Like.....wtf.......life sometimes...for real though. I don't know.... just when you think you figure some thing out some one comes to tell you you're doing it wrong. The evil win the rich ignore the poor starve the dumb fail.
I hate that I am prideful. But it is a fact. I would rather hold a grudge....talk shit..make excuses....hell I'd even rather lie before I admitted I was wrong about something. Granted these are very extreme cases...normally I'm so cheery and motherfucking chipper. X-D But no one realizes how the gears turn in here. The grease running my cogs is of a different brand than most. I pick up on the weirdest things...
I hate being called out.....but i hate apologizing for calling some one out even more. I also hate when everyone around me is trying to tell me something and I find out they've all been right this whole friggin time. Hopefully I can prevent that from happening again.
What the fuck is the point of standing up for your self and your beliefs if you are going to be looked down on and pushed around because of them? People that can't separate business from casual have no right conducting in such business. My freedom of speech should not jeopardize my well being.
Now I have to put on a pretty face and waste one of my last free weekends smiling or a bunch of people that used to be friends. And it's only here recently that I am realizing that they Used to be friends.....growing apart is not a bad thing. It frees up time for finding other hobbies and rediscovering traits.
I have been wanting to get more spiritually into crystals and energy and meditating..I kind of want to look into Tarot cards.. because I feel......things. (I know, insert pervy comment here lol) I think they would serve me a great purpose. I want to figure out how to get more in tune with nature and I need to know where to start. I am about to go to a damn book store and start there. Might as well. I need new reading material. I need zen. Especially before classes start..in a week..I also need a free full time maid....can we make that happen? I flash boobies.
The magic of blogs is I feel a little bit better now. And knowing I can post this without people in my personal life getting nosey and taking offense and asking questions is WONDERFUL. Can I get an amen for NN!! I think this is quite satisfactory. G'night y'all.

I am honestly shocked by the overwhelming response to my pics. ^__^ I can't tell you all how it made me feel. But you all probably already know lol. This site is wonderful for ones self confidence and it is certainly inspiring me to post more pictures. But I want my Pirate ad I verified first. Those pics were really just to appease the masses hehe. I've been a crazy distracted butt for a couple days, but I just realized school doesn't start for a few more weeks, so I have more NN time.
I am still super thankful for Juicy and RATEDM2, who were so awesome to me. All of the repeat NNers really lol, y'all are a different bunch of bananas but I love it.
I'm nervous about this semester coming up and I actually have a favor to ask. Can any one recommend good studying/ note taking techniques? I did really well last semester, pretty much on a fluke, and I want to do the same this time but the classes will be a little more intense. I wouldn't mind finding a study buddy on here too..if that's a thing haha. I don't know how that would work but I'm creative. ^^ So if anybody actually reads this (lol) and has study advice it'd be much appreciated. Ttyl's

I haven't done this in a LONG while, but I figured since this is my first blog, I should probably tell y'all a little about myself.
I'm in my 20's, my hub is in his 30's. We have the same birthday, that's how we met, thank you facebook. We've been together for over four years.
I came from a rocky up bringing, my parents had their issues. But because of it I've had a lot of experiences I wouldn't trade for the world. All of my friends have kids. I'm over here with my dogs and cat. Lol. I'm in school to become a choir teacher. My Pirate(the hubs) is an engineer. He's a smarty pants and a true pirate.
I worked really hard to get where I am now and am still working to get better every day.
I am usually a really, like ridiculously happy person, but don't try to piss me off. I don't like that. Neither does my Pirate. Lol.
Thank you again to the special chat folks who welcomed Pirate and myself so quickly. I'm excited to get to know you all!!! Thank you for helping us dip deeper into the NN community!!
xoxoxoxo