Got home today totally exhausted.

IT ACTUALLY SNOWED TODAY. But not for long.

Someone told me while up at work that if I started working out and running again i would feel better. All I can say is they a re f#*king liers.

Going to rest some but will be around.laters

Well back up to work and my lonely room. Going to be gone for a few weeks this time. For those who miss me. Been really crazy around here this weekend everyone is either sick or getting sick. Even the cats. Yep even after putting down the old one I strill have 2 more. Well need to be up and running early see ya when I get back in town

Serg

I had a dentist appointment today. You know it has been a long time when you get turned on while looking in the eyes of the tech cleaning your teeth. It doesn't help her breastties rubbing up against ya either. Now getting my teeth cleaned gets me horny. Geezzzzzz I need a date.

Well one more night and back to work and my room. I'm gladd I took this job but it keeps me away from the kids. Sometimes I wonder if they are happier if I'm away. If nobody knows what I'm doing now I'm training soldiers going to Iraq or Afganastan. I want the training to be better than I had when I left.

It was a good and bad lazy weekend. I made a chocolatte cake with the youngest today. Had to put my 19 year old cat down it was wasting away and forgetting what a litter box was. Did some cleanning mostly. Yelled at the kids cause I don't think I need to be gone for so long and have to come back and clean.

I was looking Hapy's blog and she was talking about living somewhere and forgeting how pretty the place was. Where I'm staying now for the last few weeks the leaves have been changing colors. Its amazing how you don't appreciate the place you live.

Hugs Serg

Number 1. Being lonely.

2. The weather its been raining and crappy for 3 weeks straight.

3. Kids fighting constantly.

4. Having to put my cat of 19 years down.

5. This whole year. Its been rough.

Can't help noticing that when you are away for a while how this place changes.

And its been rainning almost dayly for the last 3 weeks. Makes for long days.

I haven't been home per say for 3 weeks. I guess I live in a room now up where I'm working. And there is no internet. I can't view pics .

I did buy a new Cammera and Computer. Also found the game Jewel Quest my lastest addiction. I so need a date.

Looking at our scheduale on the training we are giving it looks like I will be busy untel next summer when the unit leaves for Iraq. And it looks lik we already have the next one lined up after that. At least I have a job.

I see staying away and coming back doesn't change the old feelings about being here I have way to busy to chat lately. And the hits to the heart keep coming so yes life hasn't changed.

YAAAAAAAAAAAY.....

See ya hay fever kill all them evil plants.

And its starting to feel like hunting season. Fall is the best time of the year. All the leaves will change color. Start being color and not that god aweful heat.

Alright I think fall is the best time of the year.

I got stuck on one Fourm post about 911.

As for what happened on 911. As a world we should never FORGET. but as Americans we should never forget albe it a huge attack on us that most other countrie have a terrorism for decades. Even in Iraq the population itself and more people are dying from terrorist and suicide bombers than battles and the conflict itself.

People know that I very rarely bring my political views about the war on terrorism or my country here. I refuse to argue with people who can't read HISTORY or get thier information from the tanted MEDIA who want you to hear what they want you to hear. You don't hear about the good things happening in Iraq only the death and destruction but good things are happening. Enough of my rant or I could go on forever. I've been there done that and have the badges and metals.

My heart not only goes out to the familys and friends of the victums of 911 but the soldiers and mostly the families of the soldiers (No matter what country they are from) who are now deployed or have been deployed. They are the true heros and who are making the extrem sacrifices.

Sorry for my rant, Serg/John