So i rang in the New year with a much needed dose of adventure. I crawled my towns three pubs, danced my ass off in the pissing down rain had a new year kiss, climed some play equipmes and walked home 10 ks on the beach and through the bush made it back about 4am had a shower then went back to the beach where i fell asleep i woke up with a handome beachy stranger and fellow sleepless partier blocking my light he asked me if i wanted to hang out lol i said sure and we talked about life untill 8.30.

so aside from the god forsaken humidity this year looks good i shall kick my funk enjoy not being on my own for the next two nights then continue kicking lifes ass with a smile

thankyou all for sharing life with me xoxoxoxoxo

My tracks for a melancholy NYE lets get destructive woooooot



Xoxox

The life of the miners wife is beating me down this holidays but maybe not how most assume.

Yes all the normal stuff I miss him when he is gone sad when he is leaving stressed out doing life solo for the most part. Something new seems to be creeping in and I don’t like it. The last few away hitches we are shorter with each other on the phone no video chats and I found myself nervous and hard of sleep when his coming back Then when he first comes home it’s awkward like I’m trying to be someone else. Now a week and a bit later I have just spewed all over him everything that I’m mad sad and angry about and we all know how that ends and emotional cyclone of pent up rage saying mean shit and behaving like a 14 year old girl for example he tried to put words in my mouth so with a mouth full of coffee I went “blah blah blah” letting coffee spill out of my mouth on to the floor and told him that’s what he sounds and look like when he talks shit (I always end up regretting my in the moment mocking I always go a step above) .

I think what he fails to see is that yes it’s a shit life for him being away but he gets to come home and have a holiday in between I’m still here the only thing that changes is having an extra person to cook and clean for. I still ended up fixing the dishwasher (let’s call that the straw that broke the camels back) still had to organised the lawns still had to do all of Christmas and the only presant I unwrapped that I hadn’t brought myself was from my ass of a sister in law I mean wtf is that (and thereI go always thinking about myself is what I was told)

Maybe I should do that concentrate on what I want like studying for an entire hour with out someone needing me for sustenance and hydration or nurturing or mechanical repairs or yard maintenance or for sympathy or love or a laugh or cleaning or nursing. I just don’t think it would go down to well.

Well sorry for my holiday blues but no one else will listen I’ll be back when I’m smiling xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

i have saved the world while you weren't watching!!!!!!!

it wasn't easy and yes i screamed when i missed it and it nearly fell on my face.



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Well its hot as F and my moisturizer keep melting off my forehead into my eyes which can only mean one thing..............................

CHRISTMAS IS NEARLY HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We are running a secret santa this year and would love you to be involved

what is it??????

A secret Santa randomly gives you a name of a fellow participant you then purchase a gift (or make) and send it to them making you their secret santa.

the logistics

STEP 1 register yourself by messaging me before the 7th of december

STEP 2 decide if you will be a digital gift giver/receiver or a physical gift giver/receiver (if you opt to be a physical gift receiver you will need to provide a postal address.)

STEP 3 await your random recipient name select and send gift

Note we thought a rough limit for gifts between $10-20 with most of us thats going to be similar eg $15AUD is like $12USA UK is within that bracket also. however you may spend more just know that your recieved gift may be within the guideline.

hand crafted is cool however i think we should really say zero body fluids no one want that to show up unexpectadly in our post box (well maybe not all of us).

okay i will update when necessary

The first big ticket presents arrived today squeeeeeeeaaallllll


xoxomollyxoxo

it will be a rainbow serpent it will go all the way up the post and im currently working on the yello orange transition (not in the pic) to see the full image right click it and select view in new tab



xoxomollyxoxo

There once was this guy I met online he wasn't mine
I really liked him but the timing wasn't right
never had i seen or touched his real face
but that draw i felt to him just couldn't be fake
with pictures and typed word we shared something real
through a computer we learned how each other other feels
though a world apart i wish we could have made more than a start
but he was not mine, it was not the time
and in reality he was just some guy online

today i use is blog as a vent to say the things i wish to on facebook but dont for fear of using the wrong words. I dont have that fear here because without intending to offend i dont really know you people so i dont really care to much if you dont like it.

I am a proud Australian. Our beautiful country just held a survey to allow the public a chance to say whether or not we want to allow same sex marriage. Without the math a large portion of the population said "love is love, equal rights, more money for the economy though the wedding sector. aussie aussie aussie oi oi oi and all that jazz

Annnnyway I come here today to be pissed off at a large number of people in my life. I am the girl who is blessed and cursed with empathy and i have built a really thick skin because of it. i can sitt in a room full of people being derogatory towards my skin my status my heritage and other things because i understand that this person has so many issues that they clearly cant see past the end of their nose. But i cant stand my upbringing being called into question!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The big plight of the No vote is that now we will be teaching our kids how to be gay, one of the ignorants on my facebook even said that "our kids will be taught that some boys dont have a dick" For fucks sake My mother is a Lesbian and im pretty sure the girlfriend she had through out my teenage years was to. I was babysat regualy by my gay aunties and my gay uncle. i went to weekend BBQs at a coulple called ken and barbies house (barbies real name was paul and i could never aspire to look as good in heels and a mini skirt as her). the mardi gras was a family traditionand i had my first legal vodka crusier at a gay pub. Geuss what I turned out straight and in committed but kinky near two decade relationship My Mum raised an awesome person i have three charities and my little people are turning out to be even greater that i am. so fuck off with that ignorant bullshit.

i think im mostly sad and mad is that one of my closest people voiced this opinion, worried about how her son may end up gay because of what they teach him at school. I stood by this woman most of our adult lives but she couldnt take two seconds to think about me before she spewed her ingnorence she knows my story well. So i will get over it but honestly dosnt her lone fear big enough to voice just show that not only is marrige not yet legal but the acceptance is still far from here.

progression prevailed for now so i smile for the many people that made me who i am today i will start saving my $$$ for all the dresses im going to need for all the weddings that can now almost happen.

xoxoxoxoxoxox