Does anyone know anything about any swingers groups in the west KY, southern IL or west TN area? Or can anyone recommend a site where one could find out about such things?

I don't guess I've ever had a woman that could give a truly incredible blow job. Had some pretty good ones but never one that left me feeling comepletely drained and weak in the knees. Any offers?????

But nobody really wins and takes home the trophy. But still, how good a game depends on how hard you play and how much effort. Might as well have fun and enjoy it. No point in working too hard for the future because unless your building a pyramid no body's gonna remember you in a 1000yrs anyway.

I don't want that much. Just want a little excitment.

I know that was a movie, Al Pacino I think. Anyway I like the way a woman smells. I like to walk in the mall and just look and smell. Catching the scent of a woman that smells esp nice is almost as good as catching a glimpse of nice cleavage or half a breast. Don't think of me as a pervert. I don't stalk. I just love women and appreciate how they look, feel, taste and smell. I can look and I figure if they don't want me looking then they would not be dressed in such a manner to inspire a guy to look. I don't stare and not getting caught is part of the game.

Well, gotta go.
Have a nice day everyone.

You would think as close as they are in your body the feelings they would give you about things would be a little more in alignment. But damn they are about as far apart as can be.

Years ago I worked midnights for about 8 years. Just before I got a day job I went through my divorce so my sleep patterns went from bad to worse. I guess I had just gotten used to feeling bad because I did not realize how bad I felt until I got off nights. Within 2 weeks I could not believe how much better I felt. It's amazing what a little sleep will do for the body.

Kinda went through the same revelation regarding a breakup. I had seen this girl, written about her many times, off an on for over two years. We got back together this last time about 3 1/2 mo ago. I think I kept getting back with her thinking she had changed or she had realized I was a good catch. Anyway, it was bad almost from the get go. Sometimes when people make up there is like a honeymoon period where everything is good. Not this time. Just fell right in to the old pattern of how she was. I could tell she was not happy and thought if I tried harder or did more I could make her happy. I felt so frustrated. One day after she had not talked to me for two days I ask her point blank if this was as good as it was gonna get. She shrugged her shoulder and said probably. I said I thought I deserved better and she just laughed a little and said go find it. I was heart broke that she seemed to care so little. I left with the determination I was going to break the pattern. She sent me a half ugly email wanting her keys. Within a couple of days I felt lighter and better. I did not hear further from her until she found out I had met someone else. Just like the pattern of the past she called me, mad at first but was soon crying telling me how much she loved and wanted me. Telling me how I could ask any of her friends and they would say how she was always talking about how good I was to her and how much she appreciated and loved me. I told her she had neglected to tell me that. Like in the past I wanted to think she would be different and try again. But instead I pointed out how she had treated me. I told her she probably should address her anger issues and find out why she kept pushing me away and other things. I told her I was going to break the pattern and would not take her back. She cried and promised but I kept thinking about how last fall I took her back and we were together only 3 months before she broke up. Come to find out she had been talking to another guy for weeks and broke up with me to pursue that. After that failed she came back to her safety net and of course I was there for her. It was getting to the point my children were thinking I was crazy and a lot of other people to. Hell, I was starting to think it. My weight was fluctuating up to 15 lbs throughout the month. Could not concentrate on my job and that is just not good.

Anyway, I just won't go back.

This new girl is so different. Seems very interested in me. We have talked probably more through emails than actually in person so far but she is neat. Says she loves reading what I write. Says someof it is almost poetry. Been called a lot of things but never a poet. She is an outdoors person and like a breath of air after letting myself drown for so long. We are already talking about a trip to greece this summer. I know I need to do something different.

Just felt like writing that. You all have a good day and be safe.
T

This end of the state and parts of 4 others are getting over a big assed ice storm that happened 2 weeks ago tonight. Knocked out power to almost 1/2 million homes. Alot of ppl are still withour power and are being told it could be another two weeks. Nearly every tree has broken branches and many are little more than truncks with all the branches broken off. All the roads except the larger 4 lanes with no trees close were shutdown until ppl got out and just cut there way through. Biggest mess I ever saw. Probably about like a hurricane except the temps were well below freezing for a few days afterwards. Now you hear chain saws and generators in every direction. Piles of limbs everywhere you look. I would like to thank all the linemen and electrical workers from other areas that have come in. I have seen trucks from Al, GA, LA, MS, MI and TN. Some counties have had to completely rebuild their power grid.

Sometimes things like this will make ppl step back and think about the things that are or should be more important to them.

You all take care.

Kinda sad when some one from here leaves and you don't have a way to contact them. I know they have their reasons for leaving just the same as they do for being here to start with. This is odd but I think of some of the ppl here more than I do a lot of my own family. There are some here that I think of pretty much every day. We can find out a little or a lot, depending on how much they want to tell you. Sometime just reading the blogs is nice and almost sort of relaxing.

Of course there are always the hot pics to look through. Damn there are some fine sexxy women scattered around. I have only been with about 1/2 dozen women that I thought were really good looking as well as sexxy. One of the most exciting women I have ever dated or been with though was not much to look at but she was very interesting. She was very educated as well. She was neat but very eccentric. Also prone to be a little more violent than I was willing to deal with. Crazy but exciting. Anyway I moved on.

Back to here. Looking through pm's and comments made me realize how many ppl have disappeared. I wish I could tell them I miss them and still think of them. The people that I do have contact with I want to thank for giving me a little of their time.

You all take care

I am on one of the on line dating services just to try things out. So far been talking to one girl that seems real nice. Supposed to meet this weekend. Anyway you know you have to write a profile, kinda like here but the questions are a little different. I was wondering what some of the other guys had put in there profiles. So I did a search on guys my age in this area. I was not thinking about how you can see who has looked at your profile unless the one doing the search hides theirs. I have gotten 3 emails tonight from guys asking why I was checking out their profile and that they were not the least bit interested in men. I thought I'm not even going to try to explain. Some of them are hilarious to read. You would think they would check spelling or have someone look over it for them.

Oh well, it was a good day. Have to work tomorrow.

You all have a good evening.