unsullied's blog post - life

It's funny how it has its ups and downs, isn't it? I admit I like to read horoscopes, and I like the silly forecasts about how each part of your life will be doing. It's true that things are rarely ALL going well. Wouldn't that be a nice thing to aspire to? My primarily problem is being stressed about the things I don't like. I do try to change them sometimes, but often fall back into the same habits (eg procrastination). Old habits really ARE hard to break, aren't they? I suppose I'll become one of those adults like every other one, with weird habits and perhaps prejudices and problems. Hard to stay self-aware! Here's how my life is going in a nutshell:

Romance: great!!! Things are going very well with the BF. Still trying to get used to the idea that he likes me and I like him and it's all dandy. Not used to having sex so much, it's a VERY nice change!! No pictures, I've decided not to post for the next while, sorry folks!

School: Meh. Learning a lot, but it's busy and I'm procrastinating. I only have until April and then I'll be free, so I'm trying to keep that in perspective. I am really hoping I won't be stuck waiting tables again once I graduate. With the current job market who knows how easy it'll be to get a job in my field.

Work: Bad! Trying to work up the nerve to quit. Almost did today but I'm such a chicken and take pains to avoid awkward situations. I realize I'm a bit of stress-head already, but the crazy work environment isn't helping.

Finances: looking good thanks to my hard work earlier!! It won't last forever though, I realize. I hope everyone is doing ok with the current crappy economy in many countries.

Health: Keep getting sick, in part because I don't get enough sleep and have been eating poorly (the former being common, the latter being a bit more rare). It's so cold though, who feels like a salad when it's gonna snow?

Xmas: CAN. NOT. WAIT for Christmas!!!! May or may not be able to afford a trip, but I look forward to spending time with my family regardless. Isn't it Thanksgiving weekend for you folks in the US? Happy Thanksgiving! It's weird to me that it's so late in the year, Christmas stuff is already starting up here. After this I guess it's officially time to start thinking about Christmas shopping!!!! I get stoked about it, partly because I don't spend too much so it's nothing to stress over.

Okay, not much more to add. Except that my actual horoscope today said I had a good day with work/my profession in general, which is a total lie!!!! Can't twist that around in my head to make it work at all

Hope you're all well, happy Saturday night