well can it get worse ?

yup it can !!

its official !!! my life sux !!

but seems that there are others that have known before me and didn't think that i should of been told !! Even tho they were asked not to tell me !! but there are some things that friends should tell even if they were asked not to ! Well that's what i recon any way !!

Cancer along with my life SUX !

THANK YOU

Hey there 27yr old here came across a couple of your pics and had a little fun over them, then had a look at your profile and saw that your 44 was very surprised to say the least was expecting a woman in her 30s tops...You look terrific, and that ass wow oh wow...I imagined quite a few things

" Happy Dad's Day "

and Happy Sunday All !

Some people really do exspect to get blood from a stone !
Well this rock has no more to give!

When i give gifts or help people it is cause i want to ! Not that i exspect something in return !

8/10 times something is done or something is given to me i DO try to return the favour! ( not that it happens to or for me often and when it is .. it is Noted and made to be known that it was APPRECIATED)

Well no more ! Someone has broken me! and parts that i dont think i can even try to glue back together !

not long now and the week end will be upon us !!

not that one has mnuch planned !

how quick thinghs turn around ! from being good to fiucken just shoot me!

<< has a job !! starts Monday!!
Merchandising for
Big Brand Influence Group !

yay Me !

The boys ( ages 11 and 8 )witnessed there Dad and i have words this evening For the FIRST TIME.. Nothing major..
( me doing the wrong thing AGAIN)
It upset them pretty bad ! They also witnessed us talking calmly about it as we hugged !
J. (11) wanted Dad to promise it would never happen again !
I told him he cant exspect Dad to promise something like that cause we will fight again ~! thats wat parents do!And they make up ( most times) I asked him if he thinks he can promise that he will never fight with his brother again:? he couldnt!

Both boys were put to bed with warm cuddles form Me and telling them that they are loved by Mum and Dad and that we will always be a family!

being a parent and being married are hard work.. parenting MOST rewarding tho !

She likes to think that her Close friends are truelful and wouldnt do the wrong thing to or by her! And would do for her as she has done for them ! Which she knows that this is rarely ever done!

But she sits and listens as a friend is talking to her about the facts and actions of the previous days... He tells her to do for herself... he has put thoughts into her head that she wished werent there ! She knows in her heart and gut that he is telling her wat he is telling her for her own good and because he loves and cares deeply for her! Even as he speaks his words he tells her he knows she has heard it all before and that she understands what he is saying!

With tears in her eys she tells him that she gets all thaqt he is saying..... She is who she is !

He leaves her to her thoughs as she lays and thinks with an aching heart and sick feeling in her guts.... And hopes that she is being treated as she treats others.