On June 13 I got a call. I was at home suffering with a huge sinus headache. Resting and napping, after being awake all night, I was beginning to feel almost human again. Then an unidentified number showed up on my cell phone as it rang. Not usually answering unknown callers, I jumped at the ringing instrument. I heard a voice that was familiar but I couldn't place it. The sexy soothing voice identified herself as my nurse. Instantly I thought I must be dying or something equally horrible. Then she said " you gave me your number, so I thought I'd call." Then I realized it was Wednesday and the Office closed at noon and it was 1:30, AND SHE WAS CALLING ME!!!

I had given my number to her months before, offering my help and assistance as she was going through a difficult time. I listened carefully to her to try to detect the reason for her call. She offered an opportunity to get together that afternoon and I was electrified and instantly cured of my ailments. I agreed to meet her.

I have wanted to be alone with this woman for over 5 yrs but never thought it would ever happen. Now, here it was. When I arrived at the place we'd agreed to, I took the bull by the horns and kissed her. To my shock she kissed me back.

I wanted her but knew she needed a friend more than a lover so I set out to become just that. I listened and related my opinions. I didn't tell her what to do instead asking her probing questions for her to answer. Then on Friday last week she was in a particularly strange mood. We were talking on the phone and I asked if she wanted me to come get her and take her away. Her answer did not come right away so I told her to get ready I was on my way. We went to the beach restaurant overlooking another place that had live music and ate things she's never had. We laughed and generally had a really nice time. When we finished we weren't ready to call it a night, so I drove to a place on the beach and we walked to the waters edge, holding hands walking close. There on that moonlite beach we started kissing, and I was lost between being only a friend and becoming a lover. Her kisses told me she wanted the latter. And there is where we are now.

I am not sure where this is going but I must find out. It feels really good.

I am not sure how everyone else feels about this but for me,,,, I mean Dayum. I first wonder what caused them to just up and delete their account. Did someones's off hand comment play a role? Was their anonymity compromised? Did they find another site that offered more of what they were seeking when they started posting here? What would have made their stay here more intriguing or more satisfying?

I miss most of them alot, anyway!

ok here it is. In August meet a great gal that I really felt comfortable with which is unusual and right off the bat she tells me she gets really wet during sex. I thought hot dog, she may squirt. Oh Man that was like thinking miagra falls is like a leaky facet. the first weekend she came to visit I had to wash every towel and all my sheets at least twice. each weekend for the next 5 weeks were my dream come true. we played with toys of every variety but there was one I really wanted to try on her so I went to my favorite site and picked out a wand, not the top of the line but up there. after a couple of more weeks I packed it up in her bag, with the hopes of some c2c action during the week. that happened once. Well she hasn't been back since getting that vibe at her house then she became all hinky about me coming around and was never visible on our usual chat program, she stopped answering my calls and was weird about me coming to see her but made out like I was supposed to know to be there or just be there. confused I got frustrated. she I finally wrote an e-mail and she basically broke it off... so when am I ever gonna learn ... not buying any more expencive toys and letting them out of my grip.

I started off with several pics of old gf's and then hooked up with a neighbor who became a wild fb for a while. It had been more than several years since she'd had sex and it didn't take long before we were taking pics and vids. Finally got her to help me post several shots and vids most of which were fantasies of mine. We romped and played until she met someone else. I have posted a few since then but not like what I would like to.

I certainly have enjoyed viewing all my friends and other potential friends... I particularly like any video with sounds, especially gals moaning and cumming out loud.

I hope I can get back into posting soon, I figure it's only fair to post as a pay back to all those I have watched.

I would like to get hooked up with some gals or couples or even a tranny (not xdresser) to play with on cam and record and post that. So, anyone interested pm me and let me know where to meet you (which proggie to use; I have yahoo msn and skype)