kittykats1's blog post - Random musings for Thursday

Feeling kind of blue today, just not terribly cheerful. The weather is turning and my knees are killing me so rain is coming. I also have a headache and my neck is killing me. I am just falling apart lol! I walked outside to feed the outside cats and it was windy and all kinds of gray and gloomy. Makes me want to scamper back in the house and crawl back into bed. Not likely, though. *sigh*

We put away all the Christmas decos last night. My house looks so bare now. I always think my house looks best during the holidays but now it just looks so plain. The only thing left up is the tree (sans ornaments) as hubby will need to take it apart and box it up. It is hella heavy and the box is taller than me, so that is his job. Hopefully he will do that tonight; it looks pretty silly to have a bare Christmas tree just sitting in a corner of the living room.

For those of you interested the kittens are doing very well. The stats are: 2 boys (1 black & white, 1 red & white) , 2 girls (1 black & white, 1 Mi-ke). All are high-white just like I like them (minimal color in proportion to white) and 3 of them are looking to be show quality. That will be determined fully much later as these kittens are out of a female who is from Japanese import lines and they are very late-maturing. I am happy to say that Nabiki has blossomed into "Mother Of The Year" and the babies seem to be thriving. All gained weight as of weigh-in last night so I am pleased. They are only a couple days old yet so I must watch them carefully as if anything were to happen it would be in the first couple weeks. That is fine, I am prepared. I have my scales and IV rigs and my tube feeding supplies ready to go if needed. I hope none of that will be required, but one can never be too safe.

I had a very weird dream last night. It was the second night I had it, too. I dreamed I was eating an enormous cheese steak, with extra cheese; all drippy and gooey. Goddamn it was good. I know this is because of the fact that I am back to dieting again. Pretty sad huh? dreaming about food? I am at that point where I am thinking about food constantly and it is making me really bummed out and cranky. I was good though, this morning. Fixed my son his waffles and made myself some lovely 100 calorie oatmeal. No butter or syrup for me (really big sigh) and now I am having some tea. Of course what I really would like is eggs benedict and a shitload of hash browns, but can't be having that. Fucking-A trying to lose weight sucks.

I guess I should get ready and head to the gym. It's 10:30 so I need to go exercise like a good girl. Have a good Thursday peeps and will someone PLEASE go eat a cheese steak for me? Make it a good one. I want someone to enjoy it eventhough I can't.

Puurrs to all,

Currently listening to: Matthew Sweet "Girlfriend"