Hello, Come and have a nice friendly chat in the chatroom :) ... We do not bite ..........Much :) * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * OH IF YOU DO NOT ASK IF YOU CAN PRV MESSAGE ME 1ST WHEN I AM IN CHAT. I HAVE THE RIGHT TO SMACK YA IN THE GOB!!! * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * WE have a new NN account Elle_and_Rocky (its now the 2 of us). I am a STRAIGHT MARRIED Full bodied Woman - NOT INTERESTED IN SWAPPING PICS, CAMMING, MFM, FMF OR FF FLINGS OR SHARING. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Used to live in the Uk but moved to USA to be with my Rockhard man:) * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
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Wednesday, August 28, 2013, 8:22:29 PM- ...... | ||
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Wednesday, August 28, 2013, 5:03:35 PM- 28th August ..... | ||||||
It's the 1st Birthday of my Mum who passed on 13th March 2013. Today is the first time I cannot phone her to wish her Happy Birthday - Today i Miss that immensley. If Your Mum is still here please Phone her and let her know that you love her before it is too late, 'cos then when you can't you cry ..... a lot. Missing my Mum everyday and especially today. Happy Birthday Mum xoxoxox | ||||||
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Tuesday, August 27, 2013, 8:31:03 PM- ...... | ||||||
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Monday, August 26, 2013, 9:57:09 PM- ........ | ||||||
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Sunday, August 25, 2013, 6:26:08 PM- Cock Cork ......... | ||||||
No that’s not a banana in his pocket, he’s just really happy to keep your bottle drinks fresh while your not drinking them. | ||||||
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Saturday, August 24, 2013, 8:02:25 PM- Hello again .... | ||||||
Yesterday: ..... I went and had my 2nd mammogram, things went well until the mammographer showed me a blob ...... then told me that the doctor would take a look and she showed me into a little lobby where I was to stay until I was told to either go home or until I was told to go and have an ultrasound done, the lobby was chilly and luckily enough I still had my shorts on and the nice fluffy little bed jacket type thing to cover me up so I would not feel the chill too much. I could help myself to coffee or tea but I opted for just plain 'ol tap water - lol. Well the nurse came out and said I had to have an ultrasound 'cos the doc wanted a better look at this blob (I reckon 'cos the doc wanted to make more money). So I waited approx another 25 minutes ..... Yep I had a little weep .... as one does, I was alone and men were not allowed in that part of the building. So I was called into the ultrasound office whereby I had the ultrasound, the lady had some trouble in finding what she needed and I could see it all ..... then at the same time we both said there it is........And there it was ....... Didn't look like a blob to me but a blck thing that looked like a sperm (sorry thats all I could think of at that time 'cos that is what it looked like) ...... it is approx. 2" deep into my boob ..... then she measured it length ways and width ways ..... then she had to call the doc in to have a gander (look) at it ..... The doctor came in (short, older than me, with grey hair and said I spoke like an Aussie.... lol) .... - he looked at the ultrasounds and then had a feel to see if he could feel anything ..... Well he couldn't feel anything like a lump ...... All i could feel was the pain of so much pressing and prodding of my poor boob .... After all that he then went on to say that I have 2 options...... 1st option was to have a biopsy ......... 2nd option was to have another mammogram and ultrasound like I had today in another 6 months. Option 2 and the 6 month check up is to keep an eye on this blob and to see if it gets any bigger or uglier - 'cos at the moment it is a nice smooth thing and the doc is about 98% sure that it is nothing untoward. But, still leaves doubt in my mind. He never mentioned the 'C' word except for the one time when he explained this smooth thing - as he said most 'C's were on the rough and ugly side. So am I clear ------ I do not know. More in 6 months I guess ...... And they will keep an eye out on the blob for at least 2 years and if nothing has changed then they give you the all clear and you once again back in the yearly club. So yes, I do weep and will continue to do so until I come to terms with this. I am uninsured and today it cost $270.00 last week for my first mammogram it cost $99.00 The biopsy (if I have it) I am still awaiting the costing on that to see if the very last of our savings will cover it - if not it will be the 6 monthly check-ups. Other than that ..... that is all for now ..... Thank you all for your thoughts and wishes - Bless you all. Elle xox | ||||||
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Friday, August 23, 2013, 4:18:53 AM- ...... | ||||||
Well tomorrow I have to have a second mammogram and or an ultrasound on one of me boobs as they found an 'abnormality' ...... So here I am as sleep is somewhat secondary atm ...... It may be nothing but then again it may be something ...... I'm obviously hoping for the best news - god knows I could do with some .......... I can't win the lottery and so ....... Will let you know what the results are as I find out on the same day apparently ......... Elle x | ||||||
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Thursday, August 22, 2013, 3:19:29 PM- Look Deep Into Your Heart ...... | ||||||
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Wednesday, August 21, 2013, 8:03:17 PM- Man' Best Friend ...... | ||||||
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Wednesday, August 21, 2013, 5:37:43 PM- Hello ........ | ||||||
Well hello Luvvies xoxoxox Just a lil of what's been going on ..... 9th August Rocky is off for a staycation - lots of things to do around here ..... 9th August Rocky's Mum is taken to hospital. Rocky's mum died for a few minutes in the ER ....... A nurse performed CPR and the crash team were called ..... Rocky's mum pulls through. Rocky's Mum in the ICU for a few days, and then transferred to the Cardiac Ward - Where we had to dress up in the yellow garb (they call them the Big Bird stuff) lol. 13th August, Mum is still in the cardiac ward and then transferred to a rehab facility. 13th August Me has a mammogram (1st one ever) ...... Nurse asked me if I wanted to see the pics, I did. Where upon she explained things to me - strange to see me boobs squished and in an xray lol. 15th August - I get results from the mammogram ...... I have to have another mammogram xray and OR both mammogram and ultrasound on one of me boobs as they found an abnormality ........ I know it does not seem a big deal but when the word 'Cancer' is in black and white for you to actually see it frights the life out of you. We took the mammogram as the dept was doing a August special for $99. 17th August - Rocky's Mum's Birthday - and she seems to be doing well in the rehab centre, and the physical therapy seems to be fine and plus she has some food and is on a salt free diet. 21st August - Finally I get a response from my docs office and then I phone the mammogram centre to organise a date for the next step. Having all that time to think about the letter etc and the waiting from the docs office really threw a spanner in me and yes I am a worry wart ........ So I shall try to remember to let you all know what happens after I have digested it ... Remember Gals (and guys) to have those Screenings Love and hugs Elle xoxo | ||||||
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