i am who i am and thats all i can be
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Monday, March 17, 2008, 4:23:02 AM- today was a good day | ||||||
i woke up this morning for church i walk in sit down and theres someone new next to me she was very well maintained and we talked a bit she was witty and intelligent and drop dead beautiful after the service we kept talking and went for lunch she wanted to meet the cookie i kept talking about so we came back here and just spent time talking and being around the horses i was elated when she asked me out dinner tuesday i cant wait hope everyone else has a good day | ||||||
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Tuesday, March 11, 2008, 6:38:22 AM- good news bad news | ||||||
good news i just got a bunch of mustangs in to train and breed bad news is i have cancer ive tried to keep it quiet but the docs say dont look to good chemo is not making a dent so they want to try something else good news is i dont care ill live my life day for day and damn all that stands in my way id rather die happy than in a damned hospital bed | ||||||
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Tuesday, March 4, 2008, 5:42:11 AM- my blog reads total 666 | ||||||
the sad part is alot of people call me the devil and yhe first time i login in quite a while that number shows up like a sign if you know my past you know that i have had to deal with the worst that life can throw at you but i find a way to keep truckin through all the crap i was told that i was amazingly optimistic about life and im setting myself up for a let down in the end the end is at the end of every second you cant live past that i dont know what tomorrow will bring or if there will be a tomorrow i have to take this life one step at a time sometimes i wax poetic some i feel more of an erotic tinge and sometimes i have to state my state of mind ive been given one chance to do what ever i was meant to do and ill wait till i find out what i am supposed to do and then ill do it maybe all im supposed to do is inspire maybe im to be nothing but time will tell then ill know | ||||||
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Thursday, February 28, 2008, 5:27:56 AM- ramblings | ||||||
to contest the will of life is as to stop the tides themselves no man may ever be powerful enough to stop the fates that decide life many try and all fail as the task is but a dream that becomes this nightmare known as exsitance there is but one peice of advice that i will grant to any who ask as Harland Williams said "it dont matter how hard ive tried ill never get out of this world alive some times in life you just have to fuck it and deal with it moment by moment and never fear the consequences damn be the tears of yesterday i will now and forever live for the next memory | ||||||
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Sunday, February 3, 2008, 4:54:04 AM- thnking back | ||||||
today i started thinking about what i learned in Ireland one big thing i found out was never leave electronics in your hotel room in germany but beyond that i had the chance to sit down and realy talk to my grandmother in a real way not just hear but actually listen the morning when i arrived i took a taxi to the house and she had breakfast ready for everyone, the family was coming to greet me its been 20 years since i came to the states and they wanted me to feel welcomed i had been traveling for hours and needed rest but when i woke up everyone was gone except her she sat by the bed and as soon as i was awake she asked me the one question that i never thought i would hear what are you running from she then told me that when she heard i was coming she knew something was wrong in my life ive avoided going back all this time why now i love my grandmother more than life and her tender age of 86 she gave me one piece of wisdom to hold and pass on the real secret of life is not who you are or what you have the secret is that what you leave behind, friends family a legacy is all that matters teach your children to do better than you did and they will teach thier children better then she looked me in the eye and reminded me that my life is not about me its about making sure that my children learn from my mistakes not as expected from me but i think i need to rethink my outlook on life | ||||||
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Friday, December 14, 2007, 9:35:15 AM- a view from a farm | ||||||
I aint no city boy never have been never will be i state my self strait if you dont like what I say go to hell Ill spend my life with my animals and Ill be happy cause a cow wont lie horses dont turn thier backs on you if something is wrong people do Ill take an old tractor over most folks anyday oh well while you go to a job everyday I do what I love and make money doin it my only worry is who can I piss off today | ||||||
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Sunday, December 9, 2007, 9:51:56 AM- my blogs | ||||||
if youve read some of my blogs you know that im not the normal person that you would expect to find on earth but i like to think thats what makes me interesting i love country living and avoid cities as much as possible but i like an eclectic group of people i have friends that are lawyers doctors judges but i also know bikers rednecks roughnecks i like people that enjoy thier lives and have fun i love aussie ladies especialy on horses but i love everyone that isnt an asshole maybe i am the messed up one but i think life should be enjoyed and lived not just a day to day thing oh well its your life | ||||||
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Thursday, December 6, 2007, 8:44:23 AM- owning a piece of heaven | ||||||
its official i bought 15 miles of the trail that i ride blew my wad for the month but i did christmas shopping last month i got the papers today and now its work time i need a stable and a feed locker but its worth it and a reason to get more horses | ||||||
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Friday, November 16, 2007, 8:26:01 AM- today | ||||||
i woke up at about 9 went to the barn and saddled my Cookie we rode for hours and when he was tired we went back to the stables then we went to an auction and i found a barrel horse that i loved at first sight i asked her owner about her and he said she was a 2 line heir but an intravert so i asked how much the price was right and my daughter needs a horse so i bought her ill have pics soon shes too young to ride but her and ghost and midnight get along perfectly (all mares) today was good i wish everyday could be | ||||||
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