To attach some pictures of what that nasty virus did to me, hope this works first two pictures....[img][IMG]http://i1107.photobucket.com/albums/h381/cosmickas/S1034041.jpg[/IMG] and img][IMG]http://i1107.photobucket.com/albums/h381/cosmickas/S1034039.jpg[/IMG] that was after two weeks these next shots I took of my body at the same time....[img][IMG]http://i1107.photobucket.com/albums/h381/cosmickas/S1034042.jpg[/IMG] and [img][IMG]http://i1107.photobucket.com/albums/h381/cosmickas/S1034046.jpg[/IMG] Then after amonth, about the time I wasnt able to walk at all, my legs and feet looked like this....[img][IMG]http://i1107.photobucket.com/albums/h381/cosmickas/S1034061.jpg[/IMG] and [img][IMG]http://i1107.photobucket.com/albums/h381/cosmickas/S1034060.jpg[/IMG] if you look at my right leg, just below my knee, you can see a scab..That was the point of entry for the little bastard. Only just last week, my tongue would swell up to the point were I had to even take out my tongue stud!! I am happy to report I am nice and healthy now, but the infection made me gain about two stone in weight, I went from nine stone all the way to eleven and a half, so I got my wish to be a bigger girl, but suffered for it, I am now back to a slim nine stone (cant tell you what that is in kilogrames sorry)!! I will write further tomorrow, let you know 'where my head is at'...Have to admit to being rather down past few days though and I very nearly sought solice with the heroin...But I didnt, I have come too far now to go back to that world, I am stronger now. If this pix thing doesnt work, this blog is going to look stupid and its not cause I am on planet kas either!!
stay safe and take care where ever you are in the world HUGS xoxoxox

Here's yet another tune its a live version...I lost a very very very important person to me and I am alone again in my cyber bubble....[url]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DRbXqpTksFY[/url] and heres the lyrics.....http://www.lyricsty.com/faithless-we-come-one-lyrics.html Hope its not too 'dancy' for you all...I love faithless!!

[url]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l5ufPTvBmHU[/url] Hope this works for you now, specially Ynott..Hey my mistakles, which are plenty I admiit, its just me on planet kas!! I dont have the time to write anything longer, I am away for the night, so I will waffle about my infection (oh no not again I hear you cry)!! But I can attach pictures to show you what it did to me, soo hope your all alright and safe. Take care people... x))xx

Hey gang,

I am finally starting to feel much more like myself now, my nasty virus has gone and the flu too. So I intend to try to take some new pictures during the week, I have a rare morning off from work today, felt so good to roll over, go back to sleep at 4am, instead of getting up!! Although have to go in tonight for four hours til 7pm...I can handle that, its friday tomorrow afterall TF!!
Just want to give a mention to Ynott...Cant have been nice buddy, but at least your free from 'it' now and once again, I have to thank each and everyone of you, for staying in touch and caring about me when I was so unwell, I repeat this alot..But I love this site and I am so lucky to have so many lovely friends on here and in site support who care enough about me. I am menopausel so prone to crying alot along with all the other symtoms!! I am/was moved, shame its not in a sexual way hey?? LOL.

I will try to get in the 'taking pix zone' after my shower, which reminds me, still have some shower shots to post yet, which you seem to like, which I hate personally. I will post those with some new stuff mixed in. Must say I have come accross some really sexy girls while checking out others pictures Smoke and mirrors, Tigers Eyes, Kerstiin and sexy Paula to name a few, I will always love a curvy girl, actually I should tell you the infection I had made me gain about an extra stone and a half, I was almost eleven stone, no idea what that is in kilogrames, sorry, I just know thats big!! I was not in the least bit curvy, I was a balloon, I am back down to my usual weight of just nine stone, I have always maintained that weight all my life no matter what I stuff in my mouth!!

Guess waffled on some again...So hope your worlds are happy ones, I am almost, not quite, walking to work in the dawn light at 5.45am, next few days will get better, spring is with us now, no doubting that,we had an exceptionally warm febuary, so all the trees have leaves and the flowers are out or on there way!! I intend to make the most of this summer, make it one to remember, as too be frank, when your an addict, the seasons just merge unnoticed, but I am not an addict anymore, she says rather proudly!!! Be safe people and as ever MASSIVE HUGZ XOXXOXOXOOXOXO

Hello my gang,

Firstly thank you so very much to each and everyone who sent me messages of get well soon, I am still not completely free of whatever the nasty little bastard virus was, my tongue swells up, but seems to be calming down now, not only that, I have had the flu for the past three weeks and I dont think it would have lasted that long had I been a lot healthier, but I guess my body has fought so hard to fight the virus I had, my immune systemn must be depeleted slightly making me more suseptible to any clolds etc. I had some blood work done, as my Doctor wasnt able to indentify what the virus was or how to treat it just by examing me, they then lost the first set of results, which take a week to process here, so that meant going back for more, but be that time they got back a week later, I had fought this myself for almost a two months so the blood test couldnt tell us what the virus was, however what they did tell me was that I am most certainly in the early stages of the menopause (oh the joy)!! I am also an undiagnoised diabetic, I have to go to our local hospital to have a 'blood sugar tolerence test' to determain what type I have. But I have been assured I may not have to inject any insulin,(I have never ever injected myself, fills me with dread) I might be able to control this with changing my diet and maybe pills, so I have already started to change my diet by eating more fruit and p[lenty veg (I am bloody sick of fruit already)!! But if it means I remain healthy than so be it.
I guess I have waffled on to you as per usual, so I will leave it there..But once again, thank you to all my friends who got in touch with concerns for me and for NN for always being there for me. I praise this site alot..But I mean it, the suupport team here are fantastic, so thank you to all who help me from support and the site its self, its nice to know I am not just another name on the database..HUGZ to you all and I am happy, which is something I am getting used to....But I am finally free of the evil Heroin and I am walking 20ft tall and no one knows why..Its all good people, take care and be safe wherever you are in the world and thank to you all for your continued support and friendship XXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Ps: I will get round to posting some pictures of my swollen limbs soon.....Er when I know how!! LOL xoxoxo

hey gang,

Just a brief one tonight, but I full intend to write a longer one tomorrow, with all the details...I have been rather unwell for about ten weeks now with a nasty virus, that spread from my toes to my nose, swelling and doubling me in size and it quiet literally paralyzed me almost two weeks, nasty little bastard!! I was not a pleasant sight, so that has kept me away from this world, as no matter how, where I sat it was just constant pain. I want to try to attach some daily pictures I took of my self, but A I am not sure how to and B the program I am using might deem my body shots as 'unsuitable', we shall see. I look far too gross to post them for the world to see and I would rather attach them to a blog.

I realize I have gotten so very far behind with all my messages and friend requests, so my sincere apologies to anyone I have yet to get back to and I will over the course of the next few days, try to answer as many message as I can. But a big thank you to all of you who have sent messages asking if I am alright..I was and I am still overwhelmed, your all stars each and everyone of you, so a HUGE THANK YOU you take care my friends MASSIVE HUGZ XXOXOXOXO

Oh!! Cyber bubble....Its still there, still strong and I am still happy!!! Hope all your worlds are good too

Rather haunting me finks, but I like it....[url]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MCFYMU6AuK4[/url] I will write some words and up date you with news on my swollen limbs later....xx

This tune is again not telling you anything from my prospective.....I am pretty happy at the moment, just think they are both excellent covers and I really like Flunk!!

[url]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZVaT-S0fhQA[/url]
[url]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vyjNCFje8bc&feature=related[/url]

Hope your worlds are happy places too, take care and MASSIVE HUGZ XOXOXO

Love Skyline, I am not posting it to try to tell you something I simply love this tune.....

[url]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3flMdKkd928[/url] and the lyrics should you need them!!......[url]http://www.justsomelyrics.com/1989638/Skyline-Ladies-Lyrics[/url]

I am happy today, I am alive, healthy (ish) My thoughts go out to the many people in Japan and all around the world really, that are not as fortunate as I. But I am still very much in love and feeling rather contented, feeling good!!

Hope all is well in your worlds take care people x))))x

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