wow so sorry. I didn't realize it'd been so long since I was last here, real life...time flies .Noticed a LOT of changes since last visit. I am going to piss on the post toasties tho. noticed my photos, friends list and such have been deleted or lost. Was this by some chance a mix up by NN? Oh well. Ill try to do better.

OMG where'd these

well....HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME...




awww...thank you.

I sure hope it gets better in a hurry. I'm going to hold off for a day or so to see if some of the fallout from today will dissipate. Hopefully it will.

XX crossed fingers, hoping it does.
more later

the ex called back about 0130hrs. to let me know the grandson was okay. The ER Drs. ran a bunch of tests, blood, urine, etc. and nothing physical was wrong with him , they're attributing it to the fever he had and let him go home last night..sooo things are back to running normally for that neck of woods.

Maybe now I can concentrate on getting a lil rest. I doubt it tho,got too wound up and probably be late this afternoon.

Mom's a hellofa woman... I don't think I could handle all she does.

Thanx Babe.

(shaking head in exasperation tonight) was just in vidchat, having a pretty good time, even though not enough women in there, and got a call from my Ex....the good one,yea, ironic,huh? and she told me she /they were taking the grand son to the hospital, that he started having seizures about 2030hrs.,managed to get her calm down enough that confident she can lead the way up in Ind.. She's gonna kept me updated thru the night, til we find out what happened.
Poor lil shit, he's only 2 1/2.
And then my daughters anniversary (?) next month of her death. Damn, not a wonder I'm not a drunk / druggie...Lord"s got to be watching over me. I used the "?" on anniversary because that word sounds wrong.... sounds like a party time,exhuberence,etc.

guess I'll go over in chat and jibber...don't really feel like it...but I've learned I got keep my mind off of types of situations.

well. Not sure what's happening here now. While trying to cam last night Serena and I ended up in what I thought was a small ..,argument?
Today she started moving her things out of the house. No idea of how it happened. shit, when we started our thing, we both agreed we knew it was "forever'. Just a convenience for both of us. But I saw a side to her that scared the crap out of me..but fussed all night long and all day...I mean ALL day... still no sleep yet.
Anyway she left about 3pm, with a couple of bags...no idea where to go or anything and now I'm worried sick about her Haven't even got a call. Unbelievable how nasty she got, it was like she was doing it intentionally to hurt my feelings...

Hell, actually I'm still really confused so I'm going to stop here and give this shit awhole 'nother long thought see if I can make since out of it...
I got to admit though, do miss her. she brought a little life with her.

ok, for the record,her name is SERENA, she just turned 25 a couple of months ago. A full 34B, nice round ass, perky tits....and and horrible at time management or schedules. hings are done by her special watch.
But IS SOO)O worth it.watch them ass cheeks bounce..

Well I made it back, I guess. But probably won't be as regular.
Looks like nn has really changed. Looking forward to checking it out.

Drop a note or fu,sumptin

I finally put A pic up.don't know if I'm comfy with it.

After reading posts from the women here,I figger the last thing that needed to be posted was a another dick pic,right.After all you seen 1 ya seen 'em...with a FEW exceptions.lol

so enjoy....lol

well my microwave went belly up saturday.

No big deal I just use it to reheat coffee.





BFD! Evidently I use it more than I thought. Sunday went thru about 3 pots of coffee.NOT that I drank them all after about 2 cups the pot gets cold.I hate cold coffee.I don't leave the coffeemaker on cause by the time I get a refill the stuff is being cooked/burned. And cooked coffee tastes like kaka.

This doesn't count all the lil snacks I bought while shopping,they need NUKE POWER!geez.

So here it is wednesday and I've learned...I NEED a m/w.Gonna have to break down and buy one.





** life's a bitch,ain't it......