kittykats1's blog post - can't get enough...

Now that my back is improving somewhat and I can find a comfortable position to lay in for more than 5 minutes, all I want to do is sleep. Still feel drag-ass tired but am getting better. I am thinking my body needs more sleep than it's getting right now and I need to make up for all I lost. I know pain saps a lot out of you but I need to bounce back a lot faster than this.

I just want to get better quick so I can go back to my normal every day life. I am horny as hell (despite the pain and tiredness) but I am scared shitless to do anything. I got 2 awful back spasms the last time we fucked a couple days ago and I DON'T want that to happen again...the pain was unbelievable. I am no fan of pain and after experiencing pain like that during a sex act made me question the sanity of people who find pain a turn-on. It was horrible. Nothing about it was pleasurable, it HURT. Just thinking about it makes me cringe. You folks that are into the whole hurt-so-good thing can keep it, I want no part of it. On that note I am gonna go take a nap.

Puurrs to all,

Currently listening to: Beck "Timebomb"