This blog's inspiration can be attributed to NN user NewbieDelight.

Well you asked for it...

What turns me on?

I would absolutely love a fully bisexual polyamorous lifestyle with people that I can truly love and be able to act on the majority of my sexual feelings. I would love a group of 3 or 4 guys and 2 or 3 gals to explore sexually with on a regular basis, some 1 on 1, but mostly all together. I would love nothing more to be all together satisfying each other atleast to 3 orgasms. I want to feel a hard cock pounding my ass full of cum while I'm licking another man's cum out of a woman's pussy or ass. Once the guy cums in my ass, I would love for one of the girls or guys to lick my ass a little, getting me ready to add some cum to the pussy or ass of the girl I just licked. Then, as I am getting ready to cum inside that already filled pussy, I want another girl, who just got loaded up with cum to force sit on my face and make me lick her cunt clean.

Not only do I want the crazy sex, but I want the friendship and possibly love that comes with it all. Love comes in many forms. Also, what's the point in doing it, if you can't do it again?

Does that sound too weird? Let me know what you think? I think I have about a zero chance of it actually happening, but hey, that would be my fantasy.

This past week I have changed my workout schedule from around 6-7 PM to starting at 5:45 AM. The schedule change has been a little difficult to stick to. But good things happen to the ambitious...

In the morning at the gym, you get people that are more focused on actually working out and they usually don't socialize very much, which can be very motivating. But once people get done with their workouts and retreat to the locker room, it is much different. The guys are much more social than the people that workout in the evening.

The social outlooks are better, the workouts are better, and as an added bonus the showers are better! After all I am bisexual. Might as well enjoy it as best as I can. LoL...

I have never seen so many guys shower after working out. Not only did 90% of the guys shower, but each one of them had a natuarally smooth ass (I wish I had that). I would try to steal a glance of them anytime I inconspicuously could...

As I was glancing at these taller older guys in their 30s-40s, an all male shower orgy fantasy started flooding my thoughts...man I wish I could fuck these guys asses while also getting some attention from behind. Hell I wish I could service them all. I would even be up tacking each one of them in my ass raw. I'd probably also suck down every cum load they had to give me.

Well, unfortunately it's just a fantasy. But if any did happend along these lines, you would definitely see a blog entry on here.

Anyone want to make this happen?

Anyone have any good experiences in a Polyamorous relationship? How did you get started?

I'm trying to find like minded people around my area, at least just to talk about my feelings and their experiences. I think I would feel right at home in this type of relationship.

Hopefully this will be the first among many posts on here. I have been fighting internally with my sexuality for almost 10 years now. I am bisexual. I don't think that I can be romantically involved with another man, but I really like the sex, that's for sure. Am I completely against the idea of it ever happening, no.

I am definitely attracted to women. I have been in and out of relationships. I have although, pledged my love for a girl. That girl and I now have a beautiful baby boy and we are planning to get married in October of 2008. I'm marrying her because I love her and I trust her. I trusted her when I told her that I was bisexual. She accepted that fact and our sex life took a temporary upswing as we used strap-ons and dildos, while she took a bit of a dominate role. I kinda liked it.

But after a while, my true self wanted more interaction. More contact, more experience. I asked her if she fantasized or would want to be involved, or more like the center of attention, in a MMF 3-way or MMMF 4-way. But she turned me down, in-fact she doesn't want to have sex with anyone else but me. I really wish sometimes that I could feel the same. But I don't. I feel like I need to be with 3-4 women and 2-3 guys every couple of weeks. I'm not talking about one night stands or anything like that, I'm talking more of a polyamory or polygamy relationship with people. To me, it just makes economic, emotional, physical, and social sense...maybe i'm being too altruistic?

Well, over the past year I have been trying to fight this battle between what I want deep inside and what is the right thing to do for my new family. I love my kid and I love my girl. I love being a father. I love taking care of them. But it feels like I'm trapped in a cage sometimes. Is there anyone else here that has the same issues?

I look forward to talking to more people on here. Feel free to reply or send a PM.

-Tim