kittykats1's blog post - Friday....

Friday is finally here and I am both terribly excited and terribly nervous about tonight. We are meeting that other couple for dinner tonight and maybe something more. I feel like we are single and dating again in the sense that now we have to think thoughts like "I hope they like us and don't think we are utter dorks" or "I hope they find us attractive and we have good chemistry." Hell I am even worrying about what to wear! Ack! It's like being a teenager all over again and fretting about whether or not the cute guy in your Biology class likes you or not.

I am waaaay out of practice with the whole 'dating' mindset anyhow; I havent been single since I was 16. I went from one long term relationship to another, right away. No time spent at home staring at the phone and wondering if 'he' is gonna call back etc. Now the situation has doubled, literally. Now instead of just worrying about hitting it off with 'him' it is now 'them.' It is very nerve wracking. I am vacillating from a state of utter horniness wondering things like how her pussy will taste and how his cock will feel in my hand to feelings of nervousness to the point of making my stomach hurt. I don't know whether to masturbate furiously or throw up lol!

So wish us luck, hopefully I will have something exciting to report tomorrow...

Puurrs to all,

Currently listening to: The hum of my hard drive