Happy Thanksgiving all and thanks for the kind words.

And the snow is sticking heres hope for a traditional winter and a white Christmass.

I'm doing ok just get lonely on holidays even with the kids around. Its a different lonely. thanks again everyone.

Happy thanksgiving all

Been 1 year sense the last time I had sex.

I was told that I need to quit feeling sorry for myself. Been trying to feel better hbut its hard when you are standing behind the target everyone is shooting at. I like blogging it helps ms get some of the shit out of my head. I would love to get back to where I blog happy things.

Not all has been bad lately. My son who never see the upper 2 letters of grades at school got a B average for the first semester. Faint

Again exhausted from working away from home. Also was sick with a stomache flue but had to keep training the soldiers going to Iraq. They don't get sick days. Off for now.

Been a long week and 1 day off. Now I'm off to work again. Did some deer hunting this last weekend. I did so much walking I got blisters on the bottom of my feet. They really hurt. Now I have to wear boots every day at work. I stay in a tiny room not much more than abed a desk and a small fridge and a stand up closet/dresser. And a TV with 9 channels. Makes my loneliness stand out even more. AND NO INTERNET. Jezz.

Happy Late Veterans day t all the Vets.

Latyter, Serg

Home and Bambiless and exhausted.

Hi ho HI ho off to Deer camp I go.

Very first one. Got this thing all set up today and I already think Vista sucks. It seems that when they set up my wireless it was set up with a security code. One call to someone I didn't understand later and I have the code. I get on and have to download my free anti virous ( I knew te military was good for something) nd now I'm on. Oh ya I still think Vista sucks.

Anyone who doesn't live in the US. Every 1st Wednsday of the month at 1 PM they test all the emergency sirens. They use these for mostly bad weather. So I hear the sirens and I start wondering what would happen if it wasn't a test at that time. But everyone is thinking its only the siren dudes testing the sirensthat know it aint. Bummer. God I need to get out of the house.

I got a call tonight from a neighberhood father who's daughter was out with mine at a friends. My kid called and said she was going to another friend. But he calls and is wondering where his daughter was. So after getting ahold of my daughter and a few calls latter we find out she went to here boy friends house. Somehow I think my daughter will never do this after our conversation. The friend made t home.

So I was thinking of changing my name to something that reminds everyone I'm Serg. But for kricket its dummy teddybear ;P. I was thinking something like Sergent-teddy ????????

bye for now Serg.

So everyone is meeting people and I'm not.

So what make me so unwanted to meetable?

WOW new words.

Got a pic sent today from a friend who is working up in Duluth and they had snow on the ground. Not much but there is hope it will be a white winter.

Suprise # 2. Last night I get a call from the X. My son who gets A's in every class that is some kind of shop. We were looking for him (you know that not calling thingy kids do). Well about 3 hours after he was suppose to be home she called and said he was still at school working on getting his chemistry grade up to a C from the F he was getting. This will make a B average I'm so shocked. Think of the possiblities, He will actually get to graduate next year, Lower car insurance, Maybe he will get to got to Post secondary school and have a real life. Nice dad HUH.