hubby is not here and I can use my computer rather than tablet to be here. would love to go into chat and cyber but daughter is upstairs and I know I would just get going and she would come down and ......., the frustration would just get worse.

we took a short get away for the veterans day weekend---got one short morning of loving but it was toooo little and he was using a toy on me when the batteries ran out. damn damn damn.

work is just wearing me out. he is not working and I come home simple worn out. sometimes it is nap time before dinner. an then he comes to bed at 2 and 3 am. no chance of loving at that hour and I have to be off to work by 8 and he is still asleep. I would feel better if I though the was watching porn at 1 am and not in bed because then I would know that he still wants sex but have an adult daughter in the house just puts a damper on our being intimate.

maybe tonight. hope springs eternal.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx to all my friends.

sammie alice

Sometimes I tell hubby to watch porn hoping he will get some ides. I even asked him to take me to a strip club hoping that would get him interested. But ((

Well, yesterday went as predicted so I was hurt that he forgot about love making but not surprised (.

Daylight savings time ended today. I hate the dark evening. It is bad enough getting up in the dark but I hats coming home in the dark.

Woke up to what I thought was rain. Lol, it was the leaves hitting the roof. Yesterday it are a leaf here and there....today it was like it was raining leaves. Two more weeks and the trees will be bare.

I am using a tablet with auto correct. The type is tiny and I just hope auto does not correct something to be nasty because the letter are so tiny that I have trouble reading them sometimes.

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hubby says to me yesterday afternoon that he wants to do something (i have some interest in doing this but not a lot)and it is an hour away and we would come back early afternoon. then he says that our daughter and her boyfriend are going out tonight and will not be back until late and we can have some bed times (yea, yea, yea) a little later he says that the event he wants to go to is going on until about 7 pm and he wants to stay. know i know this man, 7pm means 8 pm, means home at 9 pm, an hour for the little blue pill to work which means our loving window will either be short or non existent. and you know what---he will not even remember that yesterday he suggested that we could have some "bed time".

so, i sent him off to his event this morning with one of his friends, told him i would join him in the afternoon, have lots of work to do here and maybe will have a little me time since i really don't think that anything will materialize this evening.

i sometimes think that he forgets that i am working and he is at home and anything that i need to do, i need to do on the weekend and next weekend we are going on a trip and so this week end is it.

what was it that laura bush said----she was becoming a desperate housewife, lol.

hugs to all.

sammie alice

Do you ever think you are the only sane one?

looking at shoes, everyone I liked were not in my size.

i was just reading about the fires in Australia. until you see it, you really don't have an understanding of the destruction that comes with these natural events. when we were on vacation, we drove through homestead florida---that is where hurricane Andrew hit in the late mid 1990's--almost 20 years ago, and they are still rebuilding, still empty lots and what is there is new.

i think that sometimes we think that the event occurs and is over. and we have become such "instant" people, that we have no understanding of how long those impacted by the event have to suffer and how long it really does take to recover, if ever.

prayers and warm thoughts to all who have been or are in path of natures wrath.

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sammie alice

not enough loving but everything else has been beautiful. we have been in the florida keys and the weather has been beautiful. went bike riding and snorkeling (did not drowned ), ate local food and omg, the tempature was it warm. saw sharks (but we were on a dock. a little shopping. unfortunately, because of the federal shut down, some places we wanted to go were closed , but we made the best of it. the state parks were open.

back to work tomorrow, and the weather here sucks, and not in a good way lol.

sammie alice

sammie alice

i am on the porch at our hotel, hubby is asleep so i have a chance to write. we arrived in florida for a vacation yesterday. i told hubby that i expect him to fuck me everyday. lol, i know what i expect and what i will get are two different things but if you don't tell them what you want, you don't have a chance . anyway, this morning, he took a shower and when i went into the bed room, he was laying across the bed with his head hanging over the side. i asked him what he was doing and he told me to come over and he grabbed my butt and pulled my pussy to his lips. omg, it was good. his tongue darting into my pussy, lips sucking on her lips. and as he suck on her, omg, his cock began to grow and get hard. i was getting a little light headed (ok, i was being to enjoy the moment and began to lean towards his cock and he pushed my head onto his cock---he never does that, he lets me take what i want. and it just grew in my mouth. her juices were flowing and i was so hot and he pushed me a way with hands, and told me to lie on the edge of the bed and he wss going to fuck me and watch his cock go in and out of me. his cock quickly entered my wet pussy and he began fuck me hard----and he did not go soft like he usually does, he just kept going. i wrapped my legs around him as he just kept going and going and i just moved into another state. pleasure took control and i enjoy the moment--omg, how long would he stay hard, but i was going to enjoy every nano second. i came and then he came, i felt the heat of his cum in her and then he collapsed on top of me--still in me and i could feel him go soft and fall out. but, he was had and we both came and i did not need a toy to get there.

i don't expect everyday will start like this, but, omg, it is a beginning.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx to all.

sammie alice

All summer, since hubby found out that I had been having "me time" I have been super careful--always deleting history, never leave nn on the screen etc. Most of my visits here are limited to looking since I am using a tablet that will not let me chat. I can comment but nothing interactive. And typing on a touch screen leaves a lot tbe desired. But I can do that without attracting attention--of course some of the pictures make me glad I am a girl and my arousal from hubby--altough I do suggest that I need some loving. Wonder what he would do if I pulled his pants down and began to suck his cock? Maybe he would get the idea.

Problems with this table--"suck his cock" came out as "sick his coco" whatever that is. Auto fill word will get you in trouble.

Kisses to all.

Sammie alice