kittykats1's blog post - Home alone

I am home alone now. I am not too thrilled about it because I am a strange person; I only enjoy being alone when I choose to be alone, not when I am xxxxxx to be alone. Does that make any sense? Probably not.

I shouldn't complain. I should be happy to have some time to myself, but strangely I am not happy at all. I feel kind of sad to tell the truth. I am in a sort of mopey/clingy mood right now and everyone else is off doing their own thing so there wasn't much alternative other than for me to go home. So I left. I went to the store and got some laundry detergent and stopped at the feed store and picked up 50lbs of chicken feed and went home and filled up the hen feeders and started some laundry. Damn. Such excitement, hold me back lol!!! Dunno if I can handle it all. Guess I will go load the dishwasher and find something else to do. I wish I was feeling better but it just isn't in the cards today and perhaps I have done way too good a job of hiding just how shitty I feel right now, because both my husband and my son seem to have forgotten. By nature I am not an attention seeker nor do I make a habit of asking for help, so it isn't often that I send up a flare so now that I could really use it, it's not there to be had. Funny how that always works out like that, huh?

Well I guess I should go and mope around some more and load that dishwasher. Alas, I have not been successful in teaching the cats to do the household chores. Damn them...


Puurrs to all,

Currently listening to: The hum of my hard drive