, ju | ||||||
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Wednesday, November 19, 2008, 11:38:08 PM- Feels like the first time | ||||||
It is amazing. Every year it happens. We are in the midst of our first signifigant snowfall and it feels like the first time. Drivers think they are impervious to it. They will remember. Kids run out to play like they have never seen it. I am out there equally in awe even though I have seen it every single year without fail all of my life. Love it or hate it snow IS magical. It changes the landscape. It changes our mindset. It feels like the first time... [url]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zliv2BnT7RI[/url] Remind me in Feb why I like winter? ju | ||||||
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Wednesday, November 19, 2008, 3:37:34 AM- Just a friend | ||||||
Is there really any such thing as just a friend? That implies a certain distance, a reluctant acceptance. Some one you could take or leave. My friend just left and I hesitate to call him "just a friend" tho we have nothing sexual in going on. A friend, a real friend enriches you, compliments you and teases the hell out of you when ever they get the chance. They accept you, and open up enough to allow you to know and accept them. They make you wanna smack the hell outta them for being goofy even tho you are laughing at and with them. All I know without going into great detail, I am thrilled to have this friend. There is a season to everything and a reason that the seasons happen. Thrilled with this season and this reason, ju | ||||||
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Sunday, November 16, 2008, 10:44:10 PM- Santa came to town | ||||||
Today was the Toronto Santa Claus parade and the official start of Christmas wish letters to Santa. If you have little ones his address is: Santa Claus North Pole Canada H0H 0H0 He does write back! | ||||||
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Thursday, November 13, 2008, 9:37:26 PM- An old arguement, | ||||||
I figured was long ago resolved. Apparently that wasn't so. I failed to respond and I have long since stopped caring. I listened to the whole thing half heartedly thinking here we go again and tuned it out the best I could. It wasn't until a friend of mine was brought into it and in a not so pleasant way that I got angry. I didn't reply, I refused to but it did get me thinking. This is an old friend I hadn't seen in years and the longer I thought about it the angrier I got. I confronted her. The whole story came out, It wasn't her. As I should have known. What came of all of this was a renewal of a long term friendship, strengthened ties and a whole bunch of catching up. I guess every cloud really does have a silver lining. ju | ||||||
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Tuesday, November 11, 2008, 3:55:34 PM- Lest we forget | ||||||
[url]http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=le6jXwD3h-o[/url] | ||||||
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Tuesday, November 11, 2008, 3:47:57 AM- THE blog | ||||||
I have been here for a long time. Some might argue too damn long. I talk and I talk A LOT. Perhaps what I do best though is multitask while I am talking. Multitasking in this case doesn't mean carrying on more than one conversation at a time, though I am quite capable of carrying on 5, any more and I do start to get lost, or at least lag. By multitasking I mean being observant, seeing what is going on around me while I carry on all of these chats. Some of you have been amazed for years that I am able to figure out who you are within seconds of your arrival in chat as an alias. Observation is all it takes. We are all unique and in that respect have our own "signatures" What I have observed over and over again is a willingness to blame others for any percieved slight or wrong doing. I am not perfect nor will I ever claim to be. I have been taken to task for my actions more times than I care to admit. I have also admitted to my actions before I have been taken to task. Ok lets get to the point. Shit happens, we don't have to like it but we do have to respect that we may not and may never know the reasons. Sometimes it is wise to take a step back and accept that we will never know what happened in any given situation. He says, she says, her best friend said, he said. You see where I am going with this. Gossip will never give us the truth but it may give us the answers we need at any given time. The problem with that, is when you take those percieved answers as gospel and refuse to let yourself think out side of the proverbial box. The old saying goes, there are two sides to every arguement. Somewhere in the middle I suppose lays the truth if you care to wade through the percived hurts and self justification. Far from perfect but thoughtful, ju | ||||||
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