So, I haven't really been on here in a very long time. I wasn't really interested in it all anymore, but I was curious about it a lot over the years. I'd forget about it & not look. I'd try to log in, but forgot my information. I was thinking about it the other day & my log in information just came to me out of no where. I was so shocked when it actually worked. I haven't decided if I want to become an active member again like I was before or just kind of look around, add some blogs, maybe a pic (some things have changed). In any case, I want my old pics to save. I hope everyone has been well.

Thanks,
BICTML

Well, it's been almost a year. I suppose I should update. I'm seeing a new guy. Finally told the other one to piss off. I was tired of his shit. He may have been great in bed, but 4 1/2 years of him was to much. I really like this new guy & our taste in kinky is pretty close. I'm getting tied up again for the first time in 15 years. He's doing a good job, but I want a little more rough. I told him today I need to speak up more when he's being too gentle. He said yes you do. He's really pretty amazing. I have hopes for things going well, but figure it's a train wreck waiting to happen. I'm going to enjoy the hell of ride in the meantime. Maybe I can get a pic or two, but I doubt it. He doesn't want to share. Well, I'll let you go.

*kisses*

I just noticed I haven't posted anything in a really long time. I noticed my last post was about sleeping with that ex-coworker. Funny, I'm still sleeping with that same guy off and on. He does a REALLY good job of pleasing me. So, I figured why mess with a good thing?

So, I finally sealed the deal with the ex-coworker. It's about freaking time after all this time waiting. I'll try to write a story based on the experience soon. It's way past my bedtime right now. lol

*kisses*

So, I finally got the guy's number that I've been dreaming about. You know, the ex-coworker who I was lusting over all the time. We've been texting. He asked me over for a good time, but I couldn't get away. *sigh* I hope one of these days soon I can find the time to sneak away and get busy with him. I think it would be tons of fun. We are exchanging naughty pix. So, maybe we won't be surprised by what we find.

Other than that, not a lot going on. It's starting to storm here. It's weird, if you weren't paying attention, the thunder kind of sounds like the earthquake just before it hits. Yeah, that's another thing, all these damned earthquakes/aftershocks. It sucks. Just now, I felt the earth move, but I think it was the storm. We've had over a week of aftershocks now. Just when you think it might be settling down, boom, here comes another one.

I hope all is well with all of you.

*hugs and kisses*

Hey guys! I know it's been awhile since I posted anything photo or written. I took a few photos with my cell earlier and posted them. They aren't the quality that you would get with the camera, but at least it was something. I haven't gotten anything good written up in so long either. I think my libido has been on break or something. Sorry about that. There's really no news to report here.

I'm kind of bummed out, the co-worker I wrote about before having dreams about all the time, he had sex with one of my friends. Now, I don't fault him, he didn't know I was drooling over him all the time, but my friend knew. One of our mutual friends informed me and she freaked out. He was like, "I didn't know I was supposed to keep it from her." I send her an IM and told her I wasn't upset or mad about it and I guess I'm not really, but at the same time, doesn't that break some female code or something? Maybe I missed the meeting where they changed it. I don't know. lol

Anyway, I hope that 2008 has been good to you so far. I've just been busy with the kids. Son's playing basketball and daughter's in gymnastics. Plus, all the other stuff in between. I'll try to be a little more visible around the site than I have been. *crossing fingers*

*Kisses all*

You guys may or may not like this. I'm going to post a few of my stories where the ending isn't so great, but they are going to be true things that have happened to me at some point in the past. The minor details may have faded a bit over time, but rarely do you forget certain things that happen with certain people.

"The Two Minute Marathon Man"

He and I had met online and talked for quite a few months. We quit chatting for awhile when got back in contact with me. We then talked on the phone a few times and decided to meet. We met at a local gas station and I noticed then that he wasn't really dressed to impress. He was shorter than I imagined not that there's anything wrong with that. I prefer my guys to be under 6', but have been very interested in a guy that was 6'8". He had on a work shirt that had a company logo on it. It just so happened that is was HIS company. It was a kind of yellow polo shirt, but I wasn't impressed. A nice casual shirt would've been fine.

We went out to eat at one of the local Chinese restaurants and talked about everything. Of course, as is the norm with men, the topic turned to sex. Granted, I love talking about sex as much as the next pervert, but I hadn't even met him on a site like this one. I'm sure it was match.com or something similar. We had chatted about our likes and dislikes a few times while online. So, I guess it wasn't totally out in left field that we should chat about it in person.

After leaving the restaurant we decide to take a drive. In the process of deciding where to go we choose to go check out a very popular restaurant in another town that had just burned down. Neither one of us had had a chance to go see it yet. We get there and look around. There's nothing spectacular about it. It was your typical burned down building. As we were sitting in the still lit up parking lot alone along a busy stretch of the highway, he decided to move in for the kiss. I try to evade his advances as I'm not feeling it right now. He manages to get the kiss out of me anyway. I feel nothing special, just that I had this kiss. He starts to feel me up and tries to move my hand over to his already stiffening cock. At this, I tell him that maybe we should go someplace a little more private.

