[url]http://www.flickr.com/photos/octopus7/4306390814/[/url] Gets me so horny, love the power it produces..))))))

Hello to the few who take the time to read my waffle.....Thank you!!
I had a good for once, no real dramas and felty pretty good actually, I do feel pretty flat today, I am generally a wash out on frdays, its all those early sarts that do it, which leads me on to a little story for you...
I have walked the same route early in the morning for many years and you get used to passing the same cars, people and let me tell you, folks are alot more friendly at 5.45am than later in the mornings. I say good morning to a few now who I have passed over the years, depending on what time I set off...Anyway about two months ago, I noticed this new guy on the route and we would roughly pass eachother at the same time, so it started out with eye contact, then moved on to an acknowledgement nod to one another, to saying good morning last week. he looks like a biker/hippy type, long hair, wears hippy scarves and associated apparel. I have seen him smoking so once during last week, I passed him alittle something to make him smile and caught him again this am, I again gave him a little gift, he thanked me for the smiles then we did the usual "have agood weekend, see you Monday" thing...I have no idea of his name, or if he is single, but he is just someone I pass that I say hello to...He is kinda cute I must admit and I get a nice warm vibe from him, looks in my age range too, but I will, as ever, trust in the Universe see where it takes me. I know there is no way I am going another year without a shag thats for certain, no way at all man!!!
So good to read others blogs who are also walking seemingly on the brightside, makes me feel good to read positive blogs. Although I am still alittle lost without 'Ynott', he was such a regular vistor to the status page and to my pictures and blogs. I sincerely hope the chap is alright, no way of knowing really, for me, I must mention Col..I wont go in to details, but hope all went well with you sir!!

Thats all for now, I am going to attach a tune (oh no they cry) I said previously I felt a little flat and heard this on my ipod I will attach the lyrics in case you dont want to listen...

Take great care my world wide friends HUGS xoxxoxoxoxo

Tune... [url]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dGuhHPLxxK0[/url] and here the lyrics.. [url]http://www.lyricsfreak.com/l/lamb/small_20081368.html[/url]

Not long outta bed, but not looking forward to another long hard week at all...I will keep you all imformed if anything happens no worries...Have agood week people, remember we are amoungest thousands who also hate mondays...Soon be friday hey?? lol

Takecare my world wide friends have agood monday HUGS xoxoxxo

I have just re read what I wrote last night and have to admit to losing my thread alot during the thought processes in my fried brain and of the blog, what my point was..I simply write what comes into my head, but not a goood typer, so head down mostly. But then spell checker isnt working (I have clicked box and nothing, its an old pc))! So have to sometimes look up at what written to double check all the time..So realised I had gone off on a tangent afew times, so used cut and paste alot, I wrote this when I was sooo tired after a very long hard week at work, so wasnt really paying attention to what I was reading, just scanned it quickly, so didnt notice completely what I had written. I had had such a good happy day I wanted to tell you about it, they are few and far between for me hey?? Anyway I am far from flawless, should be used to me now you lot!! as always, take care wherever you are HUGS you all oooooooo

I had rather a good day today, for no particular reason..I did have fun on the status page, I seem to spend more time on there than in the chat rooms now! Anyway, I left the house with a big wonderful smile on my face and everyone I passed I smiled at..Now I dont know what its like everywhere else on the planet, but we avoid eye contact with one another here, what I mean is, most people would look at me in surprise that some mad looking woman is grining at them and saying hello..I also had some happy tunes in my head from my pod! I felt really good about myself and just wanted to share, I just dont spend enough time 'freaking out the straights' enough!!
One of my favourite hobbies is to freak out the straights, I like the different reactions I get, must admit most today who I passed replied with a smile and I passed rather a few..TFIF is all I can say I am shattered..I have been doing some extra hrs at work and not getting home til after 7pm, thats after my long day from getting up so early for work which can be anytime after 3.30am.
Thank you to all who commented or sent me pm's regarding my new series of pictures, really pleased you like the old bike guys!! I am doing alot better now than have been of late, cant live in the past and have to move on and forget, so reluctantly, I have let something very special go....I am a changed person now, a new improved version partly down to the continued support I get from you guys and partly because my life hopes/dreams have taken a new direction for lots of reasons. I am certainly starting to feel happier with myself and feeling more confident, again down to you lot, my regulars on here, my friends, who keep me sane..I cant thank NN support or you lot enough for helping me to transform from a lost heroin addict into a heroin free and I hope a nicer person too, I am able to empathise more, now I have my emotions back, I 'feel' more for others. Your support is still there regardless of my tasteless pussie shots....You are still all there for me and I have such affection for a special few of you and you should all know who you are!! Too many to mention here, guess check my friends list.
I am obiviously full of reggrets for some things I have done in the past and how my actions have hurt people close to me, but I have been forgiven by the people who really matter in my life, so thats the main thing, but for the odd one ot two, forgiveness is a long way away yet, if ever.
I have tried to make 'amends' to no avail,I am still smarting from that one, but that old adage..Time is a great healer... So I give in mister bed head and I can only say once again I am sorry to have caused you such pain, when without you I wouldnt be the person I am today, but I dont feel totally at fault for this one mister...
Guess I have waffled enough at you,I will be posting some more bike and me shots soon, pleased you seem to like them, take care wherever you are on the planet, all good on my planet!! HUGS people XOXXOXO

hello gang,

I have now reached my private message limit and I cant answer any more pm messages either...Some 139 of you, you who have sent me messages sometime ago, now you have fallen beyond my humble freebie member limit, I only get to see 50 messages at atime, oh the joy of premium membership!! So a big apology to anyone who sent me a message I havent replied to, its just I cant get to you now...

