I was a little jazzed up last night when I thought about sleeping in the barn, I guess it's called remeniscing. after I got off my blog, I gathered up a couple of big comforters and wool blankies, to head out and RAIN looked at me like ( hey you fuck head, I'm not going out their to sleep toninght! then when I looked out at the wind and sleet, and saw rain was still snoring awawy in the bedroom, I stopped and thought about if this was really a good thing. I've got a 2 G custume made oversize king bed and I'm going to sleep on a pile of hay with my other dogs and goats? Just how crazy have I become, it sounded good in my blog, but frankly, I am to wore out for that shit.
new subject.
fucking wells fargo is driving me crazy!
I am going beserk with these pricks,(except for ann who would like to come up for a couple of weeks after this christmas. Yes, I always hustle on phone chicks if they sound sexy and help me out. anyway, I tried to up grade for a measly 119 bucks to premium member today, left message for bookeeper to get it done today, then when I tried to deal with it, saw it was all fucked up! so when I tried to straighten it out on my own I was enformed that when my bookeeper tryied to update me it was rejected because I am on a fraud alert list! I said, are you shitting me? ann said that she could tell I had paid my bill in full 3 days ago, but there were extreme charges on my account. I asked her what, and she said some farm equipment yesterday for 48 thousand. I said well, if you thought that was fraudulant, maybe you shouldn't have paid it yesterday so I could look at naked girls today, and if it was fraud, why didn't anyone call me? ann realized that i not only need farm equipment but I also need pics of naked girls! she said she would have it all straightned out by tommorrow morning. so, apparently tommorrow I will be able to become a premium member of nubie nudes!!! this would be cool except for the the fact that 46size2 and luv2tease4u have been hot on me to get upgraded and now I probably look like a dick weed. when I have tried to respond to their messages I have been unsuccessful as I believe nubie nudes(upgrade to premium sent!) have errored my messages. ok, hope fully this shit will ass get straightened out. I guess this is where I must give all my love to kittykats1 as she has always stuck by me on blog. my blog is a way for me to vent, and since the very beginning you have helped my blog. you go girl!

tried to send message to kittykat1 and atvpilot from my blog as they responded to my blog yesterday with cheerfull replies. I fucked up and somehow put them on a block list. hope I got them off that list as I need all the friends I can get and enjoyed their messages. hard to believe I'm so incompentant on something everyone else is so go at! I guess your never to old to learn.
I have nothing to say except daily boring update. Had first big snow and ice storm last night. Knew it was bad as Rain went out of doggie door 3 or4 times last night to check on rest of dogs in barn. he moves slow from all his aches and pains but still watches over the pack, especially the younger dogs who might be scarred by first big storm they have ever scene. I heard all his dreams last night as I also sleep lightly during storms. having him at the foot of my bed while I sleep is most reassuring, especially with the rest of the pact just outside. I have never locked my doors in 7 years and don't even know where my keys are.
My goats are sticking pretty close to the barn even during the day because of the cold weather. All know the barn is home. this may sound freaky to some of you, but sometimes in winter I take a couple of heavy blankets to the barn and sleep on top of a good pile of hay. it is not only reassuring to me, but my pals also. in ancient times, people actually had a combination house barn to stay close to their animals for heat and protection. we think we are so smart, if times ever get hard we may need to get back to nature, we must always protect nature as nature is our survival instructor for the things we forgot. love all you, even if I don't know you I love you, tuck in under the covers, and love the one you're with! your pal, tracy. especially kittykat1 and atvpilot .

I am going to try to find some dirty pics of maybe mutant eels fucking house cats to get more interest in my blog. ok, just spoiled my good nights sleep. kidblue

company left last night and had safe trip back to civilization. took 91 yr. old dad into city for more skin cancer removal (successful). found reminants of poor rock chuck apparently killed by coyotes. everyone's gotta eat. had great time while Angie and Lisa were out here. partied too much but all had a great time. they did some horseback riding which I appreciate since I don't keep my horses rode enough. lost my ass on pro football this weekend, my bookie in Costa Rica had a good laugh this time when I called him. he's got 8 kids and always reminds you of that when you win. my next fishing trip to Belize I'm going to push him off the boat if I owe him too much (just kidding) I've known him many years and has always been a stand up guy. I play poker with 2 of his brothers in Vegas every year. I partied way to much last week. got things straighened out with my bank tonight. they love me when I call. kinda like an ex-wife when you catch up your alimony I guess. have 2 friends from Vegas coming up for Christmas party soon. have big Christmas party every year. am looking forward to it as it forces me into holiday spirit. every one seems down this year so up to me bring everyone up. will start making plans and layouts this week. love to all, kidblue.

