| Interesting things to know about
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My
Starsign: |
Gemini
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My
Favourite posters on NN are: |
All nice people that post nice pictures
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Interests I have are: |
Arts / Crafts, Movies / Cinema, Nature, Cooking, Shopping, Volunteer / Charity |
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I
am also up for: |
A New Friend, A Fuck Buddy
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I
have been a Member of NN since: |
21-Jan-11
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My Appearance: |
| Race/Ethnicity: | Caucasian (White) |
| Body Type: | Plump |
| Body Shape: | Pear |
| Height: | 5' 2" (158cm) |
| Weight: | 220lbs (15st 10lbs) (100kg) |
| Eye Colour: | Blue |
| Hair Colour: | Auburn/Red-Brown |
| Best Feature: | Pussy |
| Pubic Hair: | Natural |
| Tatoos: | None |
| Piercings: | Clit |
| Breasts: | Natural |
| Bra Cup Size: | C |
| Bust: | 59" (150cm) |
| Waist: | 43" (110cm) |
| Hips: | 47" (120cm) |
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My Professional Life: |
| Education: | School |
| Employment Status: | Full Time |
| Industry: | Clerical / Administrative |
| Job Role: | Customer Service |
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My Lifestyle: |
| Smoking: | No |
| Drinking: | No |
| Food Preference: | Non-vegetarian |
| Religion: | Catholic |
| Sense of Humour: | Friendly |
| Social Behaviour: | Shy |
| Personality: | One of the guys or girls |
| Libido: | Non Existant |
Kinkiest place
I've had sex: | On a dish chair. You know, those dish shaped ones that are made of wicker or bamboo? Takes some skill not to break it. |
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Spoken Languages: |
English
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| Sex Position: | Any |
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Self Description: |
| What makes me happy: | We are responsible for our own happiness so I want to insure that I do whatever is necessary to keep me happy and healthy. People are often focused on their goals. Instead these are habits I love to do and want to make sure I make time for them in my busy schedule. Writing them down helps me keep them in the top of my mind. For the most part they are activities I've been doing in previous years and I know they do a lot for my well being. What activities make you happy? I encourage you to make your own Happy Habit List! |
| What makes me sad: | . Getting rejected.
. Wasting your time on someone.
. Getting your heart broken
. Loving someone who don’t care
. Loosing someone close
. Not doing well in something I tried hard on
. Being lied to
. Not feeling good enough
. People not talking good about me
. Doing something I know I will regret
. No one knows how I feel
. Nobody knows the real me
. I want to say something but hold it back
. Being overweight
. People don’t like me for who I am
. Being used
. Knowing I’m hurting but don’t tell no one.
. Hurting someone else
. Making someone else sad
. Letting everything out and getting no response
. When no one cares
. When people cheat
. Child abuse
. People dying
. Any kind of abuse
. When I over think things
. Getting attached easily
. Bottling things up
. Knowing I cant satisfy someone
. I cant do something right that I should be able to do
. Disappointing people
. Being judged
. The truth when it hurts
. Knowing you get caught at something you wish you didn’t
. Saying something you only said because you were mad
. Being alone
. Thinking I’m going to grow up with no one by my side
. Any kind of heartach
. When people don’t get a second chance
. When you have so much faith in something and it don’t work out
. When I cant help someone who needs it
. Poverty
. Good things ending
. Be led on
. Being hopeless
. Physical pain
. Thinking about things differently then they are
. Being yelled at
. Being blamed for things
. HIM
. Not being able to cry
. Music
. Faking a smile
. Thinking about my past
. Being a backup
. Not being first pick
. Being ugly
. Being someone no one wants to be with
. Depression
. Being left out
. Having to do something I don’t want to
. Getting in trouble.
. Not knowing what to do
. Being a person who thinks a lot
. Not being able to react on stressful situations
. People who don’t know what to do with there lives
. Adults crying
. People who need help but won’t ask for it
. Being shy
. Not getting what I want
. Not feeling well
. When you miss someone
. When you know someone hates you who you like a lot
. Backstabbers
. Two faced people
. People who think their all that, but end up realizing the nothing
. People with no emotion
. Not knowing where to go
. Knowing you don’t know where your going with your life
. Knowing I’m sad makes it worse
. When someone knows how you feel
. Not being emotionally strong
. Not being the best I can be
. Not telling some how I feel
. Feeling like you try so hard and get no where
. Feeling like giving up
. Trying to be the best you can be and fail
. Anger
. Not knowing things about people you should
. Being neglected
. Not being loved
. Fighting
. Crying
. writing this |
| What makes me mad: | Do you know WHAT MAKES ME MAD?? It makes me SO MAD I just want to...
Sound familiar? If you want to manage anger, the only way of doing so is to listen to your self-talk. This doesn’t mean listening to yourself talk. It means listening to your SELF-TALK.
It’s quite true that anger is created from within. No matter how much you say—“He made me mad!” “It makes me so mad when…”—the anger comes from YOU, not it or he.
Our thoughts about “it” or “he” is actually where the anger comes from. And by changing our thinking we can change the way we feel (for example, instead of angry or enraged, annoyed or irritated..)
Doesn’t it make sense, then, if anger is created from within that we have the power from within to keep from getting angry? The answer is a definitive YES. |
| My bad habits: | I like to remove my panties all the time in public. Is it a bad habit?
I like to remove my panties at night to go to bed. Is it a bad habit?
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A couple of my bad habits, are spending too much time at the computer and late night eating. It doesn't matter if it's carrot chips or some pasta e fagiioli. Once September and October are over with, I get back on track and the kilos and waist-line get back in line and all my skirt-suits fit me again. |
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My Final Thought: |
The meaning of life is...
I am convinced that living organisms have a meaning of life. It's an odd statement to say that life has 'a' meaning because there are many ways to quantify what such a meaning might be. For example, one could claim the meaning of their life is:
to be an excellent musician,
a painter,
a poet,
a mathematician,
a doctor,
or a world-class astronomer.
However, I think that there is much more to the meaning of life than what one sees as their unique purpose, or impetus, which drives their goals in life toward some particular destination. I think that if life does have an inherent meaning, it should have been the same since the origin of life as we know it. This means that the most primitive of life forms have a life-meaning that is the same as more evolved life forms such as plants, zebras and humans.
If I'm correct, the most primitive forms of life are thought to be originating out of a biochemical 'soup' of nutrients and some chemical similar to DNA. I am proposing that the meaning of this soup and proto-DNA is the same as our own meaning. This puts all life on equal footing: no living thing means "more", "less", "better" or "worse" than any other.
I think that the meaning of life is really something fundamental, inherent and inescapable: a part of what we call physical reality. 'Happiness' or 'self-actualization' seem (to me) to be imprecise. It feels like humans just conjured up these theories, and they apply exclusively to us, the 'higher form of life'. I believe there is something deeper to know about what it means to be alive. I want to know why we are here! why is life - in general - continuing, and why did it start? What purpose does it have?
I have found one explanation that appears particularly convincing, and I found it in physics. Simply put:
The meaning of one's life is to sustain one's low-entropy (highly ordered) physical configuration.
Is this correct? can one's purpose be "to achieve and sustain low-entropy"?
Or is the only meaning of life the philosophical one? to be a 'self-actualized' person, by using virtues, ethics, morals and such?
Or if not philosophical or psychological, what type of question is it? and what type of answer should it have?
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