On the 'wheres my head at'? Front...Well my ears are still ringing from a certain difficult call I had with a certain someone on the phone the other night screaming at me, but I can competely understand where he was coming from, I have played my part in the down fall, but the phone call....Thats where the main damage was done anyways, so now, what little hope of any kind of a friendnship are blown to smithereens now!!
I have often told you, I dont handle happiness very well, well I mean sustained happiness, depression is what I am mostly used to and if things are going too well, I have a tendancy therfore, to make trouble for myself somehow, someway, throw a spanner in the works, so to speak, so thats what I did, in fact it manifested itself with the imfamous c**t shots, I loath so much..(( I know I am an extremely difficult person to understand, thats why, I guess, I have always been myself at all times from the very first time I seriously got involved with the site, I knew no different anyways, but honesty helps to try to understand someone I feel...
Anyway, sun is shining with me and I am back to posting more subtle and acceptable pictures of myself (although have to admit love the bike so much better)!! Thank you so much for all the complimentary pm's your ace you lot, thank you, some of you, for sticking with me and making me feel worthwhile and worthy...

Takecare people, whereever you lay your hat in the world HUS xoxoxoxxo

[url]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r7rF2EZ0A_0[/url]

Just wanted and have wanted to mention for the past few bloogs....I apologise to anyone who has sent me a message or asked me to be their friend...Thank you so very much first of all, but now I am back down to a humble free member I have a pm and private message limit I can send in 24hrs, I will up grade when my financies allow I rather enjoyed it and lets face it,I am always in here, I have my own room....
I will try so hard to answer some requests/pm;s next few days,but obviously some of you will have now slipped to page two which is unreachable, bit like me and hopes for some sex so sorry, take care xoxoxox

Hello gang,
I had a great time spent with my friend and after sleeping then reflecting and with hindsight (oh what a gift to have)!!
I wanted to firstly apologize for the very tasteless pictures I posted of my c**t, I was just so extremeley angry, upset and very much in self destruct mode, so by way of punishing myself, I posted the pictures I would never post for bragirl. These particular pictures were taken about two years ago,I found the old file on this pc. Karen in private is very much different than bragirl, obviously!!
I have also been going over said blog in my hhead...I still dont know the details, to be farnk, I am not really interested now anyway, not really any of my business anyways plus the blog did me a favour, helped me to move on and try not to rush into things too much and sadly, be a bit more sceptical. I have always endeavoured to be myself, love me or hate me, I am always honest....
Today, I feel good it has helped talking to my bestest friend, made it easier to understand from both points of view, so things are much clearer inside this busy and full head of mine...I am sure something else will crop up soon, but for now its all good, stay safe you guys and take care HUGZS to all of you XOXOXXOXOOX
Ps Attached yet another tune (oh bloody hell what is this shit now)???
I love this singer,I have all her stuff, but she sings sometimes with 'drum and bass' backing this isnt so your safe heres the tune....[url]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ETDEO3WuibE&feature=related[/url] and heres the lyrics.....http://www.musicsonglyrics.com/K/kosheenlyrics/kosheenletgolyrics.htm

Hello all,

Can I just start by saying thank you to everyone who got in touch, one way or another with me monday and yesterday after a certain status comment, then blog, which leads me onto blogs.....

I have since learnt and only very early this am, that the said blog that got me so down was not intended for me directly, but with my paranoia, self confidence issues and of course the simallrities with some of the words he wrote to our situation, also how are relationship, the unit we were, how that has changed the past few weeks, I just automatically assumed it was aimed at me and nothing was said to the contrary was said before either, no reassuring call, msg anything to warn of what was about to be written, posted and read by you guys, to put me at ease first really, but then that would gave the game away suppose....
So went to that dark place for a few days, because there would seem to have been an relationship of some kind going on anyway, so guess it was over and has been for sometime, I kinda knew anyways really, got that vibe and as I have said before, nn is ace, but its not quite a dating site it is really?? I know a few of you have gotten together married even because of nn and overcome many obstacles placed in your way to be together. Who knows he might be out there in nn land the one for me, bragirl shall continue, in fact I off to spend the night at my friends, to purposely get some new pictures taken, think once I get back into posting mode, where I always enjoy reading your comments, pm's guys so thank you by the way. Plus my friend, he will takecare of my every need for the next 48hrs, giive me some much needed tcl, welll bloody hope so!! I am sooooo lucky to have him as a friend and for so long we have been together now, must be over 18yrs, hes like my brother and I love him dearly.
So to the many I talk to, I wont be around now til late thursday or friday, so you lot....Take care, be safe where ever you are on the planet, thank you, as always for your conitinued support hope, I wouldnt be who I am without you guys and nn. I hope I can get some good pictures for you, love the great outdoors, later gators XOXOXOXOXO