I wanted to update my blog tonight as my company left after a wonderful visit, however, 46SIZE2 got my attention before I could do so. She not only captured my attention, but also lisa and angie's. What a wonderful beautiful woman. I can tell it is going to be hard cold winter on the ranch, but at least I can look at 46SIZE2 and still have hope. luv you all, kidblue.

Lisa and Angie rode all day on two horses I just got last year from the BLM wild horse capture program. The only reason I bought them was because I knew the other bidders would probably send them to the glue factory in the next year or so. I didnt't break them, I became their friends and introduced them to the rest of the heard, and slowly brought them around. I told the girls to not ride them, but they insisted. Most of my horses don't get ridden enough, let alone these two. The two mustangs behaved a little skittish at first. I didn't tell A. or L. that they had been ridden some in order to keep them on their game. They are superior equisterians, but wild horses are a different story, as I can attest to having had a broken back and neck in the past. They must have kept up a good pace as my dogs gave up after a half hour. Time to call it night, I am the last one up. best regards- kidblue

am really messed up just enjoing the holiday spirits. Hope everone is happy and enjoying life. My holiday comany decorated my tree and enjoyed looking at all you pics. we are riding horses tomorrow and having a good time, all my love,-kidblue

Lisa and Angie came out this morning.







Lisa and Angie came out this morning for 5 days. It's nice to reconnect with human beings. We have been doing our usual Christmas thing. It's sweet. Baked 2 french rolls from scratch with melted brie inside. So good you could cum! Merry Christmas to all, especially Kitykat1 and Teaseu2. Goodnight my lovelies, kidblue.

am trying to keep good outlook. Just looked at 4or5 letters from WELLS FARGO today. I have been in business with them for 31 years since I lived in San Francisco. They keep raising my intererst rates and squeezing my nuts on investment loans. I will always figure a way to hold onto my ranch, hopefully. I have always lost money on my ranch every year for 12 years, but made up for it with stocks, bonds, and etc....

the ranch is not to make money, but rather my excape from society which I reject. I used to love my bank, now I'm suffocating from their stranglehold. I can never live back in modern society as I have become removed into my freeedom for so many years. I know many people are suffering also.. My prayers every day are for all of you. I have always toughed it out no matter what, hope you can do the same. best regards, kidblue

thanks for the comment kittycat1. I don't really mind people on my land so much, as long as they aren't up to no good. The problem with illegal hunters is they also tend to shoot up all kinds of things. livestock water tanks, gates, livestock, irrigation equipment and etc....I have even had dogs shot.
went out this afternoon and loaded up the truck with the dogs and my chainsaw. went up on the mountain and found the perfect christmas tree. I was able to get my 4x4 in close to it which also helped. it was kind of funny as the tree was almost too big and when loaded left little room for the dogs. they didn't care though, they just love to get to go and be part of the action. In the summer when I'm on my tractor they will follow me all day up and down the field plowing and etc. when I move sprinkler pipe every day they follow me. they just like being a part of the daily activities out here.
two best friend MILFS I've known for many years are coming out to the ranch in the morning and staying until Sunday night when they have to head back to civilization. they'll decorate my tree and just hang out with me. I need to get layed and am looking forward to their visit. I was just remembering how long I've known them. I've been fucking around with one of them for 20yrs., the other about 15yrs. they are best friends. I have outlasted their boyfriends and husbands over the years. they had a brief fling with each other about 10yrs. ago which I encouraged but did stay togather, and stayed friends. that is the only lesbian experiance either had ever had. I think they were mostly experimenting and were frustrated with men.
I love to cook. Whenever I have company it gives me a chance to cook special dishes that I normally would not go to the trouble for just myself.
I was the first many years ago to introduce them to anal sex and they fell in love with it. I guess they finally took the plunge with me as I'm a trustful person. I prefer anal to most other things and have always been that way even since high school.
I give a wicked erotic massage and am sure they will both be ready for it immediately from what they said.
I have more free time in the winter and that's when I can really enjoy having company. best regards, kidblue