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the.dude's blog post - back to normal

Saturday, February 4, 2012, 3:52:09 PM

what nostrodudeos predicted has come to pass. things are back to ordinary. nothing happened to grandma. just shit happened as it always does, and i'll deal with it by being an idiot for a while (cos that seems to be my pattern of behaviour) and then get over it. excuse my language, but its so fucking typical. just as i think i'm closer to the light

i hope everyone can forgive me in advance for being an idiot the next little while.

god parts of me just want to be a real arse but i'm supposed to be better than that and i wanna think i am so i just have to sit and be sad.

i should have seen it coming.

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Northern Star	4-Feb-12 16:19:06 at least ya are honest with yourself..and if ya can see that about yourself..maybe there is hope for ya after all??? lol hugs ya hun..

Claire Monroe	4-Feb-12 19:56:22 You've always been a gentleman to me. Call yourself what you will, but you'll never convince me of being anything other than that.

ynottt	4-Feb-12 20:00:18 it will all get better.........most things do

the.dude	5-Feb-12 10:31:43 turns out it takes me less than 24 hrs to be an idiot and an arse :( i suck at this stuff. i just lash out when i hurt. i'll come back when i hurt less.

the.dude's blog post - back to normal

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