It saddens me when a young girl get killed. In my local town a 25 year old girl was beaten to death the her body was burnt. They believe. Thankfully they found the persons they believe killed her.
Today they were doing an exam to see why she died and when for sure.
She was so beautiful inside and out the ones say that knew her.
I did not know her. I believe I might of saw her with two people the day befor she passed.
I am not sure. If it was her. She was very pretty.
My prayers go to her family and friends, so maybe they can find peace in God's will.
The two who killed her I hope will spend the rest of their lives in jail.
Just so sad what shook this small town.

She died a block from where I was at the time of her death. Peace will not come easy to her mom.
I pray she find peace.

I also been painting rocks for the children to find. So cool to see the looks on their faces when they see a painted rock. So tehide them for others to find. While others love them and keep them for a long time.

I do hope we all have a safe and enjoyable Halloween. I will be a witch with a broom.
And you can bet I do park crooked.

I feel stuck between a rock and a hard place.
Wish I can figure my way out. So far I drowning.

Spent the last few days holding and pampering my Collie. She died today. I am so beat.
So sad. She was such an amazing dog. I was so blessed to have her to love.
To bed I go.
My tears to heaven I sent.

All my dogs are on the older side. So far this year I lost two of my male maltese one was 12 and the other was nine. I miss them so much. Their mom and dad are...
. mom is 15 1/2 years
. Dad is 14 years
Then little missi and the dog with the biggest mouth is 11 and only weighs three lbs.
Nova a beagle husky is 9 year.
Ruby a walker coon hound is 8 years
Then my beautiful Collie Cora is 12
Cora is old for a collie. She has done really well until yesterday she is on the moppy side. I think because she us not spade and is ragging it she might be having issues with it. Plus the heat does not help.
I love her so much. So been cuddling her this evening. She just drank so water. But could not get her to eat. She is such a good girl.
I would put s picture of her on here but I do not know how to download it.

Tomorrow I have an appointent I can not miss. My stress is very high. Weither I get it or not I am unable to work with My daughter issues. It's been tight and rough paying the bills snd buying food. But we ok so far. Taxes are hard to pay. I am thankful for the stimulus package all received went to taxes.
Please wish us luck and keep us in your prayers.
I been very tired because of the stress and getting stung.

Trying to move about more today. Still exhausted feeling. I able to cut back on the on med and also on the steriold. Not fun. I Go to the doctors on weds for a follow up. Been hard just trying to keep an eye on my daughter. She is trying her best to help. For the most part she has done good for her. But has been into some things that mom does not know about. When I got very tired I put the xbox on and made her sit with me so I would wake if she got up. For the most part she loves the xbox and the game minecraft. So she was in heaven to play on moms game. I got woken up a lot so she could show me what she did for me on my game.

Any time I have a reaction like this, It takes me a long while to feel like my self again.

On a happy note been able to feed the animals, and my daughter. Slowky making progress. Just everytime I have a reaction I get knocked on my butt for a good month.
Fun fun

The other night I discovered as I woke that I got stung on the top of my foot. It swelled some but not too much. I took benedrill because with my meds thats what the doctor wanted , and reconmend. Benedril with my meds makes me sleep. Obe thing the last 48 hours I got is sleep.... my daughter is having fun with that, she can sneek things better.
Yesterday at 6:40 A.M. I broke my kitchen faucet. Water went everywhere if you turned on or off. My day consist of going to the orthodontist for my daughter as well as buying a new kitchen faucet. We found one on sale and affordable with a high faucet. I love it.
I also used my card to buy a new washer with an aditator so my clothes can be washed better. I hate my front load washer. Just does not clean the clothes well. Some loads I had to wash 6 times. Does not save on water when you have to do that.

When we got home my S.O. and I worked together to carry the washer into the basement, unloaded the wood, and replaced our faucet. Only proble the conector for the dish washer did not work with the new faucet.

Today...ugh ....
I go out to see if my humming bird feeder needed filled. We had another visit from a bear.
Drank the sugar water, and knocked over my outside garden angels.
As I picked them up I again got stung on the same leg as my foot was. And threw my pants. I got nailed on my inner right thigh, by a wasp. I took a benedril earlier. I did ok with it. My hands did ich badly inside not on skin. For about 15 mintues.
As my day continued my leg got hotter.
I was doing some errons in a local town were our hospital and not far my doctors office.
My leg started to get beat red. Not just my thigh but leg. It was hurting pretty bad.
I went to my doctors office to see if yhey can work me in. They were very booked
And were unable too see me. So I drove myself to the ER.
Spent two hours or more.
Got two shots in each cheeck. I had a summer dress on with my g-string panties.
Thankful the male nurse who gave the shots was cute.
I also was given two pills. They kept me for about two good hours til meds start to kicked
in. I was given a prescription for thee other meds to start tomorrow. These meds will make me sleep. Will be hard to watch my daughter, being so tired. But no choice on meds. Doctor also recomend I see an allergist for treatments on bee stings.
If insurance pays for it I can.

In 2011, my S.O. saved my life and watched my daughter. I got stung over 14 times by yellow jackets and almost died. We met the ambulance inroute to hospital. I held traffic up while they got me stabled before our trip to hospital. At hospital had everyone running about me. Give a ton more meds as well. I was in sad shape and no insurance. So they did not keep me but made my S.O. watch me for the next 24 hours to make sure the med worked when I start them the next day. I was purple from head to toe. Scared everyone. I now have to carry Epin with me.
I did not use it today because I did not have issues with breathing. I did ich for a bit. But it stopped. My leg just got worse and worse. The ER doctor said I did that right and did need to go to the ER.

Been a fun few days.

WANTING TO BE THAT OSTRICHE WITH MY HEAD BURIED DEEP IN A SANDY HOLE.

As much as I wanted to be here, my eyes were puffy for the last few days.
Now my throat is very dry feeling from the meds.

ON A VERY GOOD NOTE... I did find a part so I can hook up my dish washer too my sink.
That made me happy.

I did hang out for a while at walmart just incase the meds wore off too fast.
But what a few bad days.

Today, with the slow help from my daughter, we been re-stacking the firewood. We are now over hafe way done. I wanted to be done today but the thunderstorm came in sooner than I thought it wood. Only saw ONE snake so far. Non poisonous, and not to big. Some days I do get frustrated, then I remember why she is special needs. And I love her with all I am. She is very lazy, but sweet as apple pie. Anyways slowly we are getting things done.

I want so baddly to make love under the stars by my firepit. I was hoping tonight. However it is a muddy mess since it's been raining all day.. truthfully I hope someone is watching us. I give them a show to curl their toes. If they see us then they are truss passing on my land. ...
I am so very horny.
Want I so so bad.
The more I think about it the more I get wet.
I what to eat him til he cums. Then keep eatting him so he get hard again and puts his dick up my ass and cum again. I want him to touch me from head to my toes.
Playing all he wants too. I know he will eat my pussy making me squim wildly with his touches snd tongue. Driving me crazy til I unload my cum in his mouth. I will anytime anywhere he wishes make love to him as long as my children are not near. I am so blessed even thou he is at work. I just do not know if I can control the animal in me when he walks threw my door later tonight.

How I dream
Of sucking on you
To drain your main vain
Pleasures
I give

Kissing my way down
From your lips
Moving slow over your chest
Teasing you, as I go
Softly I touch your head
Sending chills up your spine

Still moving lower
Kissing and licking
My way down
Again I rub
Slightly over your cock
You can not wait
A gentle nudge
You push my head

I giggled
You trumbled
As my lips
Kiss closer
I touch your head
Again you shiver
Yet I tease on

My lips, now are near
Upon your cock
My tongue is licking
As I suck your meat
Into my mouth
I take you deep
Sucking strongly

Up and down
My mouth moves
Sucking you strong
In and out
Out and in
Deeply your cock goes
In my thoat
Out again

My breath needs caught
I lick down your shaft
Kissing your balls
Licking them too
Kissing my way
To your tip, again
Sucked it in
Deeply

Your could no longer
Hold your load
Down my thoat
Your steamy load goes
Still in my mouth
Round two
Just for you