We drive for quite a while and in the process he tells me that I had never informed him that I had a tongue ring and that he's never gotten to experience one before. In not so many words, he was dying for me to suck his cock with the tongue ring on so he could feel it. I give the hint that maybe I could oblige that. (As you all know who read my blogs, I LOVE giving head.) He was really pretty sweet on the way to our secluded spot. He held my hand and we had a nice little talk. He even asked if I had a place I would like to go. I didn't. So, on we drove to his spot.

We drove along until we hit a country road. We weaved around some curves until we ended up pulling into a lease road. It wasn't really that far off the main country road. He leans over and we start to kiss again. He moves over to my side of the truck and starts to take of my shirt as he puts my hand on his pants. I rub him from outside his pants for awhile until I decide to start to unbutton and unzip them. He's already got my bra off by this time and giving my nipples a little play, which I throughly enjoyed. I get to the point where I actually have his mostly hard cock out of his pants and he stops what he's doing and practically shoves it into my face. (There are better ways to get a girl to suck your cock, like just letting her do it.) This didn't set well with me, but I did it anyway. He didn't have a bad cock, and I so love to please a man. After having orally pleased him for awhile, I decide to quit because I'm not getting anything. I know, I shouldn't always expect anything, and there are plenty of times that I would much rather just get the man off than worry about myself, but this was not one of those times. He gets the hint and removes my pants.

He fingers me just enough to make sure I'm a little wet. Then, he climbs on top of me and starts pumping away. Now, I have to move in such a way that I'm getting any pleasure out of this at all, and he's not worried about it in the slightest. I, honestly, had never been treated with such terrible fuck etiquette at all. I was horrified at this point. He was feverishly to get his rocks off, and I was struggling to feel much of anything. All the while, he's looking over my shoulder to make sure no one is coming down the road. After what couldn't have been more than two minutes, he pulls out and cums all over my belly. Then, just lays there breathing heavily as I, aggrivated to death by this time, move to where his pelvis is hitting my clit just right and start to get myself off. He freaks out, asks if he's out, I say yes, but I wanted a little myself, and jumps off as fast as he can. He hands me some toilet paper and almost orders me to clean myself off. I do so, but then I sit there dumbfounded and half refusing to get dressed. I finally do, but don't put on my bra. Why? I don't know.

We leave this spot and he asks me what I want to do next. I can barely say anything. He does take my hand again and hold it while we drive around. He finally apologizes for cumming so fast, but said it had been awhile. I finally decide to warm back up to him a bit. I really did like him and I know I can work with people in the sex department and get things to go a bit better. So, foolishly, I decide to give it another go. I tell him where to drive so that we will end up in another secluded spot where he won't have to worry about other vehicles coming along.

We get there and start to make out again. This time, he does do a bitter better paying attention to me. It's still not great, but I am getting quite a bit wetter and hornier this time. I did suck him a bit, but I wasn't about to suck him as long as I did last time for fear that he would cum so fast that I wouldn't get much of anything again.

He climbs on board and starts to fuck away. I'm feeling it a little more this time and start to kiss his chest and run my fingers down his back. I get into a good position for me to get at least feeling pretty good. He goes at it for possibly five minutes this time. Oh, the horror, not again! He climbs off a bit faster this time and hands me the toilet paper again. I hardly even hesitate for a minute before I'm cleaned up, dressed, and ready to get back home.

We hardly say two words to each other as I tell him how to get back where we started from. I think I leaned over and kissed him for one last time and went home. I might have tried to call him one time after that and then, we never spoke again. It was more his loss for real. I could've taught him so many things. He would've been so prepped and ready for the next girl. I don't know, maybe there are girls out there that enjoy that because they just don't know better, but that girl is not me.

I went to buy me a new bra the other day and I wasn't happy with any of the bras that I was trying on. None of them seemed right. After trying on six different bras I finally broke down and let the salesperson measure me. Needless to say, I went from a 46DDD to a 42H. OMG! When did that happen? I think it's okay though. That means that some of the weight I've dropped lately is showing up somewhere, but it's too bad I didn't actually lose any boob. I thought that was one of the first things to go. Oh well, I had to actually special order them and I'll get them in about a week or so. I shall see then if they fit good.

Well, I keep having these dreams about this guy I used to work with. It's driving me crazy. I have the most fun in these dreams. If I can remember enough details to one of them one of these days, I'll be sure to write one of my lovely blogs about it.

When I first started posting pictures, I did a really good job of thanking every single person who sent me a nice e-mail. Now, that is few and far between. I just wanted to send out a global thanks to all who admire my photos. I'm going to try to get some new ones out soon. I did finally get a new digicam. So, give me your suggestions and I'll see what I can do. Remember, I'm taking this photos myself. So, don't ask for something that is impossible to do alone. Also, I have to get the time to do it. Sometimes that's an impossible task. I can't wait to see your ideas. Thanks again!