Is it me ? or is people becoming more rude and inconciderate?

I could add more, stupid as well..

People are just aweful anymore no manners would rather spit on you than smile.. I just do not get it..

Well that is my rant for today..

You all have nice day.. B

I want to thank all of you that responded to my last blog. I really appreciate all your encouragement, from the bottom of my heart.

Well update: I have decided to go ahead and file bankruptcy and to change jobs, give up my self employment status to become a company driver for awhile, till I get all this settled..

I know it will be a struggle but what the hell it is not the first nor I am sure it will be the last struggle I will and have endured in my life..

My life has been all one big struggle since I was born.. Maybe I should write a book about it all.. LOL..

Have a great week ahead.. B

I have been getting more and more depressed lately it seems no mater which way I turn or what I do to solve my financial problems it just keeps getting worst.. I hire firms to handle the problem only to find out now they are not doing what I paid them to do and what they told me they could do for me on my behalf was not totally the truth.. So now I have to seek legal advice from yet another attorney to see what I can do now to stop the avalance of law suites coming my way over my debts.. I checked into filing bankruptcy and they the attorney I spoke with wants $2500.00 up front to start the process, like I really have the money laying around to give it to him. So I guess getting court protection from bankruptcy is out , because I do not have the money to give the blood sucking attorneys.. So I have to come home yet again and loose more work time to see what other options I have.. I will go down to the court and see if I can file my own bankruptcy paperwork and cut out the blood sucking attorneys..

Of course if that does not work then my last option is 6 feet of rope and a ladder and get the news people to come out and film my suicide by hanging..

I will let you all know what the out come is going to be..

You all have a great weekend and what ever.. I am just so tired of fighting and worrying..

I had to buy a new cell phone my old one the screen went totally blank, I needed a new battery any way so I figured I would just get a new phone, So I go down to the verizon store and I showed them my old one , of course it was over three years old, and could not be fixed.. I knew that before I ever went in..

So any way the customer service bozo, says what kind of phone do I want " I replied just a phone simular to the one I had I do some texting, but mostly just use it as a phone, DUH.." He informs me that I would have to pay an additional $10.00 per month for internet access.. "I said why? I already have an air card for my laptop.. " He said all their cell phones now require internet access to work!!! " I said what the hell you mean to tell me that you do not have just regular cell phones any more" He said nope, however we do have just one that does not require an internet connection, the Samsung intensity, for only $79.95 with a 2 year up grade of course it comes with a $50.00 rebate, "Hmmm" I said " then asked is that all I will have to pay is $79.95" He said " yes" So I go ahead and get the phone well it did not cost me what he said it would.. He said that will be $144.00 I said what you you said and he said yes it is $79.95 but you have to have a memory card and a case and a car charger and plus tax it comes to $144.00 of course you will get back $50.00 mail in rebate, which makes the cost $94.00.. Well shit I said , I really need a phone my old one is not working so I grudgeingly paid for the phone. Wow what a bunch of crap this new phone is.. The second day I had it some how decided to start calling all my contacts. I had a hell of a time getting it to stop. I finally had to call verizon and ask them what the hell is going on with this phone.. Of course they did not have a clue and said for me to take it back to the store I said I cannot do that I am not at home any more I am on the road so after several minutes they gave me to a service tech and he said nothing can be done.. What the hell!!! This phone has a mind of its own I screamed in to the phone at him I need something done to fix it.. He said take to a corporate store and get a new one. Well there is not a corporate store within a 100 miles of me and plus I am in semi truck I just cannot go driving around in the city trying to find one.. So any way I finally got it to stop the calling my contacts for now.. But who knows when it will decide to start calling them again.. I am going to try and find a store during my travels..

I am so pissed at Verizon at this moment I have to grit my teeth.. But now they have me locked into another 2 year contract and it will cost me $175.00 to get out of it.. Damnit anyway..

Enough about my latest rant, I will have more later I am sure.. LOL.. You all have a great weekend and fathers day.

I thought or at least imagined my meeting would be a whole lot more thrilling than it turn out to be..

I guess I anticipated to much or over imagined things, however it was a total flop and did not much excitement, at least on my part that is..

They said they had a great time, but he could not keep a hard-on and she did not put forth much enthusiasm toward the meeting.

Oh well it was a different experience for sure.. I know now what it is to kiss an ash tray.. Ever since I stopped smoking a few years ago.. I have had a real hard time being around others that smoke.. I can tolerate it to a certain extent, except when I am eating and some one is smoking, or riding with someone that is smoking, Now add one more thing to the list, kissing a women or a man for that matter that smoke. Yuk what a real turn off and a real hard-on killer..

Now I am at a quandry.. What and how do I tell the couple that their smoking is a real turn off.. Plus I was not really turned on by them like I was when we chatted or text each other when making our plans to meet and what fun we were going to have..

I thought maybe after we got naked and started to fool around I might get my old spark back that I lost a couple years ago, but nope no spark and as the time past I became even less enthusiastic and just wished it would get over and they would get dressed and go home..

Wow what a real let down..

I guess I will never again experience the euphoria that I once had a few years ago with another couple that I was envolved with..

So what am I to do, at this point I am not sure.. Will have to think about it for while and see if I want to continue in my quest to find another couple to be with or not..

I hope everyone has a great weekend, I know mine will be not so great now..

Today is friday and time to do some playing.. I will take some pictures but only if they do not object.. If they don't then I will post a couple later. You all have a great friday and weekend I know I will.. Yeah. )

Been trying to get things set up for our next meeting.. I know since I will be the experienced one what to expect and what to try.. However I need some feed back from them of what they want to experience and what their fantasies are.. So there will be no surprizes and everyone can have a great time..

My first blog and I am not sure what to type.
I have met a couple here close to me..

I had them over the other night for a break the ice get together , just to talk and thats all..

We will take it slow and make sure all are comfortable and relaxed before going into what we all hope will be a super poly relationship.

They are very curious about it all, they are new to this and even though they were the one that contacted me and presented interest in being with me they are understandably aprehensive and a bit nervous.

I have assured them that going slow and not rushing everything is the best way.. So now we have agreed to meet for the second time and go to the next level, get naked, play around and see what everyone wants to do or not do..

Like I told them "NO" means no and no one will pressure or insist on anything..

The only requirement is to have fun and get comfortable with one another..

I will blog later how it went.. Everyone have a great week ahead..