Waiting just for You
Bare as a girl can be
Spreading my legs
For others to see
As far as Can be
Trainman2k
All for you
My ass is yours
A video needs made
Cum is needed
In my rear
Please fill me dear
As I cum too
At the thought of you
Pumping my ass
To share live
Here on NN

Wow my mind
The thoughts
A blow job I give
Sucking up
All his cum

Or the beach
As I sit
Sea gulls fly over head
Sun setting
Sound of the waves
Hitting the beach
Legs spread
Wind hiting my cunt

On Lookers gather
As I stimulate myself
Moaning as I rub
Shaking as I cum
Sweetness dripping
All over my fingers

One fellow kneeled
Putting his head
Between my legs
The sweetness he eats
Fondling my ass
As he sucks my cum

In his thumb goes
Deeply he pushes
Trembling my body does
As I cum again
His mouth licks it up.

He sticks two more fingers
Up my ass
In and out he pushes
I scream with pleasure
As his dick went in
His fingers now
Are rubbing my cunt

Now we have a large crowd
Cheering us on
Clothes coming off
Dicks being rubbed
Another man joins us
His dick is in my cunt
Both holes being pumped

I open my mouth
When I saw a dick
I sucked him dry
Three more lined up
Two cumming on the three of us
Many of us moaned with joy
None of us
Shared our name
Cumming many times
I hope tomorrow I can walk
On the beach I will roam
So I can share my cum

My fears are strong this year. I am filing for gardianship and power of attorney for my daughter with special needs. I so scared. If I am unable to get it, her life will not be good. She does things that are unsafe if you do not redirect her. She has stolen stuff but I caught it in time. So she can lie right to your face and not bat an eye. She is NOS, multiple disabilities, ADHD, and borderline MR.
I can not trust her home alone or out in the world. She like having a four or six year old. When we pokeymon go I have to watch her or she will walk out in front a car. She talks to about a hundred imaginary friend with her arms waiving in the air. She looks normal but she is not. I love her so so much. She is my life.
My stress is very bad right now. I will only feel relaxed when I get gardianship of her. She wants to stay with me that I do know.
I know this is not the best place to ask for prayers, but if you could they would be very appreciated.

Tierd of being sick.
Sick of the aches
Aches all over my body
Body needs rubbed
Rubbed and touch me everywhere
Everywhere needs fondle
Fondle my tits
Tits need sucked
Sucked to be sick
Sick is my mind
Mind needs to dream
Dreaming of my knight

Knight to fight my battles
Battles my dirty mind
Mind does wonder
Wonder if he can
Can make me cum
Cum he did
Did he suck
Suck my cunt
Cunt does Cum
Cum stonger than sick
SIck my body
Body does quiver
Quiver under his touch
Touch my cunt
Cunt CUMS AGAIN

So horny
Want fondled and touched
Rub my chest
Play with my ass

Enter your fingers
Then your dick
Pump slow
Then fast
Cum in my ass

Then fondle my cunt
Teasing me bad
Until I cum
My dream
I need from you

My knight in shining armor
You are to me
So ride me
Mr trainman
My love and needs
Are met with you

As I lie in bed nude
With my legs spread wide
I am thinking of you
The ceiling fan on
Blowing air on her
Triggering my excitement
I begains to rub

Looking threw picture's of you
And others making love
Love to watch
In his rod goes
Deeply he pushes
Out he pulls
Only to shove it hard
Back in her ass

Cum she does
As she screams
Rubbing fast
My hands move
In and out
I lick my fingers
Sweet I taste
Soaking my fingers
As I cum with them

Want to walk around nude but might get caught. I do not want me daughter to catch me... But silly me she would just start laughing at me. She is special needs. I would just flipped if she did.
I guess that's the mom in me.

Right now I am very stressed out. I am worried about a friend in another state who is homeless because of health issues. He has a very bad heart. Tonight he has a warm bed in a shelter for the homeless. So I am thankful for that.
I do worry beause my surviver benefits stopped when my daughter turned 16. She can not be left alone. See I can not work or do anything without her. My angel at 17 still believes in santa, the tooth fairy, and Easter bunny. They bring so much joy to her. With this one it is best to keep things simple. The school is not happy with me for not allowing her take a course that teaches how to use the internet. Bad Idea with her. She would use it in the wrong ways causing harm to herself or others. So I told them no. They said she will get a 0 for the class. I told them that's fine because her safety comes first. So. So hard at times. But I talked to others in my family, and they all agreed that the course is not good for her. My family asked me what is wrong with them to push this class on her.
But saftey comes first.

After Christmas break she will be taking health class. With her IEP she does not take the sex education part. They have to have something else at that time for her to do... Plus the teachers have to not make her search the internet. They have to provide written documents for her to read. Sad part many teachers do not like that and get up set. So I have to monitor every class. If the do I stop it. I had to do that more then I care to say. But it's so very hard and stressful these days.
The sad part if you do not agree with the school then you are not a good parent. They had a degree in children and they know your child much better than you the parent.
I had a school tell me that I will punish my child this way. I told her that will not work. Then she raised her voice at me and said,. I have a degree and you do not and you will punish your daughter this way. The way she wanted me to would never work. That day I lost all faith in the school system. This lady was the new school counselor.
The next school year my daughter was placed in homeschool. Best thing I did even thou I am having issues with the school. I can always change her school if the keep this up. But home school has been the best thing. Sad part. I have a very hard time cleaning my home with her there all the time, but you know she is my life.. and the best think God ever blessed me and my older daughter with was the joy of adoption of this special needs angel.

Dam. I hit 57 the other day.
Before I know it I will be 60. Not bad for an old lady.
Do Need to get my weight down a tad. I Will work on that this week.
My birthday was awesome.
I hid painted rocks for the kids. Saw the Easter Bunny and gave him two. Finnished hiding the rocks. I went and got my special needs daughter so she could enjoy seeing the Easter Bunny. She gave him a big hug. I took a picture of it too.
We enjoyed watching the little ones Learn how to find eggs. So cute they were. Made my day.
Then today had dinner with my son in law, my daughters and my SO. Awesome day.
I even cummed yesterday.
This girl is happy and in love with her family.....

Colonic Inertia my eldest was told this week she has it. I wish it was me and not her. In other words her large intestines do not work. She just got married and wants to give birth just once. I do not know if she can. She is right now in the process of adopting an 12 year old girl who shw has known for some time now. That part make us happy.
That young girl keeps my daughter going a long with her husband and family. But its been so hard. I just want to cry at times. My children are my life. Even the one being adopted soon..
I know out of all places to ask for prayer. I just want my daughter to be better , healthy, and happy. That has been difficult since her father died over 16 years ago. I have cried many times for her. We had many things to over come. Fixing broke water pipes to firewood. . A mothers dreams are her children.

My adopted special needs daughter keeps us going.. Right now she my little chipmonk. Yesterday she had her wisdom teeth removed. My S.O. drove, both my daughters and me to the hospital to have them removed. Us girls are tight. The love we have as a family is awesome.
My S.O. and my girls make my life worth being here along with some of you.

My life is so complecated but it's mine. Please keep us in your prayers.
I will feel better when my daughter does. How I love them.

Last year was a rough one.
I lost three of my babies...Collie, Cora
Brothers, Clark and Casey, both maltese helped mom birthed. How I miss them.
Their sister Missi, kepted me from going nuts. She is only 3 lbs.with a big mouth. I have mom,Sadie, dad DW, Missi, Ruby a walker Coon hound, a cleaver girl, and Nova the only mutt.
Nova is very smart too and beautiful girl. She has the blue eyes of a husky. She is husky and beagle.

This last year has been crazy. I lost 1/2 my income. So its been really hard, paying my bills. With my daughter I can not work unless I can bring her with me. I helped my friend buy a store. now I am free labor. I hope things pick up. Only time will tell. I do know more and more people have been in. Wish us luck on this adventure.

I do miss being on here. Meet some really nice people. An odd place to do that. I will never meet them in person because of how far we live away from each other.

I have meet some ladies that I hVe a hreat deal of respect for. Some live in other countries. I have learned a lot about how others live. Been good.

Last year visitex the VA office hoping to get the Agent orange clam reopen. My husband did die from that. U wzs told it many times by his doctors, however does not look good on opening it again. I have to do a great dezl of research and I am not sure what I am looking for.
I miss my husband so very much. He was my soulmate, who served in Veitnam in Force Recon doing 38 missions behind enemy lines.

I am also very blessed. I had my husbands love and now I am so loved again by another. Lucky I sm in so many ways. So bless Is this girl.

As the New Years starts.... I wish each and every one of you a